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I can't say really if I ever had a happy moment in my life.... Just as something good happens, something bad throws itself out there too... Weather it's small like when I got a tablet for drawing/coloring digitally but so far not having a table to back when I had a semi-carefree life only to be nieve and used what happiness to ignor the abuse when I was younger. I've either forgoten a lot of my past either by bad memory or just erasing it on purpose. So far, the most memories I have are around when I started highschool and I'll erase most of them once I find some better chapter of my life to hold onto maybe.

Right now could very well be the best part of my Life. I have teh perfect job(though it gets boring at times), the perfect Woman, and as soon as my new Motherboard is delivered, teh perfect gaming rig mrgreen . I look back on my life and remember how fun and easy everything was before my Junior Year of HS, and if I were given the option, I'd redo everything from birth to now, though I'd try and aim it to be in pretty much the same place, with a few minor differences. I would have taken my Education much more seriously. I remember constantly complaining about how I would never need the Math that I had to take, and now I'm studying for a Masters in Engineering. sweatdrop

I never would have sold my Mustang if I had known how expensive it would be to drive a new car(I didn't like putting teh $80 a month in upkeep on it...though I quickly learned that was better than teh $400 a month I had to make in payments and Insurance, too late). I would have avoided my ex like the plague, said Hello to her when I met her, been polite, and never looked back.

And for a final, I would have done everything in my power to convince my parents to invest in Microsoft and Yahoo xd

I'm still waiting! xD heart 3nodding

I think I was happiest when I was 18 and finially got away from my mother and moved in with my fiancee

For me, it's been bits and pieces of different times from about 5 up to now. (21). Going places with my dad...having endless digital pets....ahhh...I could go on and on. My most shining moment would have to be when I turned 18. It was then that I discovered I really love writing and eventually it became a deep part of me and was my outlet for lots of things I couldn't express before. It spoke to a lot of people and has even driven my aunt to ask me to do a poem every now and then for a church service. It just feels really really good to write and release. biggrin

The first two years I was out of highschool and still going to college. I found a group of people who made me feel like I truely belonged somewhere instead of feeling like I was only tolorated.

Don't get me wrong I have some very good friends from back in highschool but it just wasn't the same because I always felt left out because of my family situation I couldn't always go out with them and they knew it so I felt that some times they just didnt' ask me if I wanted to or not.

I'd have to say that Primary school was the happiest for me. It was exciting to get up and go to school, see my mates, and really have no responsibilities except to be a child. I guess that's why I tell my own children to stop trying to grow up so fast... enjoy this time in your life when you've got a roof over your head and earning money is a monthly allowance that requires keeping your room clean, taking out the trash and putting away the dishes. It won't be this easy once your an adult.