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 Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 11:34 am
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 11:41 am
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 12:27 pm
 
✖ Roses are Red, Voilets are Blue..✖
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Jackson chuckled, of course. "Well after awhile im sure I would have showed it to you on my own.."She muttered shrugging her shoulders. She bit her lip, oh s**t. She shouldn't have told him. "Decker wait!!"She screamed, running after him but he had already gotten to Noah and beaten him to a limp state, she whimpered. Oh god no. She felt like he had hit her kid, she knew she was to attached. She picked him up in her arms and felt tears welling up. "I'm so sorry Noah. I'm so sorry."She kept apologizing, she was angry at Decker for doing something like that. Going off the edge without hearing her explanation. She took Noah to her room, laying him on the bed and then running to the bathroom, nudging past Krysta, completely concerned on Noah now, like he was his brother or his son, which she knew he wasn't but it hit her like it was. She grabbed her first aid kit, and a few towels. She went back to the room, starting to clean the blood from his mouth and holding him in her arms, making sure to keep the blood from spilling out and making sure he wouldn't choke on it. No, this was conflicting. She felt warmth make their way down her cheeks and she shivered, got she was freezing, and burning up. s**t. She was going to start her detox soon. She petted Noah's hair, biting at her lip. "I'm so sorry bunny, I didn't know he was going to do that, im so sorry."She couldn't say it enough, she had promised that he wouldn't get hurt, and it was a lie now. She was horrible. She set him down softly "I'll be back in a second."She said, kissing his forehead softly before making her way out, now planning on confronting Decker. She clenched her fists, finding him, first aid kit still in hand. "Decker! Why the ******** did you hit him!"She shook her head, groaning and grabbing his hand, pulling him down so she could sit and fix his hand, a conflicted emotion on her face, she was happy he was worried about her, that he wanted to make sure no one treated her bad but that wasn't bad! She flipped open the kit, taking some bandages and starting to wrap his knuckles up, slower than usual, she felt like she was on fire but she had goosebumps all up and down her body, she would need to calm down soon. "You didn't even let me explain before you went and beat the s**t out of that already abused kid! I mean yeah, he hit me, but I was asking for it. I practically told him to hit me, and do you see me in pain? No!"She shuddered again, her stomach flipping. Okay, she was in pain, but not because of Noah. "So, as sweet as it is that your concerned you have to calm down. If anybody hit me, it was my fault and I asked for it, the point was to get him to trust me."She said, sighing when she finished, and slipping her fingers into his, standing up and setting her forehead on his. "Please, don't hurt him. I feel like its my fault when you do, and it's not a good feeling."
✂---------------------------------------------- ✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖
✖ And so am I..✖
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 12:54 pm
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 1:13 pm
✖ Roses are Red, Voilets are Blue..✖
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Jackson shivered having Decker's arm around her waist, her skin burning at his touch. She didn't know if it was because of her detox, or that it was just him, but it was nonetheless something she hadn't experienced before. She shook her head softly "I think that Kairi will be better once she's up, and Krysta just needs some rest and something to eat. She looked like she was overworked, stressed out."She shrugged softly "And I don't care to move. What about the storm? We should go. I'll be fine."She argued, wincing when he picked her up, her stomach hurt, she felt sick. She refused to barf. She leaned into him, he was warm, and it was comforting despite feeling hot and cold at the same time. She gave Jake a soft smile and shook her head, she didn't want to be taken care of. But Decker didn't seem to be giving her a choice. She sighed when he laid her down and blinked "W-what?"She stuttered, he was going to take care of Noah? She felt herself shudder when he kissed her and kissed him back, running her hand into his hair and giving him a small grin. She pecked his lips "Thank you, you really don't have to do this though. I know you don't want to take care of Noah..or me."She muttered, she just felt like a nuisance now. She gasped, her body giving a sharp pain and convulsing, making her shut her eyes and bite her lip till it bled, waiting it out and taking in a sharp breath when it was done. That hurt, more than she thought it would, but it was part of it, and it was only going to get worse. "Go check on Noah, ill be fine."She ushered, pushing softly at him.
✂---------------------------------------------- ✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖
✖ And so am I..✖
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 1:56 pm
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 2:07 pm
 ☠ ☣ Every Hour goes the Tick-Tock of Motors ☣ ☠☠ ☣ They stare Us down when We met in the Emergency Room ☣ ☠
☠ ☣ And in our Beds, I can hear Breathe with Help from cold Machines ☣ ☠  Ritter smiled when Krysta came out all crystal clean. Then she turn to where she was waving to. It was the boy named noah. Ritter had just got to look at his face and him seemed like a pretty innocent kid. Ritter begin to have second thoughts about him. But suddenly Decker appeared and punched the bot in the face, talking about noah hurting Jacky.
"What the..YOU HIT ONEE-CHAN?!?."
