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 Posted: Wed Nov 26, 2014 1:04 am
 Sela's Outfit: Daddy's shirt `❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´`❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´`❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´ As he woke up, sitting up, she slid down to his lap. She tilted her head curiously at him. "Why don't you feel well daddy?" she asked with a slightly worried tone. Her daddy was't feeling? That's not good! Maybe she should call mommy and have her come over ad take care of him like she takes care of her when she gets sick. "Hm? No, I'm not hungry," she replied with a small shake of her head. It's strange that she wasn't hungry this morning because normally she woke up starving. "Daddy, if you're not feeling well then we should have mommy come over. She's good at taking care of people when they're not feeling well," she suggested, not wanting to see her daddy looking so fragile.
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Posted: Wed Nov 26, 2014 2:07 am
 ✗ Sela, ✗ Shared link: ✗ Is in human form ✗ Link to journal: none currently ✗ Snooze/ Driving✗ Inspiration for newest work: Long Time Coming✗ Today's deadline: Edit Manuscript ═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═
AntisocialXxxTempermentalXxxBachelorXxxRomance Author
═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ Tyrese blinked at the younger bluenette, "Its just a sore throat hunny." He shifted her over to one leg as he turned forward on the couch, one hand massaging his throat while the other ruffled her hair and left it hanging in her eyes. "If you're not hungry, then go get ready for your bath. We're going to see mommy at ten." He rubbed the back of his neck and chuckled quietly, "I already talked to mommy. I'm going to be fine, daddy gets sick with this all the time so he already knows how to get better." If she wasn't hungry then he didn't have to start running up and down the stairs right away, he was too lazy to feed even himself right now. Bouncing his leg until she climbed off, he got up to run her bath, covering his mouth as he coughed. He left the room once the bath was filled and a towel left out for the toddler, taking the table down to the garage and clearing out the dishwasher. With his decorative room divider, he stretched it out between the bathroom door and his room. He wondered if Lil would want to be here, but decided he would fill her in later. "Sela, when you're finished put daddy;s shirt back on for a while, he has something to show you and doesn't want your clothes to get ruined.
『Estate #: 1504 Lumiere ┋Funds: $467.75』
『Temper┋Stress┋Happiness lvls:✎✎✎✎✎┋✎✎✎✎✎┋✎✎✎✎✎』
"My words are useless if they don't deconstruct the limitations that keep the creativity in you from flourishing." -TY HavensOut Of Chamomile:
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Posted: Wed Nov 26, 2014 2:37 am
Sela's Outfit: Daddy's shirt `❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´`❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´`❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´ Sela whined as he ruffled her hair, pushing it from her face as she looked back up at him. Her face fell, looking incredulous as he spoke of talking to her mommy without her. " What?! You talked to mommy without me? That's not fair!" she pouted, climbing off his lap and crossing her arms with a 'hmph'. How rude! She wouldn't talk to mommy without him! It was so unfair. She wanted to talk to mommy too. Still in a huff, she followed him to the bathroom and shimmied out of his shirt. Climbing into the tub, she sat down in the hot water and watched a blade of grass float on the surface of the water. Picking it up, she stared at it quizzically. Where did that come from? She doesn't remember going outside. Did she go outside before she fell asleep? It doesn't ring a bell. Shrugging she looked up as her daddy called to her. "Okay daddy!" she called back. What did he want to show her? Especially that could ruin her clothes! Curious, she finished her bath quickly, putting his shirt back on and running out of the bathroom looking for him.
