|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 10:02 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Wed Jan 13, 2010 10:29 pm
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/posts/say/say_b1_p.gif) |
•·.·´¯`·.·•☾•·.·´¯`·.·•☾Kairi☽•·.·´¯`·.·•☽•·.·´¯`·.·• ===================================
When he had laid his hand on her shoulder she stayed where she ws. she didn't want to walk away really, but he didn't want to feel awkward with him. She seemed to bump into him alot in the last couple hours.
"It's just...when I was fourteen something very bad happened to me, my little brother, and my parents. You see, I don't talk because I'm split. It's nothing like what you and the other schitzophrenics have." she whispered to him.
"Think of being bipolar....one moment you are yourself and the next your not. Well, I am me all the time and I don't deal with a verbal alter ego. You can't tell the change even if you had a camera on me 24/7. All the while I could have switched about 30 times." she kinda trailed off.
"Well, when I was 14 a man killed my family and then he...." she swallowed hard. She'd never had had to say the word. "raped me, over and over again, and when he was through he beat me until he thought I was dead. However, I switched right before I should have been dead and half of me fought through. Well that half revived the other and that half remained the more 'vocal' part of me. Except when I talk my mind well, it brings back the memories of everything."
She looked at the floor, dropping his gaze. "You probably think I'm just a weak minded pshyco." she whispered. "It's just something triggered everything, like a ghost from old creepy horror movies, except he was real, I could feel him touching and petting and cooing to me all over again and I got mad. My second half wanted him to die and fought to fight his hands."
Her face fell again and she again in the same tone and mood her second half decided to show up, "I remembered everything from that night, the alcohol on his breath, the pain, and the false security, the shots fired that resounded through the bedrooms on either side of mine. I can remember the blood and everything....he didn't deserve to haunt me while I was awake and out of my dreams. I wouldn't let that F******* B****** do that, kill me again."
She had nearly began to cry. Both parts of her had chosen that, tey felt the disgust that both had felt and the pain that the other had dealt with. But there was a part that would never be explained by her files because when she changed, the doctors never noticed...and she never spoke. ================================================ •·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•X•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•
|
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
|
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/template/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/template/s.gif) |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 11:39 am
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 12:25 pm
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/posts/say/say_b1_p.gif) |
![User Image](https://i172.photobucket.com/albums/w20/Rhyan_Herron55005/Girls/ugo-1-1.jpg) •·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´☾Jackson Ray City ☽•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´ ✖ Don't take life so seriously, it isn't permanent.✖ ✖ Roses are Red, Voilets are Blue..✖ ══════════════════════════════════
Jackson smiled, picking up her mail, which was really packages, none of her family contacted her, mostly because she had killed her mother and they blamed her for her fathers death and now they hated her. She let the nurse cut open her packages and grinned, she smiled, seeing she had everything she wanted, it was a huge box and she had ordered things from Japan. She loved japan and all the wacky and delicious things they had. She started back to Jake, going to tell him she had to go pick up Pharmacy order's and wanted to know if he wanted to go with her. She headed to her room first, starting to take out the candy,art supplies, and random things she had gotten. First thing she did was grab a tin can out and popping it open. She had gotten candy from japan when she was younger and these little fruit drops had always been her favorite. She popped one in her mouth and smiled, tapping it against her tongue ring and chuckling as she shoved the can in her pocket and looked through the rest of the box, taking everything out and then going over and grabbing her messengers bag. She threw it in the corner of her bed, there was a black 'X' on the ceiling so they probably just thought she was packing up things instead of having them in the box but she couldn't be to careful. She had bought a ton of things but the messenger's bag was huge and if the doc let them go freely she could pack better, but she wanted to pack a few things in case. She started throwing cloths at the bag and threw everything she had just gotten into the bag, glancing around and grabbing her ipod wall charger throwing it in before shoving the bag under her bed and headed out the door, sucking on the fruit drop in her mouth, which tasted like watermelon, as she headed to ask Jake if he wanted to go. She saw Kairi crying and bit her lip, deciding she would go by herself for now, he needed to make friends with everyone so she would let him make her feel better. She turned on her heel, putting her Ipod in her ears and looking through the songs as she headed toward the drug store. She found Ice by LIGHTS and grinned as she started singing, glancing around as she walked and wondered how many bags she would have to carry this time.
