I have a long line of family that have been involved in Free Masonry. My father is a high priest in the Church of Satan. I am the first in my family to break away. Is it possible to make a complete and total "break" from the occult? I am not really a Christian... But I'm not really anything. I have Dissociative Identity Disorder (Multiple Personalities) from abuse starting when I was a child. Well, with DID, I have alters very dedicated to the occult and if I get triggered I wind up back at square one having to run away from my coven. I guess, what I am asking is there anyone here who has successfully left the occult? I have not met one person and a friend that left my coven was recently killed. I want to leave, my heart's not in it anymore, but I am also scared to leave and with DID I black out and do things I don't remember and wind up back at my covens doors. Is there any hope of actually, fully being free from it?

I have been running for two years. Always same outcome. I am 24 years old. I just want the craziness to stop.