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 Posted: Fri Mar 08, 2013 9:23 am
 So thanks to Jojo for making me this lovely banner for my journal, I can finally start a journal here. I won't be using my regular posting style for this, it will be simple black text.
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Posted: Fri Mar 08, 2013 9:42 am
Text Fight? So I had posted this in another guild because I was too annoyed to actually figure out how I wanted to do it. But now I am calmer and have had a banner made for me so yeah. But um this morning I woke up at nine and went into the kitchen to see what the going on because there was a lot of commotion with the power and such. I actually had to go to the bathroom but my sister was in there hogging it so I went to the kitchen. Then on my way back to my room I had passed my sister who at the time I thought said "why are you wearing that?"
Because I was still in my night s**t and obviously not fully awake so all I was said "because I can." And then I went back to my room and got dressed. Came back out and went to the kitchen to get a drink and she was in there trying to poke jokes at me saying "So you finally decided to come back to civilization Ashley?"
So I ignored her and went back to my room and then the bathroom. So like two hours later she texts me even though her room is right next to mine but I guess she figured it be better than an actual confrontational. And that is when I found out that she actually had said "why do you walk like that."
But instead of being mature and saying "oh you misheard what I said and took offense to it, I'm sorry, I was just joking with you." She decided it would be best to use this chance to say what she has been wanting to say for years now. So we were going back and fourth about who wasn't acting their age and how they weren't acting their age. Jobs, college and such. She thinks she can afford to lay around because she has a decent paying job and someone is paying for her college. But the fact that she has to come home when the college close for breaks and holidays and not an apartment proves she is not fully independent and the fact that she hates it here as well.
So I got on her about her being a two faced ungrateful hypocrite. Always talking about mom and dad behind their backs even though they talk highly of her and helped her get her first job that she still has. And also talks about me behind my back too as our niece tells me what she says.
So yeah we went back and fourth with that getting it all out of our systems because lets face it, we both wanted to say it for years and now we did. I know in the past we have made up but the problem never fully got resolved, just swept under the rug for another argument and this was it.
But really even though she is my sister, I can honestly do without her in my life. It's not like she has ever bothered me to be there for me or help me. Thank goodness she is leaving on Sunday. I knew something was happen this week but I am glad it happened towards the end of her stay here.
All this because I misunderstood what she said, and she couldn't be a twenty two year old and say my bad I was just joking. She just equally took offense to my reaction like I took offense to what I thought she said.
If anything no one was really the adult here. But oh well. It's out there on the table what we really think of each other and if this b***h thinks I am gonna change or try to please her to prove her wrong, she has another thing coming.
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Posted: Sat Mar 09, 2013 1:20 pm
Brought my very first book!
So today I went to Target and decided to finally buy a book! I had my eye on three and went with On Dublin Street which is an erotica book, but I need it for ideas, not to mention that it is very interesting. It is about this girl who has a dark past and moves to Scotland. She meets a guy who wants to get her into his bed and comes up with an arrangement that will make them both satisfied. But soon she realized that he wants more, he wants to get to know her down to the very soul
I really just need this to see how the author goes about describing the setting. With my story, it takes place in London and I have had trouble with describing the apartments there and the overall view of London in general. Maybe the author doesn't exactly tell each and every detail. I don't know. So yeah that will help. Not to mention grammar and punctuation as far as where commas and periods go and how to write dailouge correctly.
I am so tempted to read it now but I am gonna wait til tonight to read it.
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Posted: Sat Mar 09, 2013 8:41 pm
Impersonation?Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelllllp! I got an attempted impersonator on a soap board I am on. I went up there and saw my name and was a bit taken back because I had thought at first that it was an old topic I had posted and someone had commented to bring it back up but nope. I looked at the username and while it was the exact name, it obvious was not me. My username there is all lowercase letters and had a dash in between the two words while this person capitalized the first letter and did an under score. But they did also have the exact same avatar picture as me too.
What is really noticeable about this sorry excuse for an impersonator is their spelling. I honestly did not understand it at all!
My spelling on the board is very much clear and straight up English.
This is what they posted
Title was- boy o boy stupid did starr spoiler with....
