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 Posted: Fri Sep 16, 2011 7:37 am
Blackrose_Knight Failzors on my part. Imma chicken. cat_crying It's ok, Scootaloo. wink I know you can do this thing, you're braver than I! Blackrose_Knight On a side note; Gods everything you do sends my head spinning in a daze of heat and my soul a flame. What a lovely way to burn... cat_twisted hmmm....this reminds me of something, ninja
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Posted: Mon Sep 19, 2011 12:11 am
I want to learn how to strip. emotion_kirakira emotion_bigheart
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Posted: Mon Sep 19, 2011 1:41 am
J said I could be a stripper, since I can't seem to find a job. I'm pretty sure he was joking though. emotion_awesome
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Posted: Mon Sep 19, 2011 6:25 pm
@Kami: Hehe, ya, I don't see J agreeing to that forealzies. emotion_dealwithit
In other news, I a grew a pair. emotion_c8 Mission accomplished.
I went and saw Shark Night 3d with M. It was terrible! So good, but so terrible. We came to the conclusion we could make a shark movie with suspenseful music, underwater shots and about 5 gallons of red dye. emotion_awesome
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2011 1:25 pm
I really enjoy days where I get to sit and think.
On my relationship with Chryos: I am comfy where it is. He is my life partner, my "husband thing" as I call him. Our relationship is stable, warm, loving, but sometimes too complacent, too familiar. I like that, "sneak out behind the bushes for some hot make out session" feeling I used to get in high school. That just doesn't happen with him and I, it is "socially acceptable" for me to have sex with my husband, to kiss my husband in public or whatever. Frankly, I find that a little bland, like yogurt. Not that I don't like it, or our relationship its just not...edgy. lol I sound like a hippster.
Which is why I think this poly business is so damn great for my relationships. I have that sneaking out high school romance feeling, with Annette. It isn't "socially acceptable" for me to be in love with them, think the thoughts I do, or watch the way the light reflects off their eyes and flashes in such a way that makes my heart go "squeak". I like that. Its the freshness, the danger of it all, the new-ness and shocking but wonderful value that I like. I think this can go places. Hope it does, I really hope it does. I wonder if Annette gets those "squeak" moments to. I just wish I could express myself better around them. I am always so worried I will frighten them off with my passion.
With Riri, its different, but always good. Mental sparring partner? I always enjoy our little political tiffs (always in good humor and fun). Make me think. I find that damn sexy. And Riri's eyes flash just like Annette's, but in a different lighting, needs to be brighter, outside light the sunshine and the rain together. My love there is calmer, less flashy, something like a slow sluggish river. It has it moments to shine.
Being at home is sometimes dreadfully sexually frustrating, with 3 people I am sexually aroused by someone at sometime is making a pass at me. Makes for an interesting time. That brings the blandness out of Chryos' and I's relationship better. I can take that new-ness and transmute it into sexual... uh toppings (?) to bring to the "yogurt" Chryos and I have. And for that, I am grateful.
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Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2011 8:54 pm
Blackrose_Knight I really enjoy days where I get to sit and think. On my relationship with Chryos: I am comfy where it is. He is my life partner, my "husband thing" as I call him. Our relationship is stable, warm, loving, but sometimes too complacent, too familiar. I like that, "sneak out behind the bushes for some hot make out session" feeling I used to get in high school. That just doesn't happen with him and I, it is "socially acceptable" for me to have sex with my husband, to kiss my husband in public or whatever. Frankly, I find that a little bland, like yogurt. Not that I don't like it, or our relationship its just not...edgy. lol I sound like a hippster. Which is why I think this poly business is so damn great for my relationships. I have that sneaking out high school romance feeling, with Annette. It isn't "socially acceptable" for me to be in love with them, think the thoughts I do, or watch the way the light reflects off their eyes and flashes in such a way that makes my heart go "squeak". I like that. Its the freshness, the danger of it all, the new-ness and shocking but wonderful value that I like. I think this can go places. Hope it does, I really hope it does. I wonder if Annette gets those "squeak" moments to. I just wish I could express myself better around them. I am always so worried I will frighten them off with my passion. With Riri, its different, but always good. Mental sparring partner? I always enjoy our little political tiffs (always in good humor and fun). Make me think. I find that damn sexy. And Riri's eyes flash just like Annette's, but in a different lighting, needs to be brighter, outside light the sunshine and the rain together. My love there is calmer, less flashy, something like a slow sluggish river. It has it moments to shine. Being at home is sometimes dreadfully sexually frustrating, with 3 people I am sexually aroused by someone at sometime is making a pass at me. Makes for an interesting time. That brings the blandness out of Chryos' and I's relationship better. I can take that new-ness and transmute it into sexual... uh toppings (?) to bring to the "yogurt" Chryos and I have. And for that, I am grateful. *reads wonderful yogurt analogy* *idea pops in his head... BAD idea...* *fcuk it, gives in to temptation* Rosie...are you fruit on the bottom, or stirred? 
