Okay. I'm too lazy to update the other one, so here's this entry. Uhm... >_< I miss Pat so much. And I ask the people who like me [besides Pat] why they like me, and they never have a definate answer!! If you've gone out with me, PLEASE explain to me why you liked/like me. It's driving me crazy. I'm ugly and not exciting and just blah. Okay. Anyway. I baked lots of cookies, and I had some left-overs [from the cookies I baked for an important person], and I'm giving them to Pat and his mum and his step-dad. And Pat keeps asking what I want for Christmas because I already have half of his gift, and I keep saying, "I don't want anything. I just want to be with you." But he won't take that for an answer! Gah! It's true, though. The only thing I want for Christmas is to spend some time with my fiance, you know? He's my only one, and I could never love anybody as much as I love him. When we have kids, I'll love them a lot, but not the kind of love I express to Pat. Lol. Anyhoo. I just need to ask Manda or Tina if they'll go to the mall with me... >.<;; Or maybe Natalie-oh! :] I have no clue... I'll figure it out, though. So no worries there. I just hope he likes the gifts I got him. ANYWAY. That's about it for this --- WAIT! I HAVE EXCITING NEWS! I ordered a new hoodie and belt from the Bowling for Soup shop. :] I'm so excited and I can't wait to get 'em. My studded-belt is ripping, so yeah. >.<;; Damn my big a**. Lol. I don't have a big a**, but I don't like it at all, or my boobs. Those are the two things I hate the most on my body. My big buttocks and my small boobs. :/ Oh well. I'm gonna have to suck it up and start loving my body. :] Taataa, ya'll.
CaRto0nz · Wed Dec 05, 2007 @ 03:26am · 1 Comments
