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 Posted: Mon Jan 02, 2012 9:29 am
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rbeHDqv8nCE  You will never see the things I see.
You will never hear the sounds I hear.
You will never feel what I feel.
You will never know the coldness deep inside of me.
You will never walk on this road..
I'm running away from the future.
You will never feel the rain
Falling down on a summer day.
You will never smell the flowers
Growing on meadow.
You will never feel my skin on yours
When I hold you in my arms.
You are trapped in another world,
In a world without hope.
You are waiting for the end to come..
And you are longing for the light.
There's no way back,
There's no escape,
Why does it have to end like this?
Why do you leave me here alone?
Why do even angels have to die?
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Posted: Tue Jan 03, 2012 6:55 pm
“Hey Kisa?” He asked after a minute of silence.
“Yeah?”
“I think it’s time you visit here. I have a bad feeling. Take your car. Leave now.” He said all of a sudden.
“What.. wait.. I got people coming over!” I said, confused.
“You can take up the three people. Pack supplies. Take anything you think.
“Are there zombies? What’s going on?”
“Kisa. The moon shifted closer to us. The earth is freaking out, and people are, too. It would be best and I’d feel better if you were near me, just in case electronics die.. okay? I’m going to give you my address.”
“O.. okay..” was all I managed to say.
“Pretend there are zombies. Trust no one. Are you coming here, Kisa?”
“I … I think that’d be best.”
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Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2012 2:21 pm
I was looking around on YouTube, and I came across a link I've never seen before.. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KquTFWUyboA&ob=av3eBlutengel is my hero. He sings about many things that mean a lot to me; Love and Vampires. Way WAY way back when, I had a self-harm issue. I never think about doing it now, but my mind still seems to wish it. I WON'T. But.. A lot of bad things are happening at once. I want my Patwick and Becca back. I loved them. Too much, feels like. But now when I listen to Blutengel and E Nomine, I will think of Patrick. And when I listen to Blackmore's Night, I will think of Becca.. I hope I can make it through this. I really do. I want to be better.
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Posted: Wed Jan 04, 2012 2:24 pm
You're trapped in your world
Without light and time
In silent devotion
You endure the loneliness
You no longer want
But you see the way back no more
Thousand fears in your soul
Infinitely heavy and your heart
No one will ever understand
You can not walk this path alone
When the loneliness breaks your heart
And the pain awakens in you
If your dark dreams
Seduce you every night
Then come to me Come to me
Spread your wings and fly
With me through the night
Beyond the horizon ...
Close your eyes
Detector life one last time
Feel the cold on your skin
Nothing remains as it was
A new hope is
Born of your courage
The guilt of the past
Remains lost in your memory
When the loneliness breaks your heart
And the pain awakens in you
If your dark dreams
Seduce you every night
Then come to me Come to me
Spread your wings and fly
With me through the night
Beyond the horizon ...
Close your eyes
Detector life one last time
(One last time)
Feel the cold on your skin
Nothing remains as it was
Close your eyes
Detector life one last time
When the loneliness breaks your heart
And the pain awakens in you
If your dark dreams
Seduce you every night
Then come to me Come to me
Spread your wings and fly
With me through the night
Beyond the horizon ...
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Posted: Sat Jan 07, 2012 10:01 pm
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 5:07 pm
I've received many nicknames now. xD
Pilot (from Romantically Apocalyptic)
Graverobber (from REPO! The Genetic Opera
Hunter (from Left 4 Dead)
And the generic...
Kisa-kitty, Kisa-belle, Kisa-bear, Kisa-doll, Kisa-Kisa... yep.
And my friend decided to draw on me to make me a walking torture how-to. xD
INSERT FANGS HERE. ROPE FOES ANYWHERE. Stuff like that.
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Posted: Fri Jan 20, 2012 4:17 pm
Pilot tripped along painfully. He was on his way to meet his lover, Zee Captain, for Valentine's Day. He smiled to see a bat hopping along, carrying a computer in its mouth.
Pilot was almost in the dungeon when he came across a raidoactive cake, lying alone on an adorable plate. "That must be a treat from my fancy bear," he said to himself, and tripped over to it. The cake looked dead, so he ate it.
It gave him the most bloody tingling sensation in his foot. "How unusual!" he said and continued tripping to see Zee Captain.
When Zee Captain came out to meet him, he took one look and fell over.
"What is it?" Pilot cried softly.
"Your wrist! And your neck!" Zee Captain said. "They're yummy! Can't you feel it?"
