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So, I was on gaia playing with my Avi, and I thought I would come in and see how everyone was doing and fill you all in on a few things. in my life.


Jon broke up with me about 2 months ago, and after those 2 months of confusing BFFF's w/ bennies ((Best ******** Friends Forever with Benefits))
he has a new girlfriend.
Long story short, I am not taking it well.

But I am keeping myself busy. I've had a lot of family things recently because
1) My grandfather's twin sister passed away last week. We're all okay with the death. Sad, but it was expected. We're worried about grandpa though. Him and his older brother aren't taking it well.
and 2) My younger brother and cousin Kellie both graduated high school. So I've had two graduations and a duel Graduation Party to go to.

On top of that, I am job searching and partying with friends.
(No luck on the job thing still, though. sad )

I was also sick this past week with a really nasty flu bug that is making its way through my extended family. (lol Ooops.) Mom, Kaidence, Cassie Me and Kellie all came down with it the same night and onwards it went. <.<;;

As for moving on from Jon. I'll be honest when I say I am depressed, but alive. I'll be honest when I say I am convinced he still has feelings for me, but I am only convinced because everyone around us still sees it and tells me. I wouldn't think so otherwise. And I'll be honest when I say I hope we get back together....

But it's not something I am pushing and neither are my friends.
In fact. Cassie and Mary want to create a Craigslist add for me. (That is how Mary met Craig and Kellie met her girlfriend Ally.) They have it all planned out and know what they want to put, but I will be okaying everything....I just don't think I am ready for that right now. I hate being the only single person who hangs out with three engaged couples....but....I'm just not ready. <.<;


ANYWHO. IN HAPPIER NEWS. Um. Yeah. I am keeping myself busy. xD; Not much else I can say I guess.
I'm okay, though, guys. I'm not, like. Hiding in my room depressed. I'm not letting it get to me.
Jon and I are still friends. I don't want to lose that. We were friends before we got together and I want to stay friends. We still consider each other best friends.

Um. But yeah. Those are the things really dominating my life right now.

The best way to get hold of me is probably facebook. Or shoot me a PM. I'll try to check them more often.


HOW ARE MY LOVELIES DOING??

It was hard being at so many family functions, because my relationship status is probably the only thing my family hasn't gossiped about...so having to explain to each and every family member what happened between Jon and I was difficult. xP They all liked him a lot. xD;

YOUSHOULDCOMETOCALIFORNIAANDSEEME! Hehehehe. It'll give you something to do. wink

Hiya there! I just recently came back to Gaia. I dunno if you remember me but I remember you so I thought I'd say hello. ^^;

Sorry to hear about you and Jon breaking up. Hopefully things between you two end up for the best, whatever the best may be. =)

It's all good! I wasn't uber active or anything, so I'm not surprised. ^^

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Vi <3
Missed you. sad
<3

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Ugh. Gossip can't even work in your favor. D<

I WOULD TOTALLY IF I HAD THE MONEY.

Whoo~ Now I can finally bug you not just on Gaia.