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My Will
Ana
Ana
My dearest friend
The only one who truly understands
The only one who never lies to me
The only one I can trust
The only one who will listen

She says ignore the stares and whispers
She says they're lying to me
And how could they not be?
She is they only one who can trust
The only one who will listen

She asks me how can they eat that much?
She tells me they will get fat
And i believe her
My friend
She says my mother is crying cause shes proud of me
And i trust her
The only one who will listen

My family they say strange things that don't make sense
Dieing Too tinny All bones
But she tells me they are lying
she says i need to skip more
that I'm beginning to fail her
Shes right and i trust her
The only one who will listen

She says the mirror never lies but people do
My reflection never lies
its them they are the liars
Not her or my mirror
No one understands only her
The only one who will listen

Just one more skip she says
She would never lie to me my friend
I trust her
I trust her with my life
She is honest and right
I just need one more
She says I'm soo close to perfect
the only one that will listen

She says that I fell asleep
It was a wonderful dream at first
I was perfect and everyone loved me even me
But then it changed drastically
it was a funeral
It was mine
My funeral
Brought upon by the only one I had ever trusted in my life
The one named Ana who lied to me and in result wound up as the cause to my death
-Dieing to be Perfect


Each year millions of teens Die from a disease called Anorexia Nervosa an eating disorder that claims lives through out the world. Anorexia is a serious illness. A lot of teens have fallen victim to it and something needs to be done or more people will die because of the image we put in front of them.

Rachael

Beauty... what is the meaning of the word? three meanings i personally favor the third, what defines you, what leads you to believe, in that which you receive, is the meaning, the reasoning, behind the find, of human kind

-Insight

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  • User Comments: [1]
    AHHHH.....i see what you mean...this is intereasting, i had to read it twice to get the full meaning...and the hidden ones too...

    reading this made me think about life, how it thrives, but also seeks the end, to end itself, i TOTALY feel bad for those people, and somehow wish i could help (havent heard that one before RIGHT?) but, seeing as i CANT, i cant do anything, apparently it's pointless to try, pointless to do, pointless to live...


    oh well....i've changed (as you can quite plainly tell)

    comment the destroyer of light · Community Member · Sat Aug 02, 2008 @ 07:42pm
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