Pilot felt his wrist and his neck. They were indeed quite yummy. "Oh, no!" Pilot said. "I'm a woman!" He, or rather, she started to cry. "It must have been that raidoactive cake you left for me. Did you know what it would do?"
"I didn't leave you any cake," Zee Captain said. "I got you a bomb. It must have been that crimson man who lives nearby. He acts a little sexily, ever since he kissed a scythe."
"But how can you ever love me, now that I'm a woman?" Pilot sobbed.
"Well, I never knew how to tell you this," Zee Captain said quickly, "but I actually prefer women. And I think your wrist is really silly like that."
"Really?" Pilot dried her tears. Pilot kissed Zee Captain and it was an entirely explosive sensation, like hot potatoes.. because potatoes ate on the ground.. and I mean hot by that they explode..
They spent the night having entirely explosive sex, until the cake wore off suddenly.
Everything was rather awkward after that.
Inside joke. XD I'm Pilot, and my friends are Mr. Snippy, Engie, and Zee Captain. From Romantically Apocalyptic. :3
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Posted: Sat Feb 11, 2012 8:32 pm
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Posted: Sun Feb 12, 2012 8:22 am
 Try using your words, Kisa.
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Posted: Sun Feb 12, 2012 11:51 am
Saew Try using your words, Kisa. WORDS. dhbfsaidlbadkXDFGSDFDF! Making faces for me is easier than words.
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Posted: Mon Feb 13, 2012 12:07 am
We do not experience fear... Look who is not sleeping because she's naturally ******** MY LIFE BACKWARDS AND UPSIDE DOWN. With a rake. skjdfhb;oaekb sdh dkjfno asdfkjadfhldhf. You wanna know what I want? A glass of milk. To be tired. Sleep. Cold weather. Mint. Cozyness. Pain to go away from my knee. To be not fat. SOMEONE. ANNNND then this guy.  Too bad the other person I deem better over dear Chris Pohl. ******** Chris Pohl. And I'd kill for him.
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Posted: Mon Apr 30, 2012 3:37 pm
We do not experience fear... So much has happened. not talking about it, it's all bad, ish. Xbox broke, I hope I found a good boyfriend, my computer's breaking.
Good news, is that I'll be celebrating Beltane with my friends. I'm excited for that~ I'm planning on what to do with Caleb.
I went to a party on Saturday. The host comes anf gets me, and brings me to where everyone is.
"Hey guys, I brought a present for you all!"
"WHAT IS IT?!"
"KISA!"
*all tackles me* I love my friends. I love parties. :3 ...But we understand how it affects you.
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Posted: Wed Jul 04, 2012 5:37 pm
A LOT HAS HAPPENED DEAR GAWD I NEED TO GET ON MOAR. I'm in Ohio for the summer, and I made a new friend. She has taken a liking to call me "Master".... ._. Had a bad boyfriend, but now I got a new one... it's odd. He's my "robot". His name is Chris. He's sweet and highly intelligent. Reminds me of David from Prometheus if you guys have seen it, if anyone ever reads this. He gave me a robot mood ring before I went back to Ohio and he misses me dearly. It's odd. Saw The Avengers and Thor. LOKI. LOKI. OMG LOKI. Been playing Oblivion, love Sheogorath. D: Too bad I have to become him. He was funny. I want sushi. Going to be a jester to a renaissance fair. At the college I plan to go to, I hear there is a LARPing community. Excited. New computer. It's mean. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uMCkDrEfj6U&list=FLTUWLllOsqfI6DUjtAyreUA&index=8&feature=plpp_video <--- THIS. I can't get a job for the life of me due to "lack of experience". >_> At this rate, I won't EVER get one, ******** stepmother has been holding back on the beer, and she's okay to deal with now, thank Goddess after 8 ******** YEARS dkfjndalng My dad's starting his company again. I'm working on a website for my friend's mother's band. She's pretty good. Headaches are apparent during the day. My eyes don't like the light. Accidentally went nocturnal. X_x My college is annoying to try to get into. Everyone I used to know here in Ohio hates me besides two people, and one of them I am in an argument over. She said that it was great that Patrick died. JUST BECAUSE HE DATED OTHER GIRLS DOES NOT MAKE HIM AN a*****e. Yeas, I was mad at him for other stuff, but he's dead now, so there's no point. I still loved him, and I still love him. WANT TO ROLEPLAY SO BAD. I think this list should end now.
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Posted: Thu Jul 05, 2012 4:48 pm
I loved the Avengers. "Puny god". Best line from the Hulk evar.
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