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 Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2011 7:12 am
We do not experience fear... Oh~ I'm excited, yay! 3nodding
My dad just came back from our Florida house and brought the game back for me.. but I left the game DISK in the console. In Florida. D:
But I got Halo Reach and I've been playing it with my boyfriend. All of my friends and family who play Halo with me SUCK, but he's actually a challenge. ...But we understand how it affects you.
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Posted: Thu Jul 21, 2011 8:12 am
I'm so frustrated, I think my stepmother is on drugs. She's kicking me out this weekend and I'm scared, I have nowhere to go.
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Posted: Thu Jul 21, 2011 8:32 am
Alright, Kisa, you told me in PM you wanted to see this...so here you go  
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Posted: Thu Jul 21, 2011 8:33 am
Kisax127 I'm so frustrated, I think my stepmother is on drugs. She's kicking me out this weekend and I'm scared, I have nowhere to go. Wait, what? Usually there is a reason. Do you have any savings at all? What does your dad say about this?
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Posted: Thu Jul 21, 2011 8:38 am
I like the pics. biggrin Tell her good job on the cosplay~
Not really. Everything I've been doing has been pissing her off. It does not matter what I do.
This morning, I was eating cereal, and she ran up to me, took the bowel, threw it on the ground and it smashed everywhere. She then "lost her memory", "thought" it was me, blamed it on me, and made me clean it up and then grounded me FROM EATING. WTF?
She's been hurting me physically, too. I don't know what I'm doing wrong.
But she's kicking me out, and I have nowhere to go. My dad's left because she was hurting him, too. I tried contacting him, but no luck. I have only $100. I used to have a lot more but guess WHO STOLE ALL OF MY MONEY.
*frustration and hate*
I don't see how this woman is alive, she's MEAN to EVERYONE besides her own daughter. Which is not me.
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Posted: Thu Jul 21, 2011 8:42 am
I'm doing my laundry, packing the essentials.. I might just camp in a park until I find a place. I'm going to turn off my phone until needed, but I don't think I should bring my laptop. I'm bringing my Kaname plushie so I won't be alone..
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Posted: Thu Jul 21, 2011 8:54 am
Kisax127 I'm doing my laundry, packing the essentials.. I might just camp in a park until I find a place. I'm going to turn off my phone until needed, but I don't think I should bring my laptop. I'm bringing my Kaname plushie so I won't be alone.. You have no way of contacting your dad at all? It sounds like the two of you could possibly use eachother's moral support if nothing else right now
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Posted: Thu Jul 21, 2011 8:55 am
I called and left a voicemail.
When bad stuff happens, my dad just runs away.
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Posted: Mon Aug 15, 2011 6:29 pm
Everything that could have went on on, DID.
My sister ran away from home. I moved to Florida.
My best friend back-stabbed me and lied to all of my friends to make them hate me. Everyone in Ohio. Even my best friend WHO I JUST TOLD THEM I WAS IN LOVE WITH THEM SINCE FOREVER AND SHE TOLD ME SHE LOVED ME BACK BUT NOW SHE HATES ME.
Patrick broke up with me because he found out that I was seeing this guy. WHILE we were broken up before. But he still left me.
I don't know what to do. Everything... lost... I want to break. My entire family is mad at me for something I didn't do..
I want to leave and not come back. Anywhere, but Ohio or here.
I loved Patrick, and that friend. I'm crying and I have to stay strong but I can't do anything, I'm just watching my friends start to betray me..
I want to give up, but I know I shouldn't..
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Posted: Fri Dec 30, 2011 3:47 pm
This is my Patrick.  I know the other post says we broken up, but we got back together. A little after that. I've been super busy, and I'm just not in the mood to talk to people. He finally understood and we fixed everything.. Then about a couple of weeks later he told me that his doctor gave him medication for his heart, that his heart might fail.. I don't like thinking of time, but he died shortly after that.. Everyday, I still think of him and "I want my Patwick back!" screams inside me. I loved him for THREE years.. I was his Kisa-kitty.. I want to scream and cry. I need him. I want to be held in his arms and I want him to protect me and tell me I'm fine. Or will be fine. Then my best friend died, and her name is Becca. She's blind, or.. was. She had a disease, and before I told Patrick about it.
"Love conquers All."It does not.. but I really wish it did.. So now I don't even have my Becca.. I feel like I have no one to run to. Then there's someone who came into my life and he's helping me. I'm so grateful.. but I think I'm falling in love with him. I don't want to, I don't want to be hurt. I don't want my emotions try to fix stuff. This isn't right, but I'm experience the feeling of being in love. I wish I could just shut off my emotions, but I was told not to.. I am just trying to stay calm; my family life is messed right now and my stepmother is threatening to kick me out again. Gah..
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Posted: Sat Dec 31, 2011 9:46 am
Next time your stepmother hurts you- PRESS CHARGES!
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Posted: Sat Dec 31, 2011 8:03 pm
I've tried pressing charges, calling the police, but she just claimed self defense so I stayed a night in jail. I'd rather not have that happen again, but thank you for the advice. 3nodding
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Posted: Sat Dec 31, 2011 9:16 pm
Kisax127 I've tried pressing charges, calling the police, but she just claimed self defense so I stayed a night in jail. I'd rather not have that happen again, but thank you for the advice. 3nodding If you don't react and then call the cops- they aren't going to charge you. If you hit her at all- she can spin it. But if you're the only one the violence is acted upon- they'll arrest her. Eventually if you keep calling, they'll realize that something isn't right. I guess it just seems like there are things missing from what you're telling us.
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Posted: Sat Dec 31, 2011 9:24 pm
I'm not really wanting to let the world know about my family. I'm probably moving out soon, anyways, and I need to focus on that.
But thank you.
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Posted: Mon Jan 02, 2012 9:11 am
Quote: You are unforgettable. It's seldom a day goes by where your memory comes in passing, if nothing more in wake of pressing issues irreparably tied to the past. You have a heart of gold, usually the end of you. You're the type of person that you know you can always have faith in. Have faith in to stay true to you, and regardless of the outcome, well I can say that I have confidence that you'll have done what you can because your love made it important enough to do so. You are an old love, a crazy younger sister, and a mentor to me. Everyday I am thankful for what you have taught me. You and Zech have a gift for making me feel sane for at least a moment when my whole world comes crashing down at the bidding of all I can describe here as the reasons I say I am "religious." I'm sure that you get the hint. wink I am thankful that as I write, I can still hear your voice in some of the sweetest of tones I have been blessed to hear on the phone. You are truly special, and I know right after I get dumped, miles away from home in the city, I'll be able to hear your voice like a cat, embracing me the way that I imagine Toby would have.
Much love from Boston, bisous ♥
Nicholas //.^
P.s Nicky Wicky Poo is a damn good nickname. XD
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