And the content was.....Quote: .....another one life character coming on to esplain Starrs leaving. So I waslooking onn daytimme confdential and people are saying ron c wants Langston on as Moon. seems people take her on cirious about her, she's homeless a lot like rafe but with Tod and John not in PC Carly and Lucy have questions.what gives? More DID with moon as star?
I posted about it on Facebook and my annoying friend from that site was also on Facebook and wanted to know if I was going to say anything and I told her no. She so badly wants to create drama at every turn because she asked if me I wanted her to say anything to them and when I said no she said she was just trying to be a good friend.
Well thanks but I don't need your help and if that person wants to be stupid and attempt to impersonate my online self then let them. If those other posters are not incompetent then they will know the obvious difference between us.
If anything i should be honored that they picked me to impersonate, but at the same time I am embarrassed because their spelling just is.........it's just appalling. I guess they thought it would be interesting to get a raise out of me, but I guess I should be amused with them failing miserably because I am not going to be pulled into that, I have enough online drama up here.
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Posted: Mon Mar 11, 2013 9:06 pm
Now I get it!
So I have been on this site called Mibba on and off and years now. Always getting banned and coming back and during my time up there I would get a beta to read over my stories or ask for peoples opinions of my chapters and I found their advice to be suckish really.
Always telling me to add more info or really throw everything out at once without any kind of mystery or not giving the character a back story sort of speak. Like once when I gave someone a chapter of mine to look over they said that it was fine to them but then hey started to throw out questions they thought generally would be asked and I found most of them to be the kind of questions that would be answered further along in the story. So to me they really could not find anything wrong with it in their opinion so they were just throwing something out there.
So I recently actually just got into books...or well erotica and this book On Dublin Street is my first book that I have read in ages and I love it! Almost finished with it and I have another book on the way via Amazon.
But anyways I reading the book I felt it was in some small ways no different from the teen fiction I would sometimes read but also on the other hand the book was so put together and just amazing! I don't think teens know what the ******** they want a damn book!
I remember reading some journals on Mibba some people would say what they hates in books and some of it I found to be ******** stupid. But hen yet they write to get readers for their little teen bullshit stories. Mibba even has Tutorials to help out and most of them are ******** stupid but that is probably because the members are just dumb. They have Tutorials to help people tell the difference between words like there, their and they're, sight, site and cite.
UGH! But anyways I am kind of getting off track here....o am I? I don't know, the more I read this book, the more I regret making an account on Mibba again. Their stories just suck and hey always b***h and complain. And after actually buying and reading a New York best seller book......nor that that has anything to do with it. The fact that it is an actual published book and I am twenty just makes me wonder what the ******** am i doing back on this teen site? These people don't don't jack about writing!
I mean hell! Band fiction and any kind of fiction with a well known existing person gets the most readers while the original people are left sitting on heir asses confused as ********! I don't know. But anyways I like this book and I so close to the ending that it is saddening. I almost forgot why I brought it but now I remember- to help me with my own story idea.
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Posted: Tue Mar 12, 2013 11:02 am
Just as fake? Condoning and oh my gosh what did I tell you?
Okay so I should have posted this as the second post of this journal but I was in no mood to type. But anyways so my sister and I got into a text fight and then i had went to the bathroom and as I was coming out, she was coming out of her room and I think it was on purpose because when she walked passed me she called me a hypocrite.
Then a few minutes later she comes in my room saying sorry and hugging me and I told her that we both had wanted to say those things for years now. But just because she said sorry, doesn't mean she means it and I know better. She told me she had eaten and thought about it and that she was sorry but I was not going to chalk it up to that.
Lets face it, we're both fake because we don't want mom and dad to know because then they will lecture us saying we are sisters blah blah. So I'll just put up with her fake ways until i move out and don't have to deal with her anymore.
So in other news I keep thinking about drunk cheating. Like when someone drinks and then ends up kissing someone who isn't their S.O. People can forgive that, but me? Lets face it, no person in the world can hold their liquor so to me kissing someone while you are drunk is just a lame a** excuse! If I condone it, who is to say you aren't gonna go out, drink again and kiss again! Please! That's just a cowards way out in my opinion. I don't condone cheating of any kind, drunk or otherwise.
