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Xander looked over at the therapist nodding "that is true some is separate while the rest is together" he spoke softly as his eyes cast down while his hold on Solaris's hand loosened a bit from his own mental demons one of the reasons he left his home in Paris a secret he and Isaac had that made them cry ice tears

Xander sighs lightly "before all of this happened my parents threw a suitor ball for me I chose Solaris and always will but I wish this horrible endeavor never happened at all first my dove was almost killed and I was not there to protect her then a few days after I had to go to Paris to talk to my parents about fully restoring Solaris's family name in nobility there I found the man responsible for everything that happened to Solaris I challenged him to a gentleman duel with pistols he got three good shots in me but I ended him with two bullets in the chest and head" he spoke softly as he rubbed his hands together becoming quite

Xander looks at the therapist "the second fallen angel war mostly hunters based on a tyrants desire to destroy everything" he spoke breathing slowly "I think the main reason hikaru disapproving of our relationship is that my little brother Isaac is a hunter but now the hunter leader, I am worried not only for Solaris but also hikaru at first hikaru began to trust me with Solaris until Isaac was revealed by the huntress as a spy and she used him just to find hikaru and Solaris" he spoke worried

Xander tears slide down his face unknowingly "I fear not only for us but hikaru and Isaac most of all, he believes I never saw the hate when ever he looked at me, Isaac is a kind soul but even growing in ones shadow I fear sent him down this path a young man whom deeply loathes killing innocents but condemns the evil in ones heart, I've lost so much of my family already to that needless slaughter of war it would literally kill me to lose the only brother I have left" he said sadly while gripping his legs as tears hit his hands

Xander nods understanding "I plan to go back to Italy and France to pray for those I've lost but first I'll talk to Isaac once I am discharged since we are brothers I hope he'll listen to me once again..." he said while gently holding Solaris's ring hand in his own "when I do go back to Italy and France would you like to come with me only if you wish to of course" he spoke lightly as he wiped his tears away before they froze on his face

Xander listens to the therapist nodding "I hope they will truly listen" he said while sighing softly "is there anything else we must do besides settle things with our loved ones and our fallen?" He thought out loud

Xander smiles sweetly at Solaris playing her violin once again as he thought of what jewelry he should create for his many clients and jewelry stores that sponsor his work. "Solaris plays her violin beautifully that it makes anyone speechless with awe" he complimented

Xander nods "I've always kept a journal but it does not help as much now I could go back to the special training I was doing when I was sixteen it helped my stressed mind" he spoke while rubbing his neck lightly "talking is easy at times" he said while removing his jacket from his shoulders