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Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 7:58 pm
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Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 8:17 pm
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Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 8:35 pm
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•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´☾Jackson Ray City ☽•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´ ✖ Don't take life so seriously, it isn't permanent.✖ ✖ Roses are Red, Voilets are Blue..✖ ══════════════════════════════════
Jackson glanced at Ritter when he came in. Was everything okay? Of course it wasn't! She knew Ritter hadn't known Seth long enough to know when he was down or something was wrong but she thought that maybe he would have been able to tell. She calmed herself, realizing it had only been today and looked to Seth, listening to what he had to say, her eye's widening. That had all really happened to him? It kind of explained his addiction to sex, and she bit her lip. It must have taken a lot to admit that to them."Seth.."She muttered, she wanted to hug him but couldn't get herself to move. She had considered Seth her best friend and she didn't blame him from keeping this from her. She wouldn't even come out herself. Maybe she would just tell Seth, she needed to get it off her chest. She shook her head "Seth, it doesn't matter what you did or what you'll do. Your always going to be Seth to me, I would never look at you different."She said honestly, Seth was her best friend, and she hoped he would think the same thing if she told her story to him. "He wouldn't look at you the same." "I agree, no one looks at a murdered like a best friend." "But it wasn't me.." "Yes it was, your desire brought on my actions." "No! It was your desire! Not mine!" "Stop lying to yourself. You killed your only mother and you will always be a murderer." She bit her lip again, refraining from scratching her arm. Emily was right. No one saw a murderer as a friend, especially a best friend. She would never be able to get it off her chest. She was afraid of losing a friend to much.
══════════════════════════════════ ✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖ ✖ And so am I..✖
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Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 8:36 pm
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Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 9:02 pm
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Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 9:10 pm
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Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 9:23 pm
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Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 9:46 pm
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Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 9:48 pm
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Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 9:55 pm
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•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´☾Jackson Ray City ☽•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´ ✖ Don't take life so seriously, it isn't permanent.✖ ✖ Roses are Red, Voilets are Blue..✖ ══════════════════════════════════
Jacky couldn't help but smile a little as she was pulled into a hug with Seth and Ritter. He was mostly sweet, and everyone had their down points, so Ritter was mostly nice and she thought it was a good guy at heart. She blinked, smiling warmly at Seth. "Thank you. That means a lot."She said, it really did. She needed to know she had friends, its what had kept her going and from killing herself. She rubbed at her arm and thought about that. All she had was friends and she had her future was mostly set alone, eventually they would spread apart right? Jake was meant for Kairi, she could tell, and she thought they were cute together. Seth had Ritter and she didn't know about Savannah and Nathan. But she didn't think about Nathan that way. What scared her is that she would be alone forever. Hearing Ritter she laughed "Yeah right, i'd kick his scrawny little a**."She grinned, hitting Seth playfully on the shoulder and trying to push her dismay away. "No one's kissed these lips either. And you shouldn't want to."She nodded, placing her hands on her hips before looking at Ritter "Aww Rit! You didn't have to get me anything."She chuckled before starting to here her voices try to bring her down again. She wouldn't doubt it would work. "You are going to end up alone." "No one marries a murderer, not even a crazy person." "You can't be loved when you have secrets anyway." This time, she just listened, paid no argument. Because she knew they were probably right. She would listen and let them rant, only to have her heart sink. It was fine to her, she kind of liked the thought of being alone, she could eventually sleep with whoever she wanted and she could do whatever she wanted with no restrictions. Although, the pros of being alone didn't weigh out the pros of being with someone.
══════════════════════════════════ ✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖ ✖ And so am I..✖
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Posted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 10:20 pm
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•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´☾Jackson Ray City ☽•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´ ✖ Don't take life so seriously, it isn't permanent.✖ ✖ Roses are Red, Voilets are Blue..✖ ══════════════════════════════════
Jackson scoffed and grinned while rolling her eyes. "Oh no, im not getting laid in a freaking bathroom."She teased before shrugging. "Besides, I'm completely innocent in that sense also."She said, it was the truth. She was a virgin and she had never been kissed. That was about the only way she was innocent, she was completely beyond not being innocent anyway else. She chuckled at Seth. "That's right."She nodded, her eye's going wide when Seth kissed her and her face slowly turning red as she clasped her hands over her mouth when he was done. She kicked him in the back. "You a**!"She shouted, you didn't just take someone's first kiss! "I-I can't believe you just did that!" I mean really! She was no girly girl but she still wanted it to be special, with someone who loved her. Then just nonchalantly going about his business! She pursed her lips. "Your lucky I don't cut you."She said, seriously boiled up by this. When you claimed someone as yours she thought of that as being in a relationship, so Seth was with Ritter. You don't kiss a girl when your dating someone! And in front of them. She crossed her arms over her chest, her feather's ruffled by this. She usually tolerated Seth's physical desire's but he had never kissed her on the lips before, and she never thought he would do it. So when he did, she could feel the anger boiling in her stomach, he would probably think it was a stupid reason to get angry but she had her reason's.
══════════════════════════════════ ✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖ ✖ And so am I..✖
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