Pagan Yanik
Anne Marie Carper
Aksel sat down as noah began to explain to him,"You have not seen how our lord looks at the lady anne the past few weeks since her near death experience?", said noah as Aksel looked at him oddly,"I suppose...", noah shook his head,"Your though process is rather dull", he then continued,"Loki is in love with the mortal woman", Aksel's eyes got large,"What?!", he said,"Why would he do that? It would only cause our lord much pain in the end", noah strugged his shoulders,"Love choices for us not the other way around... sometimes when you are hit with it its impossible to get away", aksel felt rather ashamed,"I have dishonored them both I feel ashamed", Noah patted him,"It shall be okay you are still a good leader and if you wish to I sugget to see if you will take a ship back to our homeland and see if anyone else wishes to join our convenant so that they can cool down over this event and you can regain your own honor and pride", aksel smiled,"Thank you noah I shall honor you at your wedding", he patted his friend as they chuckled.
Anne looked up at loki as she was already within the castle,"I suppose I said it didn't matter if anyone sought me as a whore but I guess it does", she said bursting into tears,"I feel ashamed for I love you dearly but I feel so dirty as if I have committed some sin", she confessed,"Loki I need to be with myself..", she told him pulling away as she descended to the stairs to her room she lay on the window sill and looked out letting silent tears roll down her face as she tried to compose herself what was she doing? Loving a god they could never grow old together... they could never have child.... or a marriage or anything... its was a cruel love and she knew it from the start. Worse of all she knew she would be very old one day and the thought of a young loki still loving a very old hobbled woman disgust her and she began to cry even more to herself,"I am a fool.. I'm the biggest fool...", she whispered to herself;