Okay.
Cause I've been having the feeling that this needs to be done:
First off, I'd like to say I'm not leaving; Koiji or Gaia. I'm not at that point. Yet. I can't however, devote as much time to it anymore. I'm around, yeah, but I'm not as focused as I was before. Though I'm trying to be, it's not working. Right now, Gaia's more of a social thing for me. I talk to you guys in the OOC and other gaia friends wherever. I'm not sure why this is, but I blame it on the fact that I'm -still- refusing to grow up and face a lot of things. And probably because all my outside-the-internet friends are doing they're own thing or are busy too.
Secondly, I'm drained of creativity lately. To an extent I've never experienced before. I have no motivation to think up rp posts - at which I must say I'm very sorry to Metzli, since I did say I'd join Hellview; and to the few that have joined me in my own finally created rp. I can't even do personal rps as I sometimes do with a friend. There's no time.
Third: I'm just -really- busy. Work is insane, I'm working a day shift one day, then a night shift the next. Really annoying. My schedule for that is packed for the next two weeks at least. I'm also prepping to move, sigh, which I just found out will be mid-august. And there's a bunch to do for that.
Anyways... if you read all that, you get a cookie :3
If you need me, I'll be around, just poke me with a PM maybe, like Akcess did earlier <3 I've got MSN and Yahoo too :3 (I'll be on, 'cause I have an addiction, and I need to keep up to date with my soon-to-be-roomate.)
Anyways, the point of all this is that I'm begging for your forgiveness while my brain seems to have run off. >.>;
Love you all,
~x~Rosie
Cause I've been having the feeling that this needs to be done:
First off, I'd like to say I'm not leaving; Koiji or Gaia. I'm not at that point. Yet. I can't however, devote as much time to it anymore. I'm around, yeah, but I'm not as focused as I was before. Though I'm trying to be, it's not working. Right now, Gaia's more of a social thing for me. I talk to you guys in the OOC and other gaia friends wherever. I'm not sure why this is, but I blame it on the fact that I'm -still- refusing to grow up and face a lot of things. And probably because all my outside-the-internet friends are doing they're own thing or are busy too.
Secondly, I'm drained of creativity lately. To an extent I've never experienced before. I have no motivation to think up rp posts - at which I must say I'm very sorry to Metzli, since I did say I'd join Hellview; and to the few that have joined me in my own finally created rp. I can't even do personal rps as I sometimes do with a friend. There's no time.
Third: I'm just -really- busy. Work is insane, I'm working a day shift one day, then a night shift the next. Really annoying. My schedule for that is packed for the next two weeks at least. I'm also prepping to move, sigh, which I just found out will be mid-august. And there's a bunch to do for that.
Anyways... if you read all that, you get a cookie :3
If you need me, I'll be around, just poke me with a PM maybe, like Akcess did earlier <3 I've got MSN and Yahoo too :3 (I'll be on, 'cause I have an addiction, and I need to keep up to date with my soon-to-be-roomate.)
Anyways, the point of all this is that I'm begging for your forgiveness while my brain seems to have run off. >.>;
Love you all,
~x~Rosie
