My life in five words:

My life is a bore.

But there's nothing to complain about it. Not really. mrgreen

What is there to complain when you were born with a functioning brain, all your limbs, and a family who loves you? heart

It's just too bad I can barely feel their love any more. I know they love me, though, but they're frustrated with their troublesome teenager (me).

I'm not sure if it's entirely my fault, or if it's partially because of my parents' personalities. I know a lot of it must be my own stubborness, though.

My father's a paranoid butthead, who seems to be having trouble accepting the fact that he's probably never going to be wealthy. That's what's causing him suffering really, I think. Desire for riches, when he's a relatively healthy man with a home, family, and everything...

My mother must be obsessive-compulsive like me, or something. I don't know. I think her mind exaggerates events to make them worse than they really are, so she worries a lot. She seems to be doing the most work in the family.

My little sister and I don't talk as much as we used to. She normally hangs out with her friends now whether it's across the Internet or walking a house away to her friend's house. She's more hot-tempered and stubborn than I am and outgoing too.

My maternal grandparents died a long while ago. They used to live with us, and they were the ones who influenced me more than my own parents, especially my grandmother. She's the one who ingrained all the morals into me, so even though I'm not really religious like she was, I'm still striving to do good.

As for me, I was diagnosed as obsessive-compulsive, and I supposedly have symptoms of depression, which is dumb. No, I am depressed, but I shouldn't be, because there's nothing really to be depressed about. I just need to appreciate things more, but it's difficult. >_< My emotions are unstable, and I've never been able to really talk in depth with anyone aloud. Sigh. talk2hand

I enjoy talking to myself. mrgreen How fun is this? whee

I really need to learn how to smile. >_<

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I look pretty weird. stressed

Well, actually, I always do. I'm definitely not pretty, but I don't think I'm hideous. I hope not! burning_eyes