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Posted: Wed Nov 26, 2014 3:37 am
✗ Sela, ✗ Shared link: ✗ Is in human form ✗ Link to journal: none currently ✗ Snooze/ Driving✗ Inspiration for newest work: Long Time Coming✗ Today's deadline: Edit Manuscript ═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═
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═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ Tyrese shuffled a laugh, "I was sitting right next to you while I talked to her, you were too sleepy to get up." He shrugged helplessly at fiddled with the wrapper on one of his ginger candies. When she scrambled out of the room after her bath, he settled down on one side of the room divider "Slow down miss lady, I'm right here. Sit down on the other side of this and daddy will teach you something important." He motioned to the divider as he folded his legs and ran one hand through his hair. It was a disheveled mess this morning but he was at home so who cared. Waiting on Sela to sit, he quickly checked the time. "Do you know what meditation is, Sela?"『 Estate #: 1504 Lumiere ┋ Funds: $467.75』 『 Temper┋Stress┋Happiness lvls:✎✎✎✎✎┋✎✎✎✎✎┋✎✎✎✎✎』"My words are useless if they don't deconstruct the limitations that keep the creativity in you from flourishing." -TY HavensOut Of Chamomile:
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Posted: Wed Nov 26, 2014 4:07 am
Sela's Outfit: Daddy's shirt `❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´`❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´`❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´ Looking up at him, she looked to the divider and then back at him. What was going on? Sela followed his instruction and sat on the other side of the divider. She was going to ask him what he wanted to teach her when he mentioned meditation. "That's where you sit in quiet for a really long time right?" she asked, having heard of the word before. Why did he want to teach her about meditation? Her life wasn't stressful, or at least she didn't think so. As far as she was concerned, her life was perfect and happy. Okay, maybe not perfect; but it was happy. Now she could call it almost perfect. Her parents weren't together, but they were getting close, she could feel it. Soon, they would be a real family.
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Posted: Wed Nov 26, 2014 1:33 pm
✗ Sela, ✗ Shared link: ✗ Is in human form ✗ Link to journal: none currently ✗ Snooze/ Driving✗ Inspiration for newest work: Long Time Coming✗ Today's deadline: Edit Manuscript ═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═
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═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ Tyrese chuckled, "It does involve being silent. To meditate you have to think about just one subject for as long as possible. Daddy is going to tell you what he wants you to think about. Then if you practice with mommy or me everyday for the next week, daddy will buy you a new toy OR book. Ok?" He explained, talking with slight pauses between each sentence to rest his voice. He then inhaled deeply, "First close your eyes. Then relax as much as possible...take slow deep breaths in through your mouth, then slowly exhale through your nose." He sighed slowly, closing his eyes but staying concentrated on Sela. He let her breath this way for a minute or so. "Okay, now I want you to imagine yourself. Just yourself, in an empty space in a nice peaceful environment. There are no walls, every direction goes on forever, you have all the freedom in the world." He instructed quietly, staying just at an auditable level where Sela didn't have to strain to hear him but wasn't distracted by his voice. "Now daddy wants you to imagine a wolf there with you. The nice one that you like. She's the only other thing with you. Take a very, very close look at her. The color of her fur and eyes, how long her fur is, and how big she is. You don't have to be afraid, I want you to try to look and tell daddy how she feels right now."『 Estate #: 1504 Lumiere ┋ Funds: $467.75』 『 Temper┋Stress┋Happiness lvls:✎✎✎✎✎┋✎✎✎✎✎┋✎✎✎✎✎』"My words are useless if they don't deconstruct the limitations that keep the creativity in you from flourishing." -TY HavensOut Of Chamomile:
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Posted: Wed Nov 26, 2014 9:18 pm
Sela's Outfit: Daddy's shirt `❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´`❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´`❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´ Even though he couldn't see it, she nodded an 'okay' to him. Sela closed her eyes as instructed, taking the slow deep breaths he wanted her to take. She did feel kind of peaceful doing this. How was it that just taking a deep breath like this was able to calm someone down so easily? How could a simple intake of air do so much? Oh! Focus. She needed to focus. Herself. She needed to focus on herself in an open space. Peaceful environment. Peaceful place. Peaceful place. Where was a peaceful place to her? One that goes on forever and gives her freedom. She soon found herself in a meadow of flowers. Tall grass and the sweet smell of flora all around. Sela smiled. Wolf. The nice wolf. She's there too. She's in the field with her. Sela could see the white body trotting towards her. It was easy to make out in the sunny field she was standing in. She felt the nervous beat of her heart as she saw the creature getting closer. She didn't really want it near her, even if it was the nice one. Either way, they scared her. Dropping to her knees, she trembled as she watched it get closer. When it was finally came up to her, she stared up into her face as she stared back. Her yellow eyes bore into her very being as her white fur swayed to the rhythm of the wind. The wolf plopped down into a sitting position and continued to stare at her with an unwavering gaze. Why was she staring at her like that? The wolf laid down and placed her head on Sela's lap. "She's...laying in my lap," Sela mumbled as she watched herself pet the thick, white fur. A few long moments of petting before the wolf's ears stood up at attention. Her yellow eyes flashed opened and brought her head up, turning it to look over her shoulder. She could feel the fur bristle under her hand. "Something's coming..." she whispered as the world around her grew dark and the wind picked up. "Daddy, I'm scared!" she whimpered as her brows drew together.
