I need some help, not in a dire way, but it would mean alot to get some opinions.
I'm proabaly gonna break up with Derek. He has to go to court on Wen, we aren't even sure why. But should they drug test him, they may find out that a few weeks back he slipped up, and we all know what I mean by that. So what happens when they figure it out? They send him away, for about three months or so I bet, well... there goes summer. What am I supposed to think.... he is such a great guy, but like any human he can falter, the mistake doesn't even bother me so much as the idea of him being locked up. I LIKE him, but nothing close to strong enough to put up with the sort of issues that would arise should he have to go away.
Am I doing the right thing in leaving him... or does this just make me insensitive?
We already rarely see each other, because summer takes people in seperate directions. Maybe things would work out best if we seperated, at least until school starts back up, then things would be normal, so to speak.
I don't know, I need help.
 [Aku~Soku~Zan] · Sun Jun 17, 2007 @ 03:58am · 1 Comments |
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