Well I have come to the conclusion that I'm just not having a good 24 hours thing. Ok so yesterday I sware I felt like I was gonna die crying .
The night before....aka yesterday, I loss my vision like seriously no joke everything went double. It scared the shite out of me. One of my friends Sidney while all the time looking out for me, scared me even more. The first thing he says is, GET TO THE HOSPITAL NOW!!!! THIS IS A LIFE AND DEATH THING!!! GO NOW!!!! Sid's not the type of personne to joke about these things. So me, now kinda REALLY scared starts to freak.
I got my next door neighbour who's a nurse to help me out, she didn't think it was a blood clote or a vein in my brain ready to burst. Which is what I was thinking and suggested to what might be the problem. She said that if it was a blood clote I'd still be seing double(by this time I can see normaly again) and that if it was a vein ready to burst neer my brain I'd be pretty much dead now crying I feel so comforted!
She thinks it's just stress. Now if it's stress I can deal with that...So I told my mom what happened, and she said that if it was stress related that I should just stay home and take it easy for the next few days.
Accorse for me this is my idea of what would happen should I stay home....stress level high.....*day off* ....stress level falls,.....*get back to school next day*.... stress level increases and more some, cause I'm behind in all my classes and need to catch up!
And plus I had music today and I only have that class once every 7 days, so I need to go, cause they'll deduct majore points if I don't show up. In any case I decided to go to school today!
Man am I open to the bad choice decisions today....school=big mistake. My sister and I got on the bus that brings us to school. I decided to lisen to some soft music from my .hack CD....so I close my eyes and calm down lisening to it. We get about half way there, when the bus suddenly stops. I open my eyes and the bus drivers right beside me....*me = back of the bus* accorse somethings up
I look at her and turn off my music the first thing I hear...."your sister puked on the bus" gonk gonk gonk so I sat beside her for the rest of the bus ride, in haling her vomite gonk *the one time I hate to see food*it was all over the place she got some in her hair and her leg..... >.< it was just not a pretty sight.
Ok so as soon as we get to school, everyone got out. And the bus driver made me clean up the vomite >.< so that accorse that just started off my day well.
I get in the school, first thing, Pascal hit's me on the back, but I didn't sleep well last night and I gess I sleep wrong or somethig cause I'm hurting all over...so accorse it hurt sweatdrop so I get into class music first periode....we don't have any evaluation or practice or anything, were just liseing to randome music gonk which means I came to school for nothing stressed
ok now lets zap to the end of the day cause I really don't mind everything else that's happened today..... Can you say surprise test?...and yes I mean test and not quiz...it was a test. I so was not prepared for that french test...are they allowed to even do that??? gonk *sigh* well I feel bad I'm wrighting you a novel and not a journal entry....so much happens in 24 hours sweatdrop
Kai_Chi · Tue May 31, 2005 @ 10:47pm · 4 Comments |