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•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´☾Jackson Ray City ☽•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´
✖ Don't take life so seriously, it isn't permanent.✖
✖ Roses are Red, Voilets are Blue..✖
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✖ Don't take life so seriously, it isn't permanent.✖
✖ Roses are Red, Voilets are Blue..✖
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Jackson nodded, she didn't want someone to come after her. She sat down comfortably, smiling "Thank you. And try not to look at me different okay."She said, she was worried that they would disown her for something she couldn't really control. She chuckled, her eye's lighting up at the thought of going to the camp "I would love that."She said, the thought of being able to see so many fireflies and not be afraid of the dark, it was just one and she only felt slightly on edge. She let out a deep breath, letting Ritter get comfortable before she started. "I started hearing voices when I very little, and most of them didn't bother me, most of them being the ones I have now, but there was one. Emily." She scratched her cheek and was starting to get a little more nervous. "Emily is beyond the worse voice, she would criticize me, tell me I was worth nothing and put me down in every aspect, and she still does. She points out the worst scenario's and I believe her, because ive had to doubt myself." Her voices were silent, waiting for her to finish and be rejected. "I started to tell my parents about the voices, about the things I saw. They didn't believe me and when I figured out I could stop them from hurting myself, I start to cut myself. Anywhere and everywhere. I didn't care who saw and everyone thought I was crazy, I refused to believe I was crazy, and I was getting angry when they called me crazy, unbelievable angry the more it happened." She said, frowning softly "No one understood and one day an ignorant boy called me crazy, and beyond that. I broke, Emily pushed it and I went at him, I beat him to a pulp and my parents said it was just for attention. They never believes me and they didn't care. They weren't caring like before."She felt her eye's starting to tear up. "My mom was yelling at me, and calling me an attention seeker, she starting bringing up how I heard voices and mocked me. She called me crazy and I had to force myself to calm down. That night I was asleep and Emily took over, I had no power and she stabbed my mother to death in the dark of my parents room."She started crying again and hung her head low. "I was sent her a week later, being taken to the doctor and having them prove I had schizophrenia. I felt so guilty and I couldn't stop crying for a week, I never wanted to hurt anyone, I just wanted someone to understand. I got a letter last week, my father hung himself and in his suicide note he said he hated me, and that it was my fault. That's all I got. It's all it said."She said quietly, her heart was in her throat having to speak like this. "That's what I was hiding. I killed my mother, and my father killed himself because of me. I didn't want to tell you because im legally considered a murderer."
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✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖
✖ And so am I..✖
✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖
✖ And so am I..✖