|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
 Posted: Fri Nov 08, 2013 11:13 am
Midnight Shadows Strike out of controll Midnight Shadows Strike out of controll Its actually a code that puts who ever is looking at my profile up there. When I look at my own it shows me so everyone sees themselves in that spot. The funny thing is, it shows what you have in your dressing room, so if you change your avi and don't save it, it will show the avi in your dressing room. XD I'm an '07 as well. Never been banned, but I've been warned about silly things. Then again, im 21 so I don't have the same innocent mind as a 13 year old and sometimes catch myself making a joke or something that isnt really appropriate. sweatdrop That..I kinda figured if ya didn't do it yourself it'd be coding. That is hilarious, I want it! so I can freak people out. It'll say "my secret crush" XD LOL Ditto. Well still 19, almost 20 but hey. XD then again I don't go too far, and talking to someone that young can get awkward pretty fast...I am PAN-sexual and my lil sis is about 14..so when her friends found out they treated me like a ***** and I was like thanks guys. By some miracle my family hasn't found out or mentioned my sexuality thank god. (Step-Family=LDS) soo yea XD probably won't ever tell em either. LDS? whats that? I am bi, so I feel you. I'm the type of person who kisses my friends goodbye and holds their hands walking through the mall. My family has no choice but to accept it. XD My step-grandma though, she doesn't know. She is very christian and doesn't believe that stuff is ok, so I just don't bring my girlfriends around her. I have a fiance so im pretty sure she still thinks im straight. I love her to death so I wouldn't be stupid enough to tell her. I'll PM the code to you. Wouldn't be as much fun if everyone knew it wink LDS=Mormons. Yeaaaaa I enjoy cuddles from anyone that doesn't smell and and isn't creepy XD LOL (My current bf...I thought he was creepy the first time we met!) Mhmmm...My grandmother (the one I trust, the other one is a blabber mouth DX I love her but AHH learn how to keep a freakin secret yo!) she died before I had it all figured out and then I kinda went into mass depression. I was thinking suicidal thoughts, but I had already jumped the NO SUICIDE barrel before my grandmother died so I survived. Still miss her crying because she was the only one in my family that would lend me a NON-judgmental ear... That sucks. I went through some depression too when I realized I wasn't all into boys the way the other girls were. That, coupled with a few other things going on had me worried that there was something wrong with me. In Jr high I find more people like me and I became a little more relaxed. Thats when I left my upbringing behind and renounced my christian religion and left my church. It was sad because I love a lot of people who were there but if they didn't love me for who I was then they weren't worth it.
|
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Fri Nov 08, 2013 11:21 am
out of controll That sucks. I went through some depression too when I realized I wasn't all into boys the way the other girls were. That, coupled with a few other things going on had me worried that there was something wrong with me. In Jr high I find more people like me and I became a little more relaxed. Thats when I left my upbringing behind and renounced my christian religion and left my church. It was sad because I love a lot of people who were there but if they didn't love me for who I was then they weren't worth it. Yup. I didn't date in High school because most dudes wanted in my pants and people thought something was wrong with me...@.@ I tried dating but my longest relationship was 2 weeks...2 weeks and then the dude wanted ********* yeaaaaahhh I was like um no, go fffffffffffff yourself...if that is all you want from me, go away...As for my depression it was because my bff and my step-mom were both on the brink of death for a couple months I didn't know if I would go home and they would still be there...in 8th grade, and on top of that I was being bullied pretty hard-core. I ended up making a true friend from that though. She stood up against people she had known since elementary for somebody she didn't know much about and she cried with/for me while screaming at them and calling them bullies. She gave up her friends for me because they were being bullies, then we became closer ^^ I'm gonna be her childrens godmother too
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Fri Nov 08, 2013 11:27 am
Midnight Shadows Strike out of controll That sucks. I went through some depression too when I realized I wasn't all into boys the way the other girls were. That, coupled with a few other things going on had me worried that there was something wrong with me. In Jr high I find more people like me and I became a little more relaxed. Thats when I left my upbringing behind and renounced my christian religion and left my church. It was sad because I love a lot of people who were there but if they didn't love me for who I was then they weren't worth it. Yup. I didn't date in High school because most dudes wanted in my pants and people thought something was wrong with me...@.@ I tried dating but my longest relationship was 2 weeks...2 weeks and then the dude wanted ********* yeaaaaahhh I was like um no, go fffffffffffff yourself...if that is all you want from me, go away...As for my depression it was because my bff and my step-mom were both on the brink of death for a couple months I didn't know if I would go home and they would still be there...in 8th grade, and on top of that I was being bullied pretty hard-core. I ended up making a true friend from that though. She stood up against people she had known since elementary for somebody she didn't know much about and she cried with/for me while screaming at them and calling them bullies. She gave up her friends for me because they were being bullies, then we became closer ^^ I'm gonna be her childrens godmother too Thats awesome. I recently lost my irl best friend. She stopped talking to me and turned her back on me for another friend who just wants in her pants. It hurt because I stood by her while her father had cancer and I even lied to my parents so I could comfort her. But, though she turned away from me she was the one who introduced me to the love of my life who was able to comfort me when she left me out to dry. He is my best friend. XD
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Fri Nov 08, 2013 11:32 am
out of controll Midnight Shadows Strike out of controll That sucks. I went through some depression too when I realized I wasn't all into boys the way the other girls were. That, coupled with a few other things going on had me worried that there was something wrong with me. In Jr high I find more people like me and I became a little more relaxed. Thats when I left my upbringing behind and renounced my christian religion and left my church. It was sad because I love a lot of people who were there but if they didn't love me for who I was then they weren't worth it. Yup. I didn't date in High school because most dudes wanted in my pants and people thought something was wrong with me...@.@ I tried dating but my longest relationship was 2 weeks...2 weeks and then the dude wanted ********* yeaaaaahhh I was like um no, go fffffffffffff yourself...if that is all you want from me, go away...As for my depression it was because my bff and my step-mom were both on the brink of death for a couple months I didn't know if I would go home and they would still be there...in 8th grade, and on top of that I was being bullied pretty hard-core. I ended up making a true friend from that though. She stood up against people she had known since elementary for somebody she didn't know much about and she cried with/for me while screaming at them and calling them bullies. She gave up her friends for me because they were being bullies, then we became closer ^^ I'm gonna be her childrens godmother too Thats awesome. I recently lost my irl best friend. She stopped talking to me and turned her back on me for another friend who just wants in her pants. It hurt because I stood by her while her father had cancer and I even lied to my parents so I could comfort her. But, though she turned away from me she was the one who introduced me to the love of my life who was able to comfort me when she left me out to dry. He is my best friend. XD Oh man I know how that feels @.@ luckily I have two levels of bff's...the ones that I have known since childhood and then other....why? because most other bff's that haven't been by my side for a long time eventually leave @.@ except for my lover <3 he's my best friend too. It is good to have a significant other that loves you me thinks ^^
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
