At Jason's house again. The munchkin hasn't woken up yet,so hurrah.
Let's see...
Yesterday I was supposed to get my car. So,I manage to get everybody together(we needed a wingman to drive my car back,since I don't have my liscence yet,) and go. Well,Nanny tells us thatthe battery is dead...So We search everywhere for the jumper cables.
Nowhere to be found.
Finnally,just before Jason was about to run home and get some,Nanny looks up and finds them.We all have a good laugh about snakes and biting us in our faces and go touse mom's van to jump my car.
Well,we coulnd't find the battery in my Lumina,(Now called 'Lupin,'because the 'A' on the back of the car fell off,and 'Lumin-' is just a dumb name.)
After years of searching,we find it under the washer fluid container and Jason manages to connect the jumps to the nuts and stuff,and turns to Mom's van....
We coulnd't find her battery PERIOD.
We finnally deduced that it was underneath the engine somewhere and were unable to connect the jumps. Now a little annoyed, we get the Battery Charger that takes forever out of the shop and hook it up. After abouta half an hour of waiting around, I decide the sit in my car and just chill out,relishing in the fact that it is MINE and that I will finnally have a mode of transportation of my own.
Then my Tyish Uncle Bill calls and stops everything.
'Wait!I haven't signed the papers yet. It's still in my name. I need to pass it over.'
So.
After all the time and trouble,I finnally leave...WITHOUT my car. Yeah. He said he'd have everything ready by tonight when he gets home from work,but STILL...I was just so looking foreward to driving it,(Since momeh said I could drive it home even without my permit if I wanted to,so long as she was Wingman.)
HOOOO WELLLLS.....
No big whoop dog. I've waited forever...what's one more day??I'm getting it tonight whether Murphy wants me to or not.
And anyway, I got a sweet thang out of the venture-All my car has is a cassette player,so I asked Nanny if I could borrow my Cousin Kerry's 'Midnight Rodeo' soundtrack and listen to it.
So now I have his one album thingy to jam to. I didn't listen to it last night,I was too tired, but I'm really glad I got it-He sings the BEST songs,and since he won't sing anymore due to the car crash...I feel like it's just a little piece of him thats secret and sweet; a real ode to his talent,and I've got it now.
And,yes....They're country songs. BUT.......Not Modern country songs.
No...these are all frickin' wonderful.None of them have the 'country sound' to them-They're all hardcore.
In fact,I dispise calling them country....They're now 'Cowboy Rock' because really,I can't classify them as country any longer. Nowadays, Country is all about horrible discorded cats fighting and horrible fiddle slides. This stuff is hard core,and my favourite song is 'Life is Like a Rodeo.' It's got an awesome message to it.
I wish more country songs did,but by now Im so scarred of what the modern day world has done to the genre,I would be too horrified if anyone else tried to do something different.
Anyway,I woke up in an unpleasant state of affairs this morning.
Mom comes in and asks me if I have any money. I hate giving my money out to those of which I didn't offer it first,or unless it's fine with me and I feel like spoiling them, ( whee ),but if it's my mom...I really don't care anyway. She's my MOM.Like I'm going to treat her any different.
So I kinda get up and sleepily hand her a hundred...Now.......Yesterday I gave Nanny my 500 dollars. I wasn't about to spend it on anything else,mind you,but it was still 500 buckaroos that I had and made me feel good.
I was omly left with about two hundred when mom asked me for some. She thanked me and said she felt bad,because she hadn't gone into work the other week,so we're kinda flat on our assess right now. I shrugged and didn't think anything of it,since she wasn't feeling good at the time,so I shrugged it away.
Later,still in the morning,she comes in and tells me that I'm going to have to buy my own school supplies this year.
Ya know...Books and clothes and anything else.
SO I shiver and nod and tell her its fine and she walks away.
And,anyway,its just left me in a sour mood...
On the one hadn,I resentful that I have to give my money out to my caregiver,but I tottally understand why she's unable to do anything right now...Even if I can't help her mental state,you know??
