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jason the evil sunflower Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat May 22, 2010 7:44 pm
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im bored, its 3:30am, its whine-time.
Does anyone ever get that sort of like, weird kind-of happiness sort of emotion when you remember something from a while ago, but there are so many bad memories attached to it that you can't really feel happy thinking about it?
I don't know, I'm going through a strange kind of time in my life right now. I feel like I only realized yesterday that I am literally 20 years old but I am officially going NOWHERE in terms of life. I have no education, I'm planning to go to college and get some qualification in something, but I feel like by this age I should already know what I want to do with my life in terms of a career.
Thinking about when I was young and stuff its just weird. They are nice memories, sure, but in hindsight I am seriously sickened by how little I cared, lol. Like srsly. I ******** my whole life up just for the sake of having some 'fun' and its like wahmbulance
Ps sorry if this is a downer, just felt like venting a bit. The fact theres a vague chance someone might read it makes a little more comforting, haha. emo
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Posted: Sun May 23, 2010 12:21 pm
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Posted: Sun May 23, 2010 11:27 pm
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Posted: Sat May 29, 2010 5:25 am
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