In lastly news someone was impersonating me on the boards but I ignore it as some people started to post in the topic. I had posted a status about it on Facebook and this girl I was friends up on the site asked if I was going to say anything and then asked if I wanted her to say something and I told her to leave it alone. But she didn't.
I went back on the board and found out she first posted saying "impostor?" And then today she has apparently been doing some investigating. Now my profile for the most part is accurate expect for my last name which I put veee because I am not putting my real last name anywhere on a social networking site. But my age and all that was correct. So she was doing some investigating and read off my profile, pretty much posting what info she could with my age and such.
I clearly have nothing to hide but the fact that she would put time into trying to figure this out rather than ignoring it. She is too childish for me and she 56. It is ridiculous how she comes on Facebook, quickly PMs me and starts ranting about some middle and high school bullshit going on that forum. Thinking people "attack" her for her opinions when she is the one who comes off as a rude b***h in the first place!
I guess I was just looking for a reason to get rid of her since the last time I just go annoyed with her that I befriended her and didn't tell her why. But I have just had it with her and her childish ways! I felt like I was obligated to be friends with her because she was going on about how people have left her as far as online friends go. But honestly i can't put up with it. I'm done with her.
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Posted: Thu Mar 14, 2013 5:19 pm
It never ceases to amaze me....
Okay so on the LI this girl posted a topic about how her college serves a lot of pork and apparently because of her religion she only has two food options and she wants to change it plus something about an assignment. I don't know. But me personally I don't let religion run my life like that but I would bear and take it or go somewhere else, then yet I have a car so I can do that.
This person on the other hand was probably just dropped off at a four year college and has to wait until her parents back for her in the next four years since she can't drive.
Hey if she wants to go and change it good for her, just to me for a religion reason is just stupid. I mean I guess if you can find ten thousand people in your college who have the same view as you to sign a paper then go for it.
I got done with the topic but some idiot with some dumbass logic decided to quote me anyways so I was pulled back....well not really but once I read something, it is just hard for me to walk away if I don't like what they just said.
They said that my comment was a perfect example of how the world is desperate and something else. I don't know why but it just never ceases to amaze me how people........how they like read something and then all of a sudden their faith in humanity is just shaken. Get a ******** life!
To me this is one of those pick your battles and I guess this user thought that it was worth fighting so me to say that I would just bear it I guess to them it is like oh if everyone were like you then blah blah the world would be blah blah.
But I don't get how me not thinking college food is important would be an example....let alone a perfect one, of how the world is just........a terrible place I guess. I don't know.
Forget the bigger problems in the world like world hunger and equal rights and s**t, no worry about college food because yo a** can;t ******** drive and your religion and god tells you to eat a certain way.
Has her reasons been different then sure I would have offered better advice but the whole religion thing to me is just bull. Accommodate my religion please! Psh! ******** that!
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Posted: Fri Mar 15, 2013 8:23 pm
Books! Erotica books!
Well not to say I am going to read every erotica book there is. I brought and read my first erotica book last week called On Dublin Street, it is a complementary romance adult novel that has more dept to it than just sex. I also ordered another book called Anything He Wants- Dominated by a Billionaire and I am growing so impatient over waiting for that damn book!
But I am just finding myself surfing on Amazon and the websites of the authors as nothing like Gaia interests me right now! I just found out that the book I just order, it is going to have a book two in the summer!
The author apparently had just releases the chapters as she finished them and so the novel is chapters one through five which sums up to twenty two chapters. And chapter six is to be out in three days and since there is a second novel coming out in the summer, that means this book is going to have like.....well be like chapters six through eleven maybe! And I just found myself becoming so excited! And I haven't even read the first book yet!
Not to mention that On Dublin Street, the author has a second book for hat one too! It comes out on May 7th this year! It is just telling the story of another character that was in the book.
So as I was looking at those books and looking at the suggested, recommended ones I saw another book series called Her's Master's Kiss and even though it interests me, I could not get over the fact that whoever typed the description misspelled realized like a teenager would AND that the author had releases the four books to this series all on the same day this year. It makes me wonder if like she is just writing I don't know just to see if it will sell or whatever. I mean she did write in her bio that she has fun doing it. But I am starting to think that like she is like Brian from Family Guy in that episode where he wrote a book in one day just to see if it would sell.