And I feel horrible ...She doesn't have any insurence of any kind,and no money whatsoever put away for her retirement. I just feel so helpless and horrible...
And I try to clean up the yard,and I come to her with plans about a cheap walkway we could do,or grow some more plants,or build a little archway-All planned out so it's cheap and everything-I even offer to MOW THE LAWN ( Leeeegggg..... eek ;; wink ya know...Anytig to cheer her up; anything to get us out of this rut,to bring a bit of brightness to our propety,to our house,and get everybody pumped and proud of our house.....Ya....ya KNOW???
And she doesn't want to do it,because Brandon's not here yet...
Well,I'm really starting to doubt if he'll EVER come. His house isn't on the market yet,and from what Mom said,he hasn't even cleaned it up at all to do so.I mean,he's a great guy,but...I mean,come ON...
I feel like it's like staying up late for Santa and instead of falling asleep,you give up and put your milk and cookies away before turning on the T.V. and eating junkfood while losing your mind into midnight television,and the next day beaning your brother extra hard in the head with a snowball and getting in trouble for it.
That's probably my mood in a nutshell right now. Just...kinda hopeless. About the house and my mom and this upcoming semester and everything...
And I really don't want to go to the next parade. If all I'm going to to is be ignored and thrown off of the car, then I think I'll make a more productive saturday by going to the DMV,renewing my permit,washing my damn car and go to Gina's party.
~Le sighxorz.
However,yesterday I got ambitious and took all of the practive DMV exams I could find...and,pleasingly enough,I did well. And when I didn't do so well,I jumbled the questions and answered again until they were all right. So now I'm ready for my liscence test-At any time after I get my permit redone.I'd like to practice and take the est in MY car...So I get used to it and all. (A mini van driver(Me!!) + Chevy Lupin=Not so well the first go.)
ON ANOTHER NOTE....
...I had a really odd,slightly sad, kinda freaky dream last night. I won't bore anymore about it,but...DAMN....Just damn PLUCKY....and it left me with a really,REALLY odd feeling in my gut that I still haven't shaken.
Last night was a fecking riot. After Jason and TnT (Tara LOVED her 'WWUD?' poster thingy.)were gone,carless,tired,I sat back and told Josh to shut up for a while and watched my Onepiece.(After relishing in Pucca,of course.Hahaha...Lara Croft guest star....Hahaha.....)
Though Josh WOULDNT SHUT HIS TRAP and I paused it and told him nicely that unless he let me watch the movie in peace, I was going to find as much entertainment from ripping his bowels out and showing them down his throat,the movie was awesome and nearly therapedic.
The first DVD I got wasn't as funny as this one,(Winter Special-It says on the cover,though it has nothing to do with winter....they get enveloped in helping out some actors in a play they're doing...)this one made me lawl.In fact,it was just precious. And the subtitles were hardcore.
'Is you guys the one that set us up in the leakage of our boats??'
My personal favourite: 'I'll kill your lives to death!'
You really have to use your imagination to really understand what they mean,but it was totally worth it. I decided that I absolutely LOVE Robin now. Before,I didn't know so much....seeing as she's not even in the manga yet...But she's tottally awesome.
'Miss Bao!!Miss Bao!!What are you doing??Don't sing!!You're overacting!!'
'What?I thought this was an Opera.'
'No,it's a PLAY,and you're upstaging Lando!!'
'Ohhhh....Well,if it's not an Opera, I want to quit.'*walks off stage in the middle of performance.*
Her singing beforehand was a riot.
So,anyway,I'm exceedingly satisfyed with this movie.(The other one was okay and I still love it,but still...)
Even though everyone's name was Arabic. THAT was interesting.
Anyway,this rant is coming to a close,and I have one thing to say:
...HAPPAGRIPPALUBBAGRABBASHLABBA!!!!!
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(On a side note,this game is absolutely awesome and takes away all bad moods. Its fun,eady and actually helps make you calm down if your upset about someting. I absolutely LOVE is ((especially since ChickChickBoom won't work anymore... )) )
PLAY IT.
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