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Posted: Sat Sep 24, 2011 3:04 pm
Saew *reads wonderful yogurt analogy* *idea pops in his head... BAD idea...* *fcuk it, gives in to temptation* Rosie...are you fruit on the bottom, or stirred? I like to think I am those flat but colorful sprinkles you get in the Dannon kids yogurt cups. With chocolate too.
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2011 8:27 am
*sigh* Some days are better than others. I just wish I could feel okay about this. I am frightened to risk my heart like this, damn frightened. The unknown element clouds my eyes some days, makes my heart sink, twist and hurt. My heart hurts for them.
I wish I could extend a hand of help, but I don't know how without frightening you.
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Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2011 5:37 pm
Blackrose_Knight *sigh* Some days are better than others. I just wish I could feel okay about this. I am frightened to risk my heart like this, damn frightened. The unknown element clouds my eyes some days, makes my heart sink, twist and hurt. My heart hurts for them. I wish I could extend a hand of help, but I don't know how without frightening you. I'm sure you'll do fine Rosie. Speaking from the point of view of a person who is shy, and can be startled easily depending on the situation. If something catches me off guard, I may lock up for a while, maybe even a couple weeks, but I will eventually sort myself out and adapt. All you can do is try to help the one that is hurting and hope for the best, or not do anything, if you think it may be the better option. That's something you'll have to decide for yourself, but knowing that someone wants to help is sometimes enough.
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2011 7:31 am
Thank you Saew. I took a leap, extended that hand in the way I felt I could express myself the best, and it went over well. On a side note; When any lover of mine dresses like a pirate, I mean, I am not, not gonna drool guys. Come on y'all. cat_pirate
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2011 9:41 am
Blackrose_Knight Thank you Saew. I took a leap, extended that hand in the way I felt I could express myself the best, and it went over well. On a side note; When any lover of mine dresses like a pirate, I mean, I am not, not gonna drool guys. Come on y'all. cat_pirate Good to hear, Rosie emotion_hug *redacted awful pun about sidenote, even I have my limits*
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2011 5:10 pm
Saew Blackrose_Knight Thank you Saew. I took a leap, extended that hand in the way I felt I could express myself the best, and it went over well. On a side note; When any lover of mine dresses like a pirate, I mean, I am not, not gonna drool guys. Come on y'all. cat_pirate Good to hear, Rosie emotion_hug *redacted awful pun about sidenote, even I have my limits* Awe come now, I like trashy pirate one liners.
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Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2011 5:42 pm
Blackrose_Knight Awe come now, I like trashy pirate one liners. Is there any other sort when it comes to pirates, really? wink *edit: found this in my waking up browsing* 
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Posted: Wed Sep 28, 2011 8:54 am
BWAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAH *falls of chair* AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHA Okay, I love that. Seriously. AHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH Thank you. cat_rofl cat_pirate cat_rofl cat_pirate
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Posted: Wed Sep 28, 2011 9:05 am
Blackrose_Knight BWAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAH *falls of chair* AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHA Okay, I love that. Seriously. AHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH Thank you. cat_rofl cat_pirate cat_rofl cat_pirate My pleasure, Rosie! pirate
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