(verse 1) hitting the wall, I have to choose
Thrive in this pain and hold
Or lose it all, why not just fold?
There are no rules to this game of life
Only to play the hand you’re dealt
Pick up the gun, pull the trigger “Click” listen to the whispers
Dance the dance of russian roulette.

(Pre-chorus) so pick up the revolver, close your eyes and hold your breath
Squeeze the trigger and do it quick.
Let it all end at the sound of a click

(chorus) Then I open my eyes to see
The setting of the sun, clothed with colors so bright.
The gentle swaying of the leaves
That give way to the calm of night.
And as I look harder, getting lost in the purple so deep
I swear I can see I can see
You with your arms wide open, saying its all for me.

(verse 2) NO! “click”
Dance the dance of Russian roulette (like it? I made it for you?)
There is no hope, drown in your shame (I already took your shame)
Or, why not end it with a game?
Watch how it glistens, calling your name (I’m calling too)
A voice so inviting, afterall, you are to blame (but I already forgave you)

(Pre-chorus) so pick up the revolver, close your eyes and hold your breath
Squeeze the trigger and do it quick.
Let it all end at the sound of a click

(chorus2) Then I open my eyes to see
The soft rising of the sun, giving light to a day of hope
The dissipation of the morning dew, unveiling the beauty of creation
And as I absorb the warmth of the new days sun
The breeze blows through my hair, and I breathe in fresh air
I swear I can hear you saying
“hope you like the air, afterall, I made it for you”

(verse 3) NO! “click”
Join us, dance the dance of Russian roulette (no, come, sit with me)
There is no hope, you’re all alone (You are never alone)
So why not end it with a bang? (I created you for more than this)
See how it gleams, the trigger so inviting (I already suffered the pain for you)
It’s calling you home (I am your home)
So pull the trigger and dance the dance (can you hear me? I created you for so much more than this)

(Pre-chorus) so pick up the revolver, close your eyes and hold your breath
Squeeze the trigger and do it quick.
Let it all end at the sound of a click

(chorus) Then I open my eyes to see
The setting of the sun, clothed with colors so bright.
The gentle swaying of the leaves
That give way to the calm of night.
And as I look harder, getting lost in the purple so deep
I swear I can see I can see
You with your arms wide open, saying its all for me

This is a song i wrote a little while ago. I wrote it for anyone contemplating suicide, and i felt like i should post it here. You were made for SO much more than that. You are a GORGEOUS creation of God, otherwise you wouldn't be alive atm. God made you as you are, per his plans for you. and it is a great plan

Jeremiah 29:11
New International Version (NIV)
11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

You are beautiful, and you are HIS. If you are contemplating such feelings, or having such thoughts, please PM me. I'm always open to talk to, I love you, and above all else, HE loves you. Please never forget that ^_^