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Posted: Sat May 07, 2011 7:08 pm
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♪♫♪♫♪ Tsukiko Yuki ♪♫♪♫♪
°Goddess of the Sea°
♪Sing to me a a song
Tsukiko popped her head up. Not caring about her friends and fox for a moment. She was quickly by the sword. Looking around she realized it was just his sword. He wasn't coming back, he was gone form this world. Gone from her, to a place she couldn't follow. Biting her lip she tried to hold back the tears. The cold went through her stomach again. Then she was filled with the same hopeless feeling. As she took the envelope she kissed her fingers then placed them softly on the sword. She would leave it were it was a proof of existence. he never want her to be sad. Then why did it feel like someone was ripping her apart. The held the envelope going back inside. Opening a door she enter a room. Slamming the door behind her and locking it. She wanted to be alone. Sitting down she looked out to an alternate door the lead to the sea. Sitting down she placed the note beside her. Trying to look back on her life to see if she had ever felt this badly before. Nothing could compare. Curling up again she began to cry, he was gone. How could he be gone, He promised to protect her, to made sure she never cried. Then why wasn't he here, why wasn't he stopping this horrible feeling in the pit of her stomach. Still there was nothing she could change, he wasn't here. She never got to actually tell him how she felt. Another emotion came over her. She had treated him horribly, and now he was gone. She had plenty of chances, but she was to stupid to ever say anything. Looking back if she hadn't been weak then none of this would have happened. "I'm sorry...." She muttered under her breath. Tear streaming down her face. "I cared about you...yet I never...care to tell you how much you meant to me..." It felt like her heart called to him, but there wasn't an answer. She knew he cared about her, but she had let her issues get in the was. Now her chance was gone. "Ambrose, I'm so sorry. I love you. I'm so stupid." Never had she been in such pain, screaming didn't do anything to help. He wasn't coming back.
A song of the sea♪ |
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Marcus Emrys Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat May 07, 2011 7:11 pm
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Posted: Sat May 07, 2011 7:44 pm
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♪♫♪♫♪ Tsukiko Yuki ♪♫♪♫♪
°Goddess of the Sea°
♪Sing to me a a song
Looking down at the letter, she knew the answer. She heard the voice, "I know that, but it doesn't change anything now does it." Her voice was harsh, and it lashed out. The thoughts in her head hurt. Showing her thoughts she didn't want to see. He was alone some were with out her. All she could see in the reflection of the water was her own tear stained face. In her mind she could see his eyes going out of focus the life draining from him. She felt alone, even with her friends there. She was unable to talk to the one person that could cheer her up. She grabbed her head begging the memories to leave her. Night time was coming, soon it would be silent. She would go on with life, and he wouldn't be there. "I didn't expect him to love or care about me forever. I just wish I could have at least told him...that no matter what I would feel the same way about him no matter what." She would never hear his voice again. She would no longer be sitting quietly in her door and he would come in. Tear after tear flowed from her face, "If I;m left in this world without you, then let me wither away as well. No matter how hard I scream you aren't coming back." She wanted the pain to go away, but it wouldn't. He couldn't hear her voice either. What happened to his promises, how could he just break them. Like they meant nothing. Maybe he had lied to her, but still why waste his time. Did he thing she could handle this, did he really not know she cared. Once again she felt sick. Crying into her hands, the realization that he was never coming back. She put her hands into fist, she want so badly to just disappear. Why wanted to die, why couldn't it have been her. She was useless to every one...including him. Now matter how much magic she had she could changed the facts. He would be angry with her if she tried to go change them anyway. Then again it was her fault he was there. Her heart felt empty and she felt cold. She would regret this for the rest of her life. That regret in itself was a regret. How could this have happened.
