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Well...

• I'm feeling very much hungry; I've eaten nothing but one pack of ramen and I've been sipping a mixture of water, powdered broth, and soy sauce for about three-four days now.
  
• I'm still about 3 000 USD short of my school finances, and though they said I could register for classes that start tomorrow, they never actually lifted the registration holds that they said they lifted. So I have no guarantee that I'll actually be able to go to class tomorrow.
  
• My mind is easily distracted and I can't even think/see/concentrate straight.
  
• I have an increasing desire to swallow all the pills I have in my apartment and drink the Pine-Sol bottle, though I'm doing my best to not.
  
• I feel like I'm going mad.
  
• I just want to die.

*gasp* OMG! I'm so sorry hun! sweatdrop you know I suck at birthdays, at least I rememberd your party is next saturday heh ^^;;

*to nataleanne*
..sorry to say but, that's a bummer. sad i don't know how i could help you in any way from here, ...but being around people who love you (family, etc) may help. 3nodding and ...maybe try getting into some hobbies that make you happy. maybe if you like painting, or whatever other thing you like doing that would be calming in your spare time.
also.. *hug* ...i say this alot but, give it time.

*to lin*
...please try to get some food? there's gotta be cheaper alternatives available man, you need to take care of your health.
and maybe, hate to say it... but.. if the school's not cooperating in the way they need you to, maybe taking a semester off would be good? work and make some money, take a relaxing break, etc.
and i swear to god don, if i have to round up a possy to come down there myself and purge your house of perscription drugs then SO HELP ME I WILL. D:<
*hugs tight* ...you've got lots of friends who love you. smile

*to indy*
O_O... *starts singing* haaaaapy birthday to youuuuuu... sweatdrop


*to kals*
...hmm. call telehealth? (do you have a telehealth where you are?)
but someitmes you just have to bite the bullet and see a doctor. sad sorry.




....and the only reason i was feeling angsty was because i was extremely dizzy this morning (1 am or something?) ... and couldn't even stand and ended up throwing up alot. violently.
.. but it seems like nothing now sweatdrop *isn't nausious (sp?) anymore*

Seriously... holy hell mother alive am I having a fun time with this resume. If there is a God, He wants me to be unemployed. First off, it's deleted thrice over. Secondly, where I can get copies of the old one, people ain't giving.

So I goes to makes my new one, right? Even a bad resume is better than no resume. That is finally done, because I realises, I can't wait on the other peoples to save me.

Today I goes to the stores anyway, so I thinks to myself "I will go drop off resume while I am out and about" - is good idea right? WRONG! The printer she decides to... eh.... not work. So I leave it, no point in fighting with the computer that doesn't want to work.

Then I come home and I try again, maybe I can be fixing this printer, right? Of course I'm right. Amazingly, it prints. So I tell everyone "Oh look, it is printing!" with amazing joy. Only to find out after first copy.... not so much ink.

Let's just hope this cosmic joke has one hell of a punch line.

PS: Someone in the roleplaying guild I'm in keeps ratting me out as having short posts... but its only in a roleplay *I* had a hand in starting. I'm not posting any less than other people... I'm so confused. And the DM seems not to have a problem.

******** speed limits. stare

Okay... I rarely have time to myself as is, but my brother's been home sick for days and I can't have loud music when he's asleep and I don't have the house to myself when he's awake. I'm going mad!