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Xander Ice
Wallet- 1,000 grand

Xander sighs lightly stopping at his car "alright I do not see the harm in some company but we drive there" he spoke as he looks up at the hospital then opens up the passenger door for hikaru "ladies first" he said gentlemanly holding the door open

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❛Sometimes you have to give up, not because you didn't try to move mountains to be with someone.
You give up because they didn't try to move mountains to be with you.
They settled for their life and the people in it, even when it isn't what they really want.
You weren't meant to live a lie.
Hold your head high and know that you won't ever settle for that misery.

Let go.❜
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○I'm feeling pleasant.
●I'm speaking to Coralyn at the moment.
○I'm currently wearing white shirt and black jeans.
●I have $190 on me and $800 stashed in the bank.
○I currently have feelings for no one.

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He couldn’t roar. At least not while he’s taking the form of a human but it seems his siblings liked the idea, given how they seem to like roaring eventhough they were in the form of a human. He could feel them screaming, pretending to be fearsome when they were not. Camil chuckled, wondering when they would be coming over to pay a visit. It was a nice city, after all. ”You can hear it if my siblings were to come by.” they were not as big as they had been many centuries ago. To fit into this world, to survive this slowly changing planet, their bodies would change, and their sizes would alter. They were much smaller than they had been in the past though they were still considered big in comparison to an average human. His siblings on the other hand were still quite small though, only around the size of a small ball python for those who have yet to reach their adolescence stage.

He would shrug and simply smile when she mentioned how she didn’t have a melody for him to play. He wouldn’t force her if she didn’t want to, though he was still fairly curious regarding the tune she had within her mind. He couldn’t imagine just what music sounds like, and he could imagine just how he’d shed tears if he could hear. It would be the most beautiful sound he has ever heard but in the end, he couldn’t. There was no use being so hooked up on the idea only to be disappointed by the outcome, the harsh reality. But even if it was something that could never happen, Camil felt he was happy enough just being able to imagine it. He didn’t want to risk anything, what’s left of his hearing. If only there was a guarantee. If only it wasn’t so risky. ”I can’t sing. I wish I could. It sounds.. fun.” but in reality, he could. He really could. He could hum the tunes by feeling the vibrations in the other person’s throat. It would be a little off sometimes, but he managed to get most of the notes correct.

Try her best, she said. He often wondered just why she was so eager, but he supposed that was an aspect worth admiring. He hoped his musical piece meets her expectations, though. He’d hate if his piece would be disappointing despite being half finished. There were a lot of parts for this composition he was working on, and he was done with the miserable half, but something still felt missing. He couldn’t get the hopeful feeling within. He couldn’t capture the actual emotions. He ran his fingers across the chapped surface of his violin, and he would think this violin was perfect despite the imperfections. It was simply beautiful. She appeared nervous when dhe brought up her reports, and he would finally know why she had been coming to the hospital lately. Did that mean he wouldn’t be seeing her any longer after she received her reports? Then again, he didn’t expect her to stay for much longer anyway. They were strangers that coincidentally encountered one another in the hospital. ”It’ll be alright.” he could notice how nervous she was and he would think twice before he asked her to just open it and get it over and done with. He was in no position to do so, and he wouldn’t even want to pressure her. Instead, he would attempt to reassure her as best he could. ”Whatever the results are, everything will be okay. You’ll be okay.” it would be painful if the results were negative, but he wished she wouldn’t dwell upon it for too long. He hoped she wouldn’t do anything rash.

It was when she pulled up a chair did his face light up with a smile. He didn’t want to be alone just yet, but he wouldn’t keep her for too long. It would be dangerous to go back alone. He can always ask Rigel to drop by and drive her home if he was in the area. She would start writing upon her notepad, and he would eye the notes with curiosity. What sort of music was that? But based off her attitude, he could imagine it’s sonething cheerful. Something happy. Isn’t it hard to see with those hair getting into her face? And turns out, it was. Camil would remember the hairclip she gave him just yesterday, and he would flip through the sheets just to find it. ”U-Um.. The clip you gave me the other day- well-.. Here.” with a sheepish expression, he would reach forth and pass the clip to her. He had his music sheets well organized in a file. There was no need for a clip any longer. When she finally passed her note pad to him, he’d take a quick glance at the tempo, the dynamics, the pitch. It felt cheerful. ”I think I’m liking it already.” he chuckled, slipping his fingers out of his black leather gloves and setting them aside. He’d pick up his violin, enjoying the sensation upon his fingertips. He’d appreciate every aspect of it, every curve, every imperfection. The violin was his love, his woman. Coralyn seemed so excited at the moment and Camil couldn’t help but end up laughing at the sight. He’d set the bow against the strings, and with a small gentle stroke, her melody would begin to play. He could feel himself indulging within her cheerful tune, but something felt strange. He could feel the happiness radiating withim him, but he wouldn’t be able to portray such emotions through his violin. Because, Camil didn’t understand what it was like to truly be happy. Perhaps that was the reason he failed so terribly. Because he didn’t understand what happiness meant. He would try his best nonetheless, and it soon came to an end. Camil frowned, knowing it wasn’t as good as he thought it would be. ”Sorry.. I couldn’t get it right- the emotions.. I mean-..” he heaved a sigh.

