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Every one things life is easy for me, its not, I deal with as much s**t as any one. Now my family knows for sure my grandma has terminal cancer, meaning she will die from it, there is not more stoping it. I have already this weekend stoped my little bro from selling himself into slavery (yes that?s the kid with the abusive mom and bro), even stoping my little sis from killing herself. I think I got that resolved today..not sure. Doesn?t help now that my moms sister is being nothing but a total b***h, accusing my mom of things she hasn?t done. Lies are being spread, and its not getting better. You can say it will but its not. The only thing my mom will get from my grandma is the insurance money..that?s only 5k. Not the 10k that is being spread. I wont get any thing, but just a viewing of her ashes being cast into the wind..that?s it nothing more. After all my family has done, we get treated like trash.
Yes I do have more quotes to put in here, yes teekerz yours are in here, so is everyone elses that tried to cheer me up.
minegar31 oh i see well i wanna know evrything about you i want to love you for who you are so tell me what you think makes you special from everyone else Just started talking to him, yet a very nice guy biggrin
minegar31 yeah i do but thats ok because ..... i only have to think once and act twice where as women, being the suffisticated and intelligent creatures that they are have to think twice and act once Smart kid!! 3nodding
minegar31 not really men are quiet simple to predict xd
minegar31 SaraWhiteWolf How are you any different then them? because i think with my head xd Yay first guy to admit that!!
E.M.O. Naaaah, I just hit on everything with two legs.... xd Yet he admits it!!
Wolfessa Zelia Mirror E.M.O. Yay *dances his way out, and home to bed* I said it once, and I'll say it again.... That kid is weird... lovable... but weeeeird xd Saddly true! eek
Wolfessa Zelia Mirror E.M.O. Because.... Everybody is sexy in their own way! Again I say, deal with that fact! stare E.M.O.... You're sooooo good at comforting people stare xd
luvableteekerz SaraWhiteWolf luvableteekerz Sara...lemme set the facts straight. You are wanted here and whoever doesn't want you hanging around can just shove it...G-Angels welcomes everyone, both new and old, and whoever doesn't want you around should just deal with it. Quitting Gaia because someone doesn't want you around is just plain bull. I'm sure you have more friends here than you have enemies and I'm quite positive that these friends want you to stick around. Is that for sure teekerz? Very sure. 3nodding heart Sweet as ever teekerz!!
Wolfessa Zelia Mirror O.o You do have a newbie, don't you? xd First time being thought of as an angel x.x Yet not be one!! o.o Does that mean I act the part?? Oo
Wolfessa Zelia Mirror SaraWhiteWolf Wolfessa Zelia Mirror SaraWhiteWolf Wolfessa Zelia Mirror SaraWhiteWolf I have no one, Im not wanted here. Got that point made to today. But... but... you are wanted!!! No Im not. Im thinking about quiting gaia for good.awww, well, who aren't you wanted by? I'll pound their pixels to a pulp! surprised All you have to do is read. It will show. *hides* Im not sexy emo..I never was, never will be. awwww, you're taking those n00bs way too seriously. Yes, n00bs can apply to anyone on Gaia, so long as they're an a*****e surprised eek Um you can beat him yes??
E.M.O. Hey! You're a sexy fox! Deal with it! 3nodding heart blaugh eek sweatdrop
Wolfessa Zelia Mirror E.M.O. gonk Awwwwwwwwwww! She's gone! cry stare xd
SaraWhiteWolf Kaze Aki SaraWhiteWolf Kaze Aki SaraWhiteWolf I didnt say it, I sung it. 3nodding We are not ranked..just love to have fun. eek Pbbt. Sing, Say, same difference. *looks at you funny* No its not..2 different meanings. Darn that had to make me think. whee Be right back, I'm going to get a blankey. Whoa if tink was here I would have got pointage. xd whee
SaraWhiteWolf ShinobiGun Kaze Aki SaraWhiteWolf Kaze Aki I figured switching accounts would be easier on both of us. *nods* Heck of a lot easier to conferm certain inquarities. 3nodding That guy that was hitting on Mitsu-chan was scary O.o Hey i wasnt hitting on Mitsu man and hell yeah i feel like a doughnut....a glazed doughnut... Aww I was so hoping for a sprinkled one..*sigh* oh well.