So I am hesitant on that one.
But I am going to Target tomorrow which is where Anything He Wants is at, I wanted to just get one book last week so I did but now I am feeling so tempted to just buy this book tomorrow even though I already ordered it. It would be a waste of money so I'm just gonna have to control myself sadly. But I can still read it a little bit in the store ^.^
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Posted: Wed Mar 20, 2013 8:11 pm
Calm ya tits toots!
Can I ******** close a damn contest without getting my head bit off about it? How the hell do people not see that and yet I get entries for the tek contest? Your comment makes no sense leprechaun!
Good god. Like ******** off seriously! Voting time came around, no one entered, thus there was nothing to judge so I closed it.
Maybe I should stop being so quick to get too involved in guilds.
Anyways though, still waiting for my damn book! I am getting seriously annoyed checking the mail and seeing useless junk! I WANT MY BOOK! HURRY UP UPS!! Should have paid more close attention as to where the book was coming from then maybe I wouldn't be so impatient.
In other news I just went on Facebook and got a message from that 56 year old lady saying that she misses me. She didn't have a problem with me unfriending her the day it happened, saying that it was fun while it lasted.
Ugh! I hope she don't start spamming my inbox with useless messages. But I have noticed she hasn't been posting as much on the soap board. I wonder why.
Hmm anyways I don't know.
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Posted: Wed Mar 20, 2013 8:57 pm
So what I'm a diary now?
So this 56 year old lady had messaged me saying she sure does misses me. I deleted it and came abck an hour later to see that she messaged me again giving me an update on an situation she had that we had once talked about. Ugh! I don't want to block her, it shouldn't have to come to that but it this persists on a daily basis then yeah she is going on block. But it is just one day and two little messages so i will let it slide if I get more messages from her this week she is going on that block list on Sunday. No doubt she is going to probably quote me on some topics on the soap board, she can't seem to keep anything separate.
Speaking of that on the life issues forum this girl wants to work as a nanny because she loves kids and right now she works at a hotel and she is looking for a new job and wants to go to college and apparently her boss was like threatening her and she found out that on a nanny site one of her co workers sent her an offer to babysit their kids.
So I give her a site I heard on TV. She quotes me saying thanks and that she will apply. Then she quotes me a second time saying they want her SSN and she doesn't like giving it out.
Um okay why quote me about that? I don't know all the way to get a background check on people but apparently the most common way is through your SSN number. So since she felt the need to bring it to my attention I reply back asking if she has something to hide and she gets all defensive picking at my posting style and asking me if I would feel comfortable giving my number out to site I don't know. I let her know from my second comment that the site was one I heard of on TV and that she didn't even need to quote me being an open book and s**t.
But anyways I asked her if she would feel comfortable letting someone watch her kids if they refused to have a background check performed on them and that is when she told me I was rude and that she had a kid.
Well I don't see what you having a kid is answering my question and considering you picked at my posting style while getting defensive it is pretty obvious you are the rude one.
speaking of kids, I don't want to be rude or anything, and I don't know who read my journal posting but I feel like I need to say this because I just found out that someone......I don't know how to put it. But I prefer not to talk to people who have kids, are engaged or married and are twenty five and younger. That doesn't sit right with me. I just don't want to have a conversation with someone and then we are talking about something and out of the blue they throwing "oh my husband/child, fiancee blah blah this...."
No I don't want to hear all that crap. So if you are a parents or are engaged or whatever....don't talk to me. Thank you.
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Posted: Mon Mar 25, 2013 3:40 pm
Getting kind of boring
I feel like it is my fault but I know I damn well said I wanted to be a member of an active guild. Not even being a member of four guild is equaling up to one. All of them are freaking dead. Ugh! And I just wasted my time with my contest ideas and for what? To get my head bitten off for closing one because no one entered? And to have only four people vote on the contest that did get entries?
Ugh!
I can't make a guild active and it is boring to be the only member who even post a lot.
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