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 Posted: Thu Mar 11, 2010 10:08 pm
Suddenly she goes silent, drawing her kneew up to her chest. "I... I don't know... she's real... I'm.... I'm just a voice in her head... a figment... I don't want to harm her, Kero... she's only a child."
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Posted: Thu Mar 11, 2010 10:14 pm
*Kero smiles*
You, child, are as real as I am. You are more than a voice, you are a muse, just like all my previous lives. You exist here to grant the wisdom of your former life, as well as your memories, when the time is right. Now the time is forced to be right. I can integrate the two of you, with minimal danger. On the outside, she will retain control. But in here, you can both talk to one another.
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Posted: Thu Mar 11, 2010 10:19 pm
"Is that wise? She has her own life to live. I don't want to color it with my thoughts and ideas. She needs to paint her own world, not live in an extension of mine." says Shia sadly.
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Posted: Thu Mar 11, 2010 10:42 pm
*Kero smiles*
I can make it so you don't color her. But we have little choice but to integrate at this point. The barrier between the two of you is breaking down. If it collapses...and I'm not there to help...you two will get hopelessly tangled together.
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Posted: Fri Mar 12, 2010 6:43 am
Shia's eyes widen. "That would not be good.... I don't want to harm her. But I'll be honest with you... I... I would like to see the world again... see everybody's faces... especially Em... what... what does he look like?" she begs, hunger in her voice.
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Posted: Fri Mar 12, 2010 6:49 am
*Kero smiles*
You will see for yourself, when I integrate you. You will get to watch through her eyes, instead of being bound in here.
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Posted: Fri Mar 12, 2010 6:55 am
Shia thinks for a bit. "Can you make me a rider only... one who can communicate only? I don't want my emotions coloring hers. If I get sad, I don't want her to feel it... I'm serious, Kero. I know it will happen. I'm going to see everyone and miss them terribly. I've seen what possession can do and yeah, I know it's not exactly the same, but I'd feel safer knowing I can't affect her in any way. As a voice I can offer guidance, but let her be able to block me out iffin I start ranting."
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Posted: Fri Mar 12, 2010 6:58 am
*Kero nods*
My intentions entirely, actually. Now, one thing...once the barrier is broken, I can stop the emotions...but I can't stop the memories. That's what's going to take me so long, is helping her deal with and guiding her through these memories.
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Posted: Fri Mar 12, 2010 7:10 am
Shia rests her head on her knees. "I... I can do that... I think. If you make me a part of the process." She looks up and he sees tears in her eyes. "I... think that if you tie me to her sleep mode, so that I'm more active then while she's dreaming, I can filter them in that way. Might be better anyway, I'll be shut away in her subconscious during the daytime, where I can't harm her... and only be able to come forth in a dream. Not... not a bad solution... not the best, but better than most."
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Posted: Fri Mar 12, 2010 7:29 am
*Kero nods*
But only at full power during her rest. You may still watch and observe the world during her waking hours.
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Posted: Fri Mar 12, 2010 7:35 am
Shia nods slowly, then grins at him... like a Jimmie Cricket? A voice who sees what she does and can show her where to make it better?" Then she giggles softly... "An angel inside an angel... only I"m no angel..."
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Posted: Fri Mar 12, 2010 7:52 am
*Kero smiles*
MOre an angel than you believe. And alright. *Turns into the blue fairy* Would to like to be Argeeis's conscience?
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Posted: Fri Mar 12, 2010 10:24 am
Shia gives him a weak smile. "As long as I don't have to walk like a bug... but knowing Tam, he's already instilled a good set of values in her already. I doubt I have all that much to do. I'll probably be a bouncing board, someone to toss ideas at to see how they fly. How old is she... she... she feels young?"
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Posted: Fri Mar 12, 2010 10:42 am
*Kero nods*
I don't know exact age, but she's a teenager. And hey, that's what you get for mentioning Jiminy Cricket.
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Posted: Fri Mar 12, 2010 2:14 pm
She brightens slightly. "A good age for a conscience to start showing itself, but a bad one for voices to start appearing in one's head. I think we need to definitely stick with the dream method, at least until she's older and more comfortable with me appearing in her sleep."
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