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Posted: Wed Oct 10, 2018 4:32 pm
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Jasamine walked with him to the washing room and looked around as she put her clothes in the wash,"This place has everything huh?", she asked turning to him smiling as she put her clothes in she added some other dirty clothes lying in a basket below that and adding the soap began to set the washer up,"Jordan.. I wanna ask you something", she said as they headed back to the living room sitting down she sighed,"After work tomorrow I get 2 days off again since its nearing the end of the week so I was wondering if maybe...", she said playing with her hair,"That we could try drinking this weekend...", she lowered her gaze unsure of asking him of course they were both under age but she was sure they could find someone to get them some Acohol,"Its just that i've never done anything really bad in my life even though I've been around it...", she confessed,"And I just want to know why... my dad always drank.. If I dont like it I wont do it again", she looked up blinking innocently,"I'm kinda just clueless... on it really but I wanna try it once and see what happens and well....", she bit her bottom lip,"If you promise you wont get mad at me.. or anything... or... I dont know...", she sighed getting up,"It was dumb anyways just forget it", she went to their room and shut the door behind her as she plopped down on her bed playing with her phone. She wasn't sure what to tell him... that I'm terrified of everything? That I'm scared to drink but I'm also scared of you touching me in any way? That I'm terrified of the Idea of intimacy but I yearn for it? She scrolled through her pictures of her and jordan that they took back in highschool that was a much simpler time and she preferred it. There wasn't much for her to worry about unless she went home from school... unless she went home to her scream alcoholic father who told her she was nothing,"jasmaine your trash; you were born trash you were raised trash you will always be trash dont you forget it", those words still echoed through her mind every now and then haunting her for the rest of her life and she knew it. She wanted to forget her nasty past but it wasn't going to be easy...
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Posted: Wed Oct 10, 2018 5:09 pm
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Jasmine was brooding over her past when Jordan came in asking her if she wanted to try she peeked up and frowned she really wasn't sure anymore but she did want to try she didn't want to be scared of something just because of her bad experiences she heard several people say wine was good and the virtual ale didn't taste that bad... She sat up blinking as she nodding in determination,"I want to try 1 of everything at least once in my life", she confessed,"Maybe I'll never do it again but I dont want to be held back because of him...", she whispered turning to jordan she shook her head,"I just thought maybe you woulnd't mind because I bet you have tried at least a few things...", she began to play with her hair nervously again twirling her finger around a strand,"I dont know jordan I dont want to be stupid about the real world.. I have seen alot of the bad but i wanna try seeing some good things to and I now people can drink responsibly and still have fun or thats what I've been told anyways", she sighed,"Just scared...", she dropped her voice.
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