Pat's birthday was a blast. Got some funny pictures. I'll upload them later. St. Patrick's Day was a blast, too. :3 Hung out with Pat and Brendan, and I repaid Pat his birthday gift since I was on my period when it was his birthday. ;D That was before Brendan got there, and I repaid Pat after Brendan left, too. Lol. Twas quite fun. Uhm. We watched the Boondock Saints. Love that movie. Hurm.
Pat and I spent the night at Brendan's house from Saturday to Sunday, and Pat and I got to fall asleep together! Woot! After for so long of not being able to. It's so nice to have a warm body to fall asleep next to. I love falling asleep in his warm embrace and wake up with him still next to me. I love hearing his heart-beating, and listening to his breath as he sleeps. It was so wonderful. I felt so married to him. I can't wait until him and I can finally get married. I want out of this house so badly and I just want to be with him.
Not really much more to report. My life has been boring lately. Huge attacks of my bipolar disorder and depression have been attacking me. But whatever. Pat puts up with me still. So I only have three true friends. Brendan, Caitlin, and Natalie. All my other "friends" are assholes who I don't truly want to see for a long time. Thank Froot Loops for spring break, huh? I'm pretty sure Pat, Brendan and I will all have more sleep-overs over break. Lmao. Hopefully they seriously don't want to go camping. o_o; I can't survive without a shower. Eww.
Pat and I spent the night at Brendan's house from Saturday to Sunday, and Pat and I got to fall asleep together! Woot! After for so long of not being able to. It's so nice to have a warm body to fall asleep next to. I love falling asleep in his warm embrace and wake up with him still next to me. I love hearing his heart-beating, and listening to his breath as he sleeps. It was so wonderful. I felt so married to him. I can't wait until him and I can finally get married. I want out of this house so badly and I just want to be with him.
Not really much more to report. My life has been boring lately. Huge attacks of my bipolar disorder and depression have been attacking me. But whatever. Pat puts up with me still. So I only have three true friends. Brendan, Caitlin, and Natalie. All my other "friends" are assholes who I don't truly want to see for a long time. Thank Froot Loops for spring break, huh? I'm pretty sure Pat, Brendan and I will all have more sleep-overs over break. Lmao. Hopefully they seriously don't want to go camping. o_o; I can't survive without a shower. Eww.
