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 Posted: Thu Feb 12, 2009 4:58 pm
Er, I realized today that people see me in an entirely different way than I see myself.
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Posted: Thu Feb 12, 2009 7:36 pm
Have you ever just been sitting around when you came to the sudden realization of something you should have already known?
Yea it happens all the time. For me i have realized the other ways of self and creative expression such as art and writing.
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Posted: Thu Feb 12, 2009 8:25 pm
Eh I realized I'm frightened of more things than I first realized....for one being I do NOT like being out of state without someone I'm familiar with, with me. Like my Chicago trip in middle school, I cried like a baby because I was basically alone. But on a trip to Kentucky I was fine because my family was there.
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Posted: Sun Feb 15, 2009 9:01 pm
Today I realized that no matter how many people love me, and no matter how much they do, there's always going to be a bit of me that doubts it. Makes a lot of little relationship issues blow up out of proportion, so I'm trying to understand it better. The fact that I'm a very sensitive and emotional person to start with just makes it worse. lol
I did have a very similar experience to yours, though. In my case, however, I was falling into depression much like I had the year before, and while I was puttering around the house I found my old, tattered Lord of the Rings single-volume. I sort of grew up on Tolkien, and it had always helped me clear my head and get through hard times before. I opened it up and started reading; I immediately felt a little calmer, happier, and stronger. After I finished the chapter, the feeling was sealed and I felt that I could go on with the day - and my life suddenly wasn't so awful.
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