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Marcus Emrys Vice Captain
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Posted: Sat May 07, 2011 8:10 pm
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Posted: Sat May 07, 2011 8:49 pm
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♪♫♪♫♪ Tsukiko Yuki ♪♫♪♫♪
°Goddess of the Sea°
♪Sing to me a a song
"Please don't feed me lies. Because even if it was true. Then why isn't he here. If I was to believe you then it turns out he is dead." She choke on the word dead. "I can't go through this again. He loved me and I didn't even know if it was real or not." She gave a pathetic excuse for a smile, "Loads of drama for you to watch though. I hope I've been keeping you very entertained. Now please leave me alone. I played your little game, you have no reason to be here. Take my powers if you wish. I don't care honestly. Please just leave me alone..." She brought her knees in close to curl back up. He could take her goddess powers and her witch power and she wouldn't care. "Even if he did make it out, he was so weak there was no...chance." Once again the images entered her minds. She couldn't block them, "Thanks for the help, but your just doing more damage." Her voice was soft, she just wanted him to go away. Lifting her head she looked out into the open sea, drowning was suppose to be peaceful right. Maybe she could drown herself in her sorrows. She tried to hide her tears this time, she didn't want to show her pain to someone else. "I can't change any of the facts. He's gone, as in never coming back ever. So even if he did love me that just what it means. Past tense, yet I'm still here. I still love him, and he'll never know any of that. So much I had to tell him. So much time taken from him...taken from us..." Her voice trailed off again, her sobbing stopped. It looked as if she had fallen asleep, but no. She was going through the plans she had made in her future. No she was alone, she was scared. What was she suppose to do with out him. It was the only reason she was a goddess. Maybe she could just make herself vanish for a while. Actually that was a horrible idea. He wasn't going to come back with smiles saying he was okay. Another pain of hurt went through her, how could someone hurt this badly. Here she was alive, and all she could do was cry. All she could do was sit here and be pathetic.
A song of the sea♪ |
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Marcus Emrys Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun May 08, 2011 5:09 am
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Posted: Sun May 08, 2011 9:26 am
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♪♫♪♫♪ Tsukiko Yuki ♪♫♪♫♪
°Goddess of the Sea°
♪Sing to me a a song
Tsukiko watch the orb. She was wide eyes and speechless. She was confused, in pain, and angry. He was still gone, she had no chance to find him. Circle encircles the earth.Chance and choice break his heart Looking up again she knew this song, she had only listened to it once. His innocent arm moves to save me and I am spared. The feeling of dread moved through her. All this was her fault, he had come to save her. His beautiful arm is bloody and cut off. His heart ripped out to show me he loved me. But I would not believe him. She begged the song to stop, to wake up from this horrible dream. He did love her, she hadn't ever acted like she loved him. He didn't know she cared. He had done so much for her, always keeping her calm. She still never believed it was real. I left his arms empty and tied. Outstretched for me until he died No, it couldn't be true....it was true. Everything that happened because of her. She agreed to the talisman game, she had been to weak and let herself get hurt. She had let herself get kidnapped so he would have to come save her. Now he was gone and the enemy was free. Looking up she saw the sun setting. She felt sick, as she saw the flash of green at the last moment of the sun. Was his soul one of the ones leaving this world. Tsukiko didn't know when she had stood up, but her legs buckled beneath her. Falling down with a loud thump she was forced to listen to the song. Listen to her nightmare. I believe. What if I believe you now. Could it ever change this heart. Forgive me, believe me Please come back tonight Come back to my life.
A song of the sea♪ |
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Posted: Mon May 09, 2011 4:30 am
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☯ Čỹʁẩ ₳łđα¢ҝ ☯
☯ Heaven's gates won't open up for me ☯
Though she had caught onto Miyako's look, she gave a response to it in return. "What would I say to her? You know I suck at cheering people up." However, Miya had already turned away, while Tsukiko had just locked herself in her room. Heaving a heavy sigh, she dropped her head into her hands. "Why am I always so useless…" she mumbled glumly, a few tears leaking out as she moped about.
After a while, she moved to stand up. She had been planning on going out flying, to just let her mind meditate, but a loud thump caught her attention. Moving to the door of Tsukiko's room, she knocked hesitantly. "Tsukiko? Are you alright?" Only in desperate situations, when she was seriously worried about her friends did she use their full names instead of the nicknames she had for them. It was a small gesture to show that she was truly as worried for them as she expressed.
☯ With these broken wings I'm falling ☯ |
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Posted: Mon May 09, 2011 4:53 am
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Posted: Mon May 09, 2011 4:40 pm
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Posted: Mon May 09, 2011 10:12 pm
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Posted: Tue May 10, 2011 4:56 am
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Posted: Tue May 10, 2011 5:30 pm
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Marcus Emrys Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue May 10, 2011 6:28 pm
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