Okay.. I've come back here for random advice, and I'm going to tell it from my point of veiw so maybe I'm a little biased... but...w/e... *takes a nice long deep breath*
I've got these friends, hang on... I had these friends. Then one went off and started telling lies about me, saying that I said a bunch of crap about her being a lesbian and having a girlfriend, excuse me, for still pining over a girl she had been going out with that broke up with her. She told a crapload of people from her school, told a bunch of our mutual friends that I said all that, and then, about a month later or so, told me what I apparently said to her. Frankly, truthfully and wholeheartedly, I couldn't care less what my friends do in their rooms behind closed doors, as long as they keep me out of it (or out of the room when it's happening). The worst part, however, isn't that she went off and said all that, even though that's pretty hurtful on it's own... the worst part is that everyone that she told, everyone, believes her. They all think that I would say those things, and it's ridiculous! For one, one thing that I apparently said had the word 'purified' in it. Purified? Who says that? That just sounds stupid. A second point is she said that I told her she would 'go to hell for still thinking about her'... funny, I don't believe in hell. Why would I say something I don't believe in? I dunno, but it sure doesn't make any sense to me! I tried to talk to people, but she had everyone turned against me. Everyone she was near hates me now. Everyone I've told is pretty pissed with her. *ruffles hair aggrivatedly* Apparently something isn't getting conveyed... but everyone on her side hates me more now because I said she was wrong... apparently she's such a perfect angel that she can't say anything wrong, I mean, one of my 'friends' said that they would believe her over their own best friend.... frankly... that really ticks me off.
Now... she isn't talking to me, nor is anyone else that she told, and it's a couple months later. I tried politely talking to someone today on AIM, asking a simple question, and without answering I got blocked. I'm... really unsure what to do... I've tried so hard to just ignore it and pretend that I am not effected by it... but it's hurting me physically trying to repress it I'm slowly getting an ulcer. I can feel it and I have to take pills to keep the acid from injuring my stomach.. I've tried to talk to them about it and no one is budging, it's frustrating! I've tried to just let it go and forget and I can't because I seriously thought I had some good friends and I'm a moron and think I can get them back. =_=
I've got this irresistable urge to slam my fist into something hard, but I made a promise never to do that again, so here I sit, seething in anger, frustration, hurt and trying not to scream because I'm in a computer lab... and that would be bad...
.... I think that's it...any help or suggestions...?
I've got these friends, hang on... I had these friends. Then one went off and started telling lies about me, saying that I said a bunch of crap about her being a lesbian and having a girlfriend, excuse me, for still pining over a girl she had been going out with that broke up with her. She told a crapload of people from her school, told a bunch of our mutual friends that I said all that, and then, about a month later or so, told me what I apparently said to her. Frankly, truthfully and wholeheartedly, I couldn't care less what my friends do in their rooms behind closed doors, as long as they keep me out of it (or out of the room when it's happening). The worst part, however, isn't that she went off and said all that, even though that's pretty hurtful on it's own... the worst part is that everyone that she told, everyone, believes her. They all think that I would say those things, and it's ridiculous! For one, one thing that I apparently said had the word 'purified' in it. Purified? Who says that? That just sounds stupid. A second point is she said that I told her she would 'go to hell for still thinking about her'... funny, I don't believe in hell. Why would I say something I don't believe in? I dunno, but it sure doesn't make any sense to me! I tried to talk to people, but she had everyone turned against me. Everyone she was near hates me now. Everyone I've told is pretty pissed with her. *ruffles hair aggrivatedly* Apparently something isn't getting conveyed... but everyone on her side hates me more now because I said she was wrong... apparently she's such a perfect angel that she can't say anything wrong, I mean, one of my 'friends' said that they would believe her over their own best friend.... frankly... that really ticks me off.
Now... she isn't talking to me, nor is anyone else that she told, and it's a couple months later. I tried politely talking to someone today on AIM, asking a simple question, and without answering I got blocked. I'm... really unsure what to do... I've tried so hard to just ignore it and pretend that I am not effected by it... but it's hurting me physically trying to repress it I'm slowly getting an ulcer. I can feel it and I have to take pills to keep the acid from injuring my stomach.. I've tried to talk to them about it and no one is budging, it's frustrating! I've tried to just let it go and forget and I can't because I seriously thought I had some good friends and I'm a moron and think I can get them back. =_=
I've got this irresistable urge to slam my fist into something hard, but I made a promise never to do that again, so here I sit, seething in anger, frustration, hurt and trying not to scream because I'm in a computer lab... and that would be bad...
.... I think that's it...any help or suggestions...?