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 Posted: Sun Dec 20, 2009 6:57 pm
*Kero doesn't lower his shields*
On the dot.
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Posted: Sun Dec 20, 2009 7:03 pm
Tam sighs heavily. "You really believe I don't love you anymore... that's what she said... amongst other things... that I've been too hard on you?"
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Posted: Sun Dec 20, 2009 7:09 pm
*Kero's shields stay strong*
I do. We never play together anymore, like we used to. You don't sleep with me, or sing me to sleep anymore. I can see something in your eyes when you look at me now...something I don't know. And I refuse to invade your mind. As well, I know that you don't trust me anymore, and that you must hate me for threatening to kill your mother.
*Tam is shocked by the coldness of Kero's voice...as if these were facts, not opinions...the lion has convinced himself of the truth of the words he has spoken...he really does believe Tam hates him*
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Posted: Sun Dec 20, 2009 7:17 pm
Tam wraps his long fingers about the empty mug in front of him and studies it's rim sadly. "I... I still sleep with you, but if it seems to you that I have distanced myself... it has nothing to do with you and everything to do with me. I... I don't trust myself right now, Kero. I've grown so close to you that I fear I've cross a line that I shouldn't have... I... I don't know how to explain it without misleading you, but trust me... it has more to do with me, than you... I... I've been having dreams I shouldn't be having... feelings I shouldn't be feeling..."
Tam looks up with a tired sad smile. "As for not playing with you. I've offered to play games with you at night, but you've turned me down. No doubt because you don't trust me as well... Sad isn't it... I don't trust me and neither do you?"
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Posted: Sun Dec 20, 2009 7:28 pm
*Kero shakes his head*
I...I saw your dreams...before you bound my power...my..my older self took over one night...and showed them to me...Sira....I know what causes those.
As for playing games...I...I really don't deserve to play any....
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Posted: Sun Dec 20, 2009 7:36 pm
"I feel as though we are in a catch twenty two here, kiddo. Damned iffin I do.... damned if I don't. Ye conplain I don't play with ye anymnore, but when I try ye don't feel as though ye deserve it... And iffin ye know so much about my damned dreams... tell me what causes them, will ye... because I sure the hell don't know and I'm the one dreaming them." He sighs and stands up, to pour the water for the tea and move about a bit. Just talking about his churning emotions was making Tam edgy. He needed to move, to do something.
"Sorry, Taro... I... I don't mean to be yelling at ye. Would it help iffin I told ye I do love ye... a great deal in fact... and I do not hate you in any way... Dulcha.... (and here, Tam puts all his emotion into the word broadcasting it loudly so Kero cannot miss his meaning in any way) you are the closest to my heart right now and that... that is what is troubling me... trust me."
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Posted: Sun Dec 20, 2009 7:41 pm
*Kero nods*
I know what causes your dreams...my empathy mixes with your desires for Bez and...well...here...add in your desire for Bez into this plethora, and see what you come up with...
*Tam is suddenly assaulted by lust...a lot of it...awakened by Tes's visit during the party, and strengthened by two weeks forced chastity, it's a miracle Kero isn't hitting on Fortuny right now...when Tam adds his own lust for Bez into that mix, it's easy to see the dreams that would result...Kero blushes a bit*
I guess we messed each others dreams up, huh?
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Posted: Sun Dec 20, 2009 7:45 pm
Tam chuckles sourly, shaking his head. "Two horny males with no one to hit on but each other... what a mess... But I've been celibate for eons upon eons and not have had this happen... What a time to wake up in that department... I thought I had it suppressed.... I've been a neuter or nigh onto one for heaven only knows how long now."
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Posted: Sun Dec 20, 2009 7:56 pm
*Kero chuckles again*
But I'm not...and I'm a projective empath...tell you what...let's you and me go and find someone...Bez, in your case....and have some fun for one night...see if that doesn't quiet things down...
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Posted: Sun Dec 20, 2009 8:00 pm
Tam sighs. "Better said than done, I fear... I have no idea where that feckless mate of mine is... as for doing that to him.... would it be fair? Not to mention... I really don't want to go back to being a female right now... I tend to get trapped in that form."
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Posted: Sun Dec 20, 2009 8:08 pm
*Kero shrugs*
Got any other ideas? I'm kind of stuck...any ideas on how to find my mate?
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Posted: Sun Dec 20, 2009 8:11 pm
Tam lifts his mug to Kero and gives him a twisted grin. "The Lady Tes is a mystery to me, I fear... and as for finding any other... yer kind of limited in that department. Iffin she catches ye... yer doomed... ever hear of Id's magical fry pan? My mother taught her the spell I fear... I hope yer good at ducking."
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Posted: Sun Dec 20, 2009 8:50 pm
*Kero grimaces*
Well, what do you suggest? I can't exactly...how did Bez put it in one of my dreams..."Take it in hand..."
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Posted: Sun Dec 20, 2009 9:02 pm
"So that mate of mine has been dream walking with ye, has he? Shame on him... he knows better. Only a guardian is allowed to dream walk in his charge's mind." says Tam quietly.
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Posted: Sun Dec 20, 2009 9:09 pm
*Kero shakes his head*
No...through you...Tes used to appear in my dreams, and she said the same thing...I just don't see how a quadraped can do that.
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