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ninja

I accept your apology, but that was nothin'. And I deserved it. I should be the one apologizing. I wouldn't leave you alone, and if that's what it took for me to leave you alone, then that's what it took. That s**t was a year ago, I've definitely gotten over it by now, I don't know why you would still remember something like that. I should say I'm sorry being the stupid, immature, needy, and obsessive girl I was back then. And the fact I told you I promised that other guy a date. I'm still asking myself why the hell I tell you that; I was just going to turn down the guy anyway. That guy turned out to be a Psycho anyway who I hated. And I liked you more than anyone, why the hell would I say stupid s**t like that and not just yes to you. And I should've just left you alone after that, when you seemed you really didn't want to talk to me. But it's too late now, and I know now not to make those stupid mistakes again.

It's okay; I already knew somewhat because it didn't make any sense. But I should be apologizing to you, not you to me, because you didn't do anything other than not want to talk to me. I shouldn't have kept trying to talk to you when obviously, you didn't want me to. And I shouldn't have kept that stupid a** promise to that guy, and I should've just told you yes. I'm asking myself why would I do something idiotic like that when I liked you more than anyone, and I was just going to have nothing to do with that guy anyway. I should be saying sorry for being the stupid, immature, needy, and obsessive girl I was back then. But I'm wondering why would something like that, that was a year ago, that you did to some stupid random girl who deserved it, still be weighing on your conscience a year later?