Okay. Yea my other one wasn't anything like that. That's why I prefer talking to friends, and there's only one person I can really trust to give good advice and not tell everyone. Not to stereotype, but I'm friends with mostly girls and they gossip neutral
Sometime in college/when I have the money, I'll go see a therapist to just work out all the crap going on, but it's not going to be now and it's not going to be with family.