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So my "cousin" goes out with my crush. I can't help but feel an amazing mixture of jealously and anger and resentment. SHe knew I like him, but I guess this is punishment for what most people think I did to Bobbi. She doesn't know the whole story. She thinks it hurt her when it auctually hurt me more to know that my own friend played me. Whatever though. Journal you wanna know the whole story? Here it is.

Bob's crsh and I were i the computer lab when he told me that he liked someone in our class. As nosety as I am I wanted to know who and why. He said its between you wand someone else. I was totally not prepared for that. I never thought anyone would ever speak those words to me in my entire life so I got all up and happy about it, but I told no one but Bob cause I thought she had a right to know. The frist time I told her she hugged me. Weird isn't it? A month or two later, I kinda told Bob' crush that she liked hem. Well auctually he guessed when I told him that someone liked him. He said that would never happen becuase she was way short. I thoght he shoud give her a chance. We were inside for recess that day in our classroom and there were a lot of people around. I didn't want anyone to know what it was that we were really talking about so I said why do you like "that person" That person meant me. He said he wasn't sure. Then at the end of the day he handed me a note that said I like her because of her eyes and her lips. Skipping a few months. I gave him my phone number because he asked for it. He texted me saying that he loves me and all kinds of stuff like that. That's the whole story. now the simpsons are on and i'm talking to my grandmother.