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BUT OH MY GOD GUYS
GUYS

I went on a date last night...and we had a REALLY good time. biggrin

I'll probably call him T on here. <.<. He's 25...Snowboards...going to school for...uh..something that has to do with cars. He's a car guy.
We met through Mary and Cassie. Technically. Let's just leave it at that. xP

We've hung out a couple times before the date. The second time being a surprise visit haha. smile

He took me to BJ's Restaurant & Brewhouse and we shared a pizza. Haha It was just a really nice time. Of course there was more that happened (no we didn't have sex. GAWD razz ) but I think it's stuff you guys don't care to hear about? (If you WOULD like to hear my weed related stories, trust me. I have a million of them. Ha)


It was just really fun. It was my first real date-date since Jon. Heh. <.<;
*coughstillhaven'tgottenlaidthoughcough*

But like. I like him. And god he's CUTE (lol he has goggle marks in almost all of his pictures)
Mary and Cassie keep pressuring me to not be me. As in.... shy....
I can't help it. And I'm in no need to rush things. I really don't feel like rushing things. But whatever. I'll just...figure it out. Haha

Tomorrow night I'm going to my friends concert at a local bar. it's going to be AWESOME. and I'm going to look SEXY in my skinny jeans. B)

I aaaaaaaaaaaam. People don't realize it...because I talk so much. But like. I talk a lot because I get nervous. I tend to ramble. A lot. <.<

And when I am around cute guys. Oh god....
And when I'm around cute guys who actually like me...OH GAWD D:

I dunno. I've never been much of a flirt IRL.It makes me sad that I don't really know how to flirt. Even if I do it, I don't know it. Haha

Aww, good for you! 3nodding

You know, I do the exact same thing, with the rambling of sorts. Did that a lot with my boyfriend when I first met him.

But just be yourself!

In the words of Mac Macguff (J.K. Simmons):

"Look, in my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person is still going to think the sun shines out your a**. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with."

It's not even that I'm being a different person. I guess I'm just afraid of being vulnerable right now, so I close my self off a lot. (at least this is all that cassie and mary told me when they had a...talk....with me...)
I'm trying! heh....