A week ago my friend found a bunch of abandoned baby kittens. The vet said they would be killed, and being the animal lover that she is she couldn't let that happen. Long story short somehow my boyfriend and I got stuck with the little kittens to foster for awhile.
Our cat Pumpkin took one look at us bottle feeding those kittens and got super, super mad. She was hissy and when my boyfriend went outside Pumpkin ran out. She ran away fast where we couldn't see where she went.
A few days later, after searching for her everywhere and going door to door in our neighborhood, we found out she had bit hit head-on my a car and was killed. The animal controller picked up our cat off the street the morning after she ran off. sad Sadly Pumpkin is home now. I buried her in the side yard and am now creating a garden in her honor.
I'm absolutely devastated. She was like my little baby. She came to me when I was going through a hard time in life and needed a companion. It is very hard not having her here. This whole week has been awful and no matter how hard I try to not be sad I just am. Nothing is making me feel better...and to top it all off my boyfriend wants to adopt two of those little kittens right now and I just don't feel ready for another pet...I'm too hurt right now by this loss and I feel they could not replace her. I don't know how to handle everything. My life seems so sad!
Help and advice would be much appreciated here, please. I really don't want to fall deep into a depression hole.
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