”B-but I’ll try again- again and again- because I-I.. Um.. I like your melody. It’s so gentle-so pure-..”

And his golden orbs would flick towards the clock, taking notice of how late it had become. Soon, it would be time for the patients to rest, and Camil would once again raise his bow, gently moving it in a downwards stroke. This one sounded anxious. It felt nervous. There was tension in his music that wasn’t hard to miss at all. The fear, the nervousness. It was his life story in this music. The feeling of fear that he would never be normal. It was only in musical pieces that portray sorrow and grief, that he could play to his full extent. Perhaps because it was a lingering feeling that had followed after him for so long. It was quick, and each stroke was fast. Camil could almost feel the heat radiated off the strings, as if they would break anytime soon. But it didn’t. Nearly, but it was still intact. ”I can’t compose cheerful melodies.. It’s always gloomy and dark- I don’t like that. But- I can’t portray your emotions. I don’t know how to. You heard it earlier, didn’t you? Something was missing. I can’t continue on with the following piece without being able to feel it.” he frowned and he’d gently set the violin down upon his lap. His fingers would quiver ever so slightly, and he would feel bad that his Mary Portman had to play such a stressful melody. He just didn’t know what to do, what to play. No one taught him how to be happy.

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Xander Ice
Wallet- 1,000 grand

Xander walks up to Solaris's room holding a bouquet of a dozen red thorn less roses from his garden surrounded by Lily of the valley. Xander breathes slowly as he knocked onto the door while he spoke "May I come in the doctor told me Solaris was finally awake" his voice sounded tired from worry the man just wanted to see his fiancee alive,happy and healthy to set his troubled heart at ease if he had to describe how much thinking he did waiting for his beloved dove to wake up. Xander's eyes had light bags under his eyes from lack of sleep and he had a slight stubble, his hair cleaned as always but not in his traditional ponytail

Xander Ice
Wallet- 1,000 grand

Xander thanks the nurse whom let him in as he walked over towards Solaris setting the flowers onto a nearby table before hugging her gently with her wrapping "Don't please it was not your fault but that witches Solaris I got so much to tell you" he spoke happily that his fallen angel was alive, Xander kisses her cheek lightly as he ran his right hand through her hair lovingly tilting her head up to look at his face "Sarina is dead you nor any fallen angel do not need to worry anymore for safety and She was using my brother Isaac whom is now the new leader of the hunters" he spoke truthfully as he gently held Solaris in his arms

Xander Ice
Wallet- 1,000 grand

Xander looks away as he reached into his pocket pulling out a large envelope and jewelry ring box "Well here is two more things to make you smile Solaris, my father was able to get your inheritance and much more he gave me this yesterday it's a list of everything and your home is almost finished rebuilding is a lot of work plus my mother is furnishing it to your tastes til then would you want to stay with me or hikaru it's your choice?" he spoke while he snapped the ring box open showing Solaris her engagement ring "I'm going to give your parents a proper burial once your well once more my dove" he said smiling sweetly as he kissed her forehead

Xander Ice
Wallet- 1,000 grand

Xander nods understanding as he puts the flowers into a vase putting some water inside "Your welcome Solaris" he said as splashed some cold water onto his face sighing softly as he felt his face feeling the stubble "hmm I'll have to shave this today once I get home tonight" he spoke until a nurse handed him a safety razor to shave "thank you miss" Xander smiles softly as he shaved off the stubble then puts his hair up once more "Solaris I've got a surprise for you today everything else is a bonus"