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Well, how do I start. How 'bout how I feel. Well, annoyed, angry, nervous, anxious, happy, confused, tired...ect ect ect. I'm feeling a bit depressed these days, and for many reasons, and yet no reasons. I'm finding myself avoiding pms from people and crossing my fingers that they won't resend. I'm so over Ivan sending me pms and texting me and what not. I kind feel stalked. My boyfriend is starting to get on my nerves and my dad is on a thin string. I confused about my sexuality... okay maybe you should ignore that... anyway, I'm so glad school is over in 2 day cause the kids at my school can go to hell, most of them anyway. I'm changin and I really don't want to. I'm going back to blonde hair and no ones really knows why, that includes me. I'm fed up with all my little injuries. My wrist is in a freaking brace! and I just got over my tendon being ******** up. I'm starting to get burned out on Karate, I'm just fed up with the dojo. People online are bitches, some anyway, and my friends is a depressed nuscience. (Not really depressed but what ever) I feel like I'm losing my friends and that they're all getting more annoying by the second. I think I'm going to flip out! The world is driving me insane! Now I'm feeling bad cause I'm looking at my bookshelf thinking I haven't bought a book in months... I kinda wanna run away. Go live in a ******** forest. I don't care. I truely feel like I was born in the wrong era, but no one gives a s**t. My eating habit are killing me slowly and painfully. In lighter news, I'm finally learning the broadsword and I think I have my ax kick down. This is waaaaay too much to be put in an online journal...whatever, it's not like people are gonna read it. Maybe I should focus on some lighter things...let me think for a bit. I'm not in poverty. I live in the US. And as corrupt and ******** up as the US is, it's still the land of te (Mostly) free. If I happen to make anyone who reads this feel bad, don't take it too personally, just discuss it with me in a pm...and hoepfully I'll read it. As messed up in the head and as much as it seems I have problems, I'm good at support and can help people...at least that's what they tell me...God, I wish I had a me to talk to...Anyway, I kinda have to stop before I bore you all to tears. So, catch you later!
~~RosE
(Comments and messages are welcomed.)
 Rose_Wynters · Wed Jun 04, 2008 @ 04:57am · 1 Comments |
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