SaraWhiteWolf ShinobiGun kaze mitsumi ShinobiGun kaze mitsumi ShinobiGun crying Yes im a Newb and i need hlp crying I would like to chat and have fun and meet new people....so can u hlp me out? i would like a angel who would like to flirt too biggrin -twitch O.<- -speachless- are my prayers answered? exclaim Hell no! wow... i was only joking about the flirting,but i need hlp though.... confused didnt know you guys could be so gullable Thats a male your talking to about help. Dont you feel like a doughnut!? xd
SaraWhiteWolf Kaze Aki No, different guy XD She gets lots of...compliments. Sara: Whos Tink? My best friend in real life. xp
Muso_Moete SaraWhiteWolf Muso_Moete SaraWhiteWolf Thanks, decided to be bear for once. I missed you. mmm love the boots hun I know you do, they are the only ones I wear. hehe ya. ((Best friend on here))
On a more personal note: Im sorry to the one person that loved me, Im sorry for becoming something I hated, I know I hurt you. I wish I hadn?t but I cant change the past. I do want to be your friend even though its now for sure we cant date any more. If not I understand, you deserve better then what I am. Maybe not being your friend now is what I deserve for treating you so bad, and damaging your trust in me. *cries* Im sorry lee, I did love you. redface heart
To the one that caused this: Fall of a bridge and die, please. Just rid the world of your fakeness and lies. You say you don?t remember, and that was before. Yet you are just lying cause that was while you were dating. Your such a jackass, I hope you do end up a lone, for good. It will be best for the world. What gets me is that you would tell newbies not to date online, yet you don?t follow your own advice. You?re the one that?s pathetic. Now I know I cant trust you, surprises me that I ever did. No I wont be your friend, don?t ask me to be, you have had done used your last shot, and now you have no more. stare stressed
((To all in general)) *sings*
?My Last Breath? By Evanescence
hold on to me love you know i can't stay long all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid can you hear me? can you feel me in your arms?
holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
i'll miss the winter a world of fragile things look for me in the white forest hiding in a hollow tree (come find me) i know you hear me i can taste it in your tears
holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
closing your eyes to disappear you pray your dreams will leave you here but still you wake and know the truth no one's there
say goodnight don't be afraid calling me calling me as you fade to black
holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight
?Haunted? By Evanescence
Long lost words whisper slowly to me Still can't find what keeps me here When all this time I've been so hollow inside I know you're still there
Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you loving you I won't let you pull me down
Hunting you I can smell you - alive Your heart pounding in my head
Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Saving me, raping me, watching me
Watching me, wanting me I can let you pull me down Fearing you... loving you I can feel you pull me down
?Going Under? By Evanescence
Now I will tell you what I've done for you 50 thousand tears I've cried Screaming Deceiving and Bleeding for you And you still won't hear me (I?m going under) Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself Maybe I'll wake up for once Not tormented daily defeated by you Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom I'm dying again
I'm going under Drowning in you I'm falling forever I've got to break through I'm going under
Blurring and Stirring the truth and the lies So I don't know what's real and what's not Always confusing the thoughts in my head So I can't trust myself anymore I'm dying again
I'm going under Drowing in you I'm falling forever I've got to break through
So go on and scream Scream at me I'm so far away I won't be broken again I've got to breathe I can't keep going under
((Just to the one I love))
?My Immoral? By Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me
You used to captivate me By your resonating mind Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus]
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along
[Chorus]
SaraWhiteWolf · Wed Jun 01, 2005 @ 12:31am · 3 Comments |
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