══════════════════════════════════ ✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖ ✖ And so am I..✖
|
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
|
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/template/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/template/s.gif) |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 1:01 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 6:01 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 6:13 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 6:35 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 6:58 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 7:33 pm
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![User Image](https://i172.photobucket.com/albums/w20/Rhyan_Herron55005/Girls/ugo-1-1.jpg) •·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´☾Jackson Ray City ☽•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´ ✖ Don't take life so seriously, it isn't permanent.✖ ✖ Roses are Red, Voilets are Blue..✖ ══════════════════════════════════
Jackson pursed her lips, fiddling with the credit card in her pocket as she headed inside the drug store. It always smelled like bleach, and it made her wrinkle her nose as her eye's skimmed the shelves, she could buy whatever she wanted with her own money, which she had since her parents passed away and even if her family hated her one of her aunt's stilled gave her $50 dollars a month, she had always been her favorite. Scuffing her shoes against the floor she stopped in a hall that was full of candy and she sucked at the fruit drop in her mouth, grinning. Out of country candy was always better. She went to the back, waving to the guy who always worked when she got the orders from, his name was Dave. "Hey Jack-Jack!"He said happily, grinning as she pulled out a headphone and walked up to the counter, leaning on it. "Hey there Dave. Got the institutes pills?"She asked, raising an eyebrow before he rolled his eye's. "Yeah, have fun carrying around this crap."He said, walking into the back while Jackson tapped out beats on the counter. She looked about as strong as a noodle but she was stronger than she looked, and Dave had been surprised by that she had carried out two boxes of pills the first time she came to pick up the prescriptions. She grinned when Dave came back with the regular, 2 big boxes that she would have to haul back. She smiled, patting the boxes and signing that she picked them up before looking at Dave. "Hey man, gimmie a sec alright. I wanna get something real quick."She said, turning on her heel and making her way to the hall with the candy and picked up a bag of reesecups and some jolly ranchers, paying for them and grinning as she went back and grabbed the boxes. She always bought Seth his favorite candy while she picked up the meds so it was a friendly gesture. "See ya Dave!"She yelled, pushing the door open with her butt before making her way back toward the institute.
══════════════════════════════════ ✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖ ✖ And so am I..✖
|
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/posts/say/say_b3_p.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
|
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/template/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/template/s.gif) |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 7:44 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 7:56 pm
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
•·.·´¯`·.·•☾•·.·´¯`·.·•☾Kairi☽•·.·´¯`·.·•☽•·.·´¯`·.·• ===================================
She smiled at him when he sat and she answered Max's question first since he had asked first. "Max, my trustee....not you. My parents said they'd give word to the institute, my case worker, and send word to me through the mail when they had decided what they were going to do with me. I'll have to read the letter to find out." she answered slipping the ivory colored envelope that was at the edge of the box and pulling out the pages.
Dear Kairi,
I'm sorry dear, by Mr. Thompson and I have been discussing and thinking about what will happen when you return and if you return from HMI. You know that we both love you a lot but we aren't sure if we can keep you any longer. We are planning to stop the papers that we signed that we filed just a few days ago.
Our family can't suport you in the way that you need and with twins on the way, we aren't sure that is in their's, our's and your best interest. dear, what we are saying, is that we will not be taking you back. The doctors say that it is unlikely that you will be out before your 18th birthday anyway. I'm sorry dear. Mr. Thompson and I would like to wish you the best of luck.
Your grandmother has been given the address so to send you the rest of what she wishes. Keep faith dear, and may the lord bless you. Get well soon.
Signed, Mrs. Thompson
Kairi looked at the curly letters of Mrs. Thompson's signature and casually put it back in the envelope but not reuniting it with the box. Instead she tore it in half and through it away.
"No." she replied again not trying to sound like that had hurt her. "I won't....they won't have me back. They are having twins and don't think it's in the best interest for them." she said. "Yes, Jake I did get the chocolate." she said with a smile and sat back down beside him and relaxed.
================================================ •·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•X•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•
|
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/posts/say/say_b3_p.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/s.gif) |
|
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/template/s.gif) |
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/template/s.gif) |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Jan 14, 2010 8:07 pm
|
|
|
|
|
![](//graphics.gaiaonline.com/images/template/s.gif) |
|
|
|
|
|