Ritter cried about to join in the beat but then Jacky ran out to protect him. Ritter was confused on what to do. He watched Jacky take him to her room. Then she came back to find Decker. When she left, Ritter walked over to Jacky's room and clung to the doorway.
"Why did you hurt Onee-chan?"
Ritter said softly, letting his Jair cover his hair.
"I'm not going to hurt you. Unlessh you bullshit me but nonetheless I jusht want to know why you would do that."
☠ ☣ On the Hour... ☣ ☠
☠ ☣ They Drew Blood. ☣ ☠ I Don't Need Your Help. Just Give Me A Needle And Some Thread And I Can Fix Myself.~R.i.t.t.e.r.
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 2:13 pm
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 2:14 pm
[[ XD I was gonna reply for you either way. What Ame? ]]
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 2:29 pm
||I'll post and tell you when I get back from Theater rehersal. Sorry. Be back in 2 and half hours. ||
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 2:30 pm
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 2:34 pm
✖ Roses are Red, Voilets are Blue..✖
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Jackson sighed, pulling the blanket over herself, god she was shivering like crazy, but she was sweating, she was just confused now. She bit her lip, she felt a small throbbing in her temples and bit her lip, oh god. She was going to start getting a headache soon. A bad one, she could feel it. She gave him a small smile before he left, groaning when he went out of the room, it felt like she had been beaten with a bat all over her back and hips, and her stomach was on fire. Oh sweet jesus. She nodded when he came back "I hope he isn't in to bad of shape when he wakes up.."She muttered, feeling very loved when Decker kissed her forehead. She knew he cared, he really did. And she loved that he did want to take care of her, she wasn't the one to usually let people do it, but this was detox. Not just some flu. She felt her stomach practically implode, thats what it felt like, and she sat up, covering her mouth and holding her stomach. She sat up to fast and had to blink, her head was a little light headed. She had to shut her eye's thinking. Bathroom. Which was was the bathroom? When she remembered she brushed past Decker, making her way to the bathroom as fast as she could go, which she wasn't sure how fast that was in her current state but she let herself collapse into the trashcan of the bathroom. Her stomach lurched and she groaned, starring into the now half digested breakfast from this morning in the bottom of the trashcan, the sight making her vomit again. She pushed her bangs back, holding her head. There was a pill to help with this, she knew there was but she couldn't think straight. She felt terrible, and leaning against the toilet, the bathtub, it was cold and it felt good on her skin, but she also wanted a blanket. She groaned, pulling the trashcan back to her but refusing to look at it. She knew it would happen again, but god she hated throwing up.
✂---------------------------------------------- ✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖
✖ And so am I..✖
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 5:05 pm
••.•´¯`•.••☾••.•´¯`•.••☾Kairi☽••.•´¯`•.••☽••.•´¯`•.••
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Kairi shifted in her sleep slowly. Even in the unconcious realm where she was completly vaunerable to switching she felt the throb of her head. She hadn't heard the rest of them come in and wondered if Ritter was frozen with fear. Her two sides bickered relentlessly. Her self as a whole wondered which would win. Thankfully, in a few hours it was settled, atleast enough so she could wake up.
She groaned holding her throbbing temples seeing the dried blood on her forarm. ********. She didn't bother sitting up as she looked at the cieling and thought about writing again. She wondered if she'd be able to sneak past the rest of them for a couple hours to write. She had remembered a place that she had visited in her dreams and the way there seemed to be a clear shot. She wondered what ended up happening that had caused her to cut. There was half of her that wanted it, just as bad as the drugs that she most definitely was craving.
She sat up slowly and slinked to her bag, pulling out the notebook that had the scarier things about her. She pulled on a sweatshirt, even in the heat of the house she had chills she figured she gave herself a concusion. She tucked the notebook under it and gently held her arm against her side as she crept downstairs.
She looked around and managed to pass the group and used the back door of the kitchen and headed down to the woods following the map in her mind to a tree. Red ribbons were tied to the branches making it look like blood dripped away and she found her way to the base beneath the tangles of the willow branches and she began to write in the darkness of the shade. She hoped no one would notice her absence.
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Posted: Mon Feb 22, 2010 5:11 pm
Jake flinched when he saw Noah get punched but inwardly he chuckled and Max laughed with him. He wanted to punch the kid along with Decker but he wouldnt for the sake of Jacky. He watched the scene unfold and had no idea what he should do. So instead of what Max wanted he let Decker take care of the boy and he went to where Jacky went. He saw her gagging and knew the detox was now coming for her. He was glad he only had a bit of the drugs so he wouldnt suffer as bad as they did. He went beside her and pulled her hair gently back to keep it away from her mouth. He didnt speak but just stood there. He had nothing in mind to say, because of Noah. He didnt notice Kairi walk by because he still thought she was in bed.
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