So you people have wanted to know what has been going on with my mood. Why I can be happy one minute and down and not wanting you near me at all the next.
A.) I have been worried about a friend. He is my best friend and he doesnt play on gaia at all but I know him from pp. We are close even though I dont get to hear from him as often. Any how he was going to come down this summer, but didnt since his parents (particularly his mom) want him to get a job. He has been looking even though they have had one hell of a nitemare switching internets over. I had a bad feeling about something yesterday, and I found out this morning his mom is only giving him a month to find a job, till she kicks him out of the house. I have known him for two years now, and from what I know of his mom is that she is a major pain. Worse then my mom even x.x Sure he does have a degree in computers but where he is at its hard for him to find a job.
B.) School has just started this week back up for me. Sure 13 doesnt seem like a lot but my classes are all core classes I need, except karate. I already know Im going to have to get tutoring in french, cause it just seems like blah to me. Even though a have a friend taking it with me.
C.) Im tried of seeing drama in g-angel, such as fights, friends issues, etc. Look I know you have a bad day, and sure you can get a few n00bs that act like bitches and jerks. Im a helper I get it to. Just do me a favor when you start feeling sad, go away from the comp for a moment, just to breath!! I know cause it helps, that and easies tension I feel with in the thread. Im not trying to sound mean, but hey I have had a broken heart before, I know how long it takes to get passed it. But your not the only one in the thread that is going through s**t in their lives, so please tell only a few close friends. But seeing people who are to help newbies try to make you feel special and leave people like me just feeling ignored is a little bit redundant. stare
D.) Im sick of having to feel like I have to solve everyones problems. Sure I dont mind giving you advice about it, but dont talk about it every day. This goes to people that wont leave each other alone, since they use date. Look they have moved on deal with it!
E.) When I act like Im pushing you away or dont want to talk to you. Just understand when Im dealing with stuff I dont want to open up and just talk about it. I do it so when you catch me in one of my non helper moods, its so I wont snap at you. That and if one or two of these points apply to you. Edit: But if you really want to piss me off then go ahead, for that will destroy any or all the friendship we will ever have. stare
TO fire and windy: If you have a ******** problem with me. Please just say it to my face. stare
The Windy Somebodies being a big b***h today I see. stare
Dont think I dont watch what you say. stare
SaraWhiteWolf · Fri Aug 26, 2005 @ 05:44pm · 1 Comments |