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Posted: Wed Aug 19, 2009 12:50 pm
My mom's preggers. My dad's having an affair. They're "seperating", but not a divorce. My mom's keeping the baby. I absolutely have not wanted a baby for, who knows, heck, my entire freaking life?
I know a baby isn't horrible. But I want it gone. Forever. Yes, that means abortion. But my mom won't get it. I'm totally against it, but I just hate it.
I'm crying every day. :[
They told me to give it time, I'm not giving it time. A few days but every time I see something with a baby I wanna burst into tears. I will never love that baby. I'm tempted to kick her stomach. I don't wanna be here. I wanna run away.
I know some people's lives are worst than mine, but.. It's the worst thing that I hate that ever happen.
Divorce, a baby. If you tell me to cheer up, accept it and move on, it's not going to work. Most likely, I'm going to freaking slap my moniter.
None of my besties even helped, nothing they said helped. :[
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Posted: Wed Aug 19, 2009 8:46 pm
Tasted the rainbow...  wow I'm so sorry. I hate it when parents don't take in there kids feelings when doing things like that. I absolutely hate it! I wish there was way I could help. I really do! and can't wait for more!
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Posted: Thu Aug 20, 2009 3:58 pm
I'm SOOOO TOTALLY SORRY. -it makes me cry too.-
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Posted: Fri Aug 21, 2009 1:54 pm
Thanks, everyone. I totally hate it when they don't understand anything about us, listen to anything we say, or just.. urgh.
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Posted: Tue Sep 29, 2009 9:14 pm
My brother had the exact same thing happen. He's now 28 (29 in February) with 2 sisters. One is 15 (16 in April) and 13 (Me, 14 in January) he got over it with in a few years but he still doesn't like Em. I don't blame him either.
I mean, the baby is going to ruin your only childness that your so used to right? You have a right to be angry and mad and all the other stuff. But don't blame the baby. It's not the baby's fault it was concieved because your parents were being stupid and not thinking about using anything.
As for the non-divorce thing. I have nothing to say to that, except I am very sorry. D:
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