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It happened, yet again... -_-
I had a big surge of low self-esteem today and went into lockdown... I started cryin'... Danny was thee only one on at the time and he noticed I wasn't myself... he sorta yelled at me for what I said but then I realized that I'm okay...

I started thinking those things again... stupid mirror... stare

I feel stupid for thinking I'm not pretty... but it happens...

I guess I'm okay now... not quite SURE... we'll see as the day goes by... 3nodding just gotta keep my head held high and I'm sure I'll feel completely better soon...


Brittney Beloved TM
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  • User Comments: [14]
    You gotta get all dressed up for no reason sometimes. Don't ask me if it'll work, cuz i don't do it. But you can try.

    comment Chief Slappa-ho · Community Member · Fri Aug 17, 2007 @ 12:28am
    About the blog on myspace that you made. You just gotta find something to take ur mind off of it. It doesn't help that we aren't able to talk much. Yeah...i don't really know what to do.

    comment Chief Slappa-ho · Community Member · Fri Aug 17, 2007 @ 09:01pm
    I screwed it up today... my mom bought me 4 long skirts a while back... I haven't worn any but one and today I ruined 2 of em'... or so she says... I cut of 6 inches or so and she got all pissed... my dad told me to pay her for em' so I gave her 30$... but the good thing is... she gave me it all back... after I started to work for it... mrgreen

    But I do that all the time (get all dressed up)... I don't know why I get depressed so much but it happens and your sorta right about not being able to talk to me much... that may be part of the reason, not too sure... but I love you and that's what helps me return to ultra-happiness!!! 4laugh

    heart ya;
    BittyBang<3

    comment Brittney Beloved TM · Community Member · Fri Aug 17, 2007 @ 11:30pm
    Oh yeah... I went all weird-like today... mrgreen

    I was talking to myself most of the day and acting like a had an imaginary friend named Chives... I was talking in thee stupidest voice ever... and then I saw this spider by the window at church, made sure nobody was watching and quietly screamed for about 5 minutes (blowing on it and making it move wasn't helping...)... xd

    I'm strange...

    comment Brittney Beloved TM · Community Member · Fri Aug 17, 2007 @ 11:34pm
    eek

    I'm gunna go over here and pretend i don't know the crazy person blowing on spiders.

    lol

    comment Chief Slappa-ho · Community Member · Sat Aug 18, 2007 @ 04:38pm
    stare

    ...

    crying

    comment Brittney Beloved TM · Community Member · Sat Aug 18, 2007 @ 04:43pm
    Lol jk jk

    If you do get all dressed up so often, you gotta take pics 3nodding
    Is that what the first pic in ur about section is?

    comment Chief Slappa-ho · Community Member · Sat Aug 18, 2007 @ 04:52pm
    No... that was a random night with my friend...

    comment Brittney Beloved TM · Community Member · Sat Aug 18, 2007 @ 05:01pm
    Well then now you HAVE to take some pics, since i haven't seen any.
    I don't get dressed up though, my classiest piece of clothing is probably a pair of jeans with no rips.

    comment Chief Slappa-ho · Community Member · Sat Aug 18, 2007 @ 05:11pm
    Fine... I'll dress up Sunday and take pics with people... ya happy???

    comment Brittney Beloved TM · Community Member · Sat Aug 18, 2007 @ 05:13pm
    I'm never happy....

    unless i'm holding a cookie domokun

    comment Chief Slappa-ho · Community Member · Sat Aug 18, 2007 @ 05:42pm
    mrgreen

    I'll take a piccy with me holding a cookie... :]]

    comment Brittney Beloved TM · Community Member · Sat Aug 18, 2007 @ 05:46pm
    That doesn't mean I have any cookies crying
    I'll go home and eat a bunch.

    comment Chief Slappa-ho · Community Member · Sat Aug 18, 2007 @ 05:48pm
    HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

    comment Brittney Beloved TM · Community Member · Wed Aug 22, 2007 @ 02:00pm
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