It has been a while. I have been great and my life seems to go smoothly.........aw, who am i kidding. My life sucks. I have figured out that I am cursed. once something good happens to me, everything else has to go down the drain and suck. cry well, in other news, I have fallen in love for someone, not for sure that I am but its certain that I have a crush (sort of). I really don't know I they like me as a friend or as something more. I need to find a friend who can ask them but none of my friends knew who that person is. sweatdrop Oh well. life keeps moving on and so should I...... but I really need to know scream I'm agonizing over it. yet again, oh well. All my friends are ja's and they try to make me be friends with somebody I really don't want to or we did become friends and they want to break the relationship (friendship) just because they don't know..... screamthis is so annoying... but oh well. C ya'll soon. ttyl heart