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Posted: Thu Oct 08, 2009 6:10 pm
"Out in the woods entertaining a lovely lady for a few days... why?" asks Tam handing him the house cat. "Here... he's adopted me and is hungry... go get him some milk will ye... I need to talk something over with Shar."
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Posted: Thu Oct 08, 2009 6:16 pm
*Hope nods, taking the kitty and carrying her to the kitchens, as Tam goes to see Shar*
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Posted: Thu Oct 08, 2009 6:21 pm
Tam walks in on Shar, who is writing in her journal in her office, and catches her off guard. "Shar... I need help... I'm seeing people and talking to myself again..."
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Posted: Thu Oct 08, 2009 6:24 pm
*Shar nods*
What have you seen?
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Posted: Thu Oct 08, 2009 6:28 pm
Tam drops into a chair, instinctively drawing his wings tight to his back and hugs himself. "I... I saw my swedh... someone who hasn't been around for over 7 years now... and... and I'm pretty sure he wasn't there last night as well... though at the time, he seemed so real."
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Posted: Thu Oct 08, 2009 6:31 pm
*Shar nods*
Why don't you think he was there?
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Posted: Thu Oct 08, 2009 6:34 pm
Tam sighs. "Something happened last night... something kind of traumatic... and I needed to talk to someone, but... there was no one to talk to... so I invented one... " he replies with a shudder. "It's happened before... when I've gone off the deep end."
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Posted: Thu Oct 08, 2009 6:38 pm
*Shar looks at him*
Could you have called him to yourself...or could your distress have called him?
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Posted: Thu Oct 08, 2009 6:47 pm
Tam sighs. "Perhaps, but he will only come if I actively call him... and I didn't... I... I was only feeling sorry for myself when he appeared. Wasn't even thinking of him.... Do see how I could have called him."
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Posted: Thu Oct 08, 2009 6:48 pm
But can emotions be felt through a bond of Swedhship? If he felt that you were in distress?
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Posted: Thu Oct 08, 2009 6:52 pm
Tam closes his eyes and shakes his head. "Then why wasn't he there is morning when I woke up? Wouldn't he stay to make sure I'm alright?" Now his voice sounds pleading, as though he'd prefer to have talked to himself than to have Bez have sneack out on him in the night.
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Posted: Thu Oct 08, 2009 7:03 pm
Perhaps he felt you wouldn't want him there in the morning...perhaps he simply came to give you comfort, but knew you have to devote your life to Kero right now...
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Posted: Thu Oct 08, 2009 7:08 pm
Tam hangs his head sadly. "All logical reasonings, I suppose. Thank you, Shar. I'm sorry I wasted your time." He gets up to leave.
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Posted: Thu Oct 08, 2009 7:23 pm
*Shar gets up to stop him*
You didn't waste my time...now what's really got you upset? I can see this thing about a waking dream was a front.
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Posted: Thu Oct 08, 2009 7:27 pm
Tam gives her a funny look and slides back down into the chair. He sighs and shakes his head. "It... it happened again, Shar... I... I was...." he closes his eyes and shakes his head. "It wasn't his fault... but he..." Shar can see he's having a hard time getting it out.
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