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My Will
Hatred
Hatred
even through those horrible times when they band together, when we band together

its there hiding under the kind words you speak lying in your heart waiting for the perfect time to strike to pull the rug out from under them,from me

even whenits seems like time has actually healed the old wounds you inflickted upon their hearts, my heart

its hiding there in the lies you tell, the promises you give, the fake loving words that cut straight into the soul when you find out they weren't real, that they ment nothing to you, that I ment nothing to you

even when the brain knows the truth, but the heart trys so hard to believe in the lies you told them, told me

its there deep in that non-existing cold metal heart of yours, that they thought belonged to them, to me

even when you take their hands, my hand, and promise its okay, and lead them, me, deeper into the fire

its there lashing out at their, my,loving heart(s), riping open the seems slowly without them, me, really knowing, stinging them, me, with those venomous fangs hurting them, me, eternally forever

there in your eyes as you hurt them, me for the last time,in your voice when you tell them, me, goodbye for the last time, there in your stainned and beaten little heart that will forever be the cause of so many deaths of girls souls, that will forever be deprived because it never knew the deep love those girls felt for it.


You will never know how deeply we felt for you never know the true feeling of loving someone so deeply a piece of you dies when they're gone your poor burned heart dead eternally.And even though I used hate you with all of the little pieces that make up my heart, I could not help but feel a great sorrow for you and that tourchered little heart because you never even long after your soul has died will ever feel it all the hearts love that at one time beat only for you.
-Tourched for you my dear

Beauty... what is the meaning of the word? three meanings i personally favor the third, what defines you, what leads you to believe, in that which you receive, is the meaning, the reasoning, behind the find, of human kind

-Insight

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    i'm gonna read all of these...they make me think...i like that


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