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Posted: Fri Nov 13, 2009 2:48 pm
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Posted: Sat Nov 14, 2009 5:19 pm
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Posted: Sun Nov 15, 2009 4:24 pm
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Posted: Mon Nov 23, 2009 7:18 pm
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Posted: Sat Nov 28, 2009 2:22 pm
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Posted: Tue Dec 01, 2009 4:17 pm
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My, my...it's about time somebody made this. I used to fear death quite a lot, when I was younger. Actually, it was when I was an oober christian. I was led to believe that I would die at a young age, because I had high cholesterol {I used to live in Texas &3&} Anyways, I feared dieing every day and so, I did not live my life out to the fullest. That is to say, I was unable to do such a thing because of my fear. However...eventually I learned that it's something I should accept because, no matter what we do, people die. Now, it's not something that I think about all too much...though it is on my mind some days. When my heart gets all messed up, I find myself fearing what will happen when I die for a few minutes, but then I get over it and I realize that it doesn't matter. To me, death is inevitable and when I die, I will be going to my happy place...I don't care what I'm told, or where people say I'm going to go...because I know where I'm going. I'm going to my happy place with a lover and all of my friends...and I'll never be sad again! It'll be lots of fun! Then, about 1000 years later or so, i shall be reincarnated. yay!
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Posted: Wed Jan 06, 2010 8:40 am
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Posted: Wed Jan 06, 2010 8:46 am
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Tearstains My, my...it's about time somebody made this. I used to fear death quite a lot, when I was younger. Actually, it was when I was an oober christian. I was led to believe that I would die at a young age, because I had high cholesterol {I used to live in Texas &3&} Anyways, I feared dieing every day and so, I did not live my life out to the fullest. That is to say, I was unable to do such a thing because of my fear. However...eventually I learned that it's something I should accept because, no matter what we do, people die. Now, it's not something that I think about all too much...though it is on my mind some days. When my heart gets all messed up, I find myself fearing what will happen when I die for a few minutes, but then I get over it and I realize that it doesn't matter. To me, death is inevitable and when I die, I will be going to my happy place...I don't care what I'm told, or where people say I'm going to go...because I know where I'm going. I'm going to my happy place with a lover and all of my friends...and I'll never be sad again! It'll be lots of fun! Then, about 1000 years later or so, i shall be reincarnated. yay! Ah, heart issues, those are fun. I can relate. My whole family pretty much dies of heart attacks. Three out of four of my grandparents died that way, as well as several uncles. I've switched to not cholesterol butter, and try to keep my heart healthy, but every now and again I still get a small pain, and realize there is only so much I can do. But damn it, I am going to fight the damned thing. It's not so much I fear dying, I just don't want to die that way. If I had my choice it will be in my bed, fast asleep as an old hag.
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 11:54 am
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 3:22 pm
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Posted: Sun Jan 31, 2010 5:47 am
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Posted: Sun Jan 31, 2010 1:21 pm
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Posted: Sun Jan 31, 2010 1:39 pm
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Posted: Sun Jan 31, 2010 1:43 pm
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