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Posted: Thu Nov 27, 2014 4:32 am
✗ Sela, ✗ Shared link: ✗ Is in human form ✗ Link to journal: none currently ✗ Snooze/ Driving✗ Inspiration for newest work: Long Time Coming✗ Today's deadline: Edit Manuscript ═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═
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═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ Tyrese listened for Sela's answer, opening his eyes and looking at the paper thin material placed between them meant to deepens immersion. His aunt used it for him, so...supposedly it worked by blocking out the rest of the world. It didn't seem entirely untrue since it was successful with Sela right now. So far things were good, despite sensing her initial hesitation things seemed fine now. Which was short lived when he thought he would get through this. This wasn't right. The way she described it before, the white wolf usually turned into the black one. Which made sense: her wolf would have demon blood as well. However, something was coming, being an observer on the side he sensed a creeping feeling from his daughter. This didn't make sense. "Just a little longer, Sela. No...it's okay, just open you eyes." He sighed, taking a new course of action. He thought this was the best way to train her to bond with her wolf, but not if something began to terrify her. Pushing the divided by its hinges, he moved it out of the way and scooped Sela into his lap. He wondered if it was possible to have more than one wolf? In her inner mind where she could connect with her other form, nothing or no one else was supposed to appear. He stroaked the toddler's hair, "Its okay, daddy is here to protect you." He called gently. Yet, he was confused. He should have pushed her to see what it was first. Sighing, he kissed top of her head. "Sela, are you okay?"『 Estate #: 1504 Lumiere ┋ Funds: $467.75』 『 Temper┋Stress┋Happiness lvls:✎✎✎✎✎┋✎✎✎✎✎┋✎✎✎✎✎』"My words are useless if they don't deconstruct the limitations that keep the creativity in you from flourishing." -TY HavensOut Of Chamomile:
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Posted: Thu Nov 27, 2014 2:10 pm
Sela's Outfit: Daddy's shirt `❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´`❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´`❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´ As the world around her grew darker and darker, Sela looked down at the white wolf, hoping she'd protect her. She quickly withdrew her hand when she noticed the white fur turning gray and getting darker. With a gasp, she scrambled away from the canine. Turning its head, the wolf looked back at her with red eyes and slowly lifted itself onto its feet. Sela trembled in fear, thinking she knew what was going to happen next. Just like her nightmares, it was going to attack her. In the distance she could hear her daddy's voice echoing around her to open her eyes, but she couldn't. The now black wolf bared her teeth at the toddler as she lowered herself into stalking position. Sela backed away, whimpering and putting her hands out in defense. With the howling wind she was sure she could hear laughing. Laughing? Who could possibly be laughing? Why are they laughing? Behind the wolf Sela could see the clouds forming into a what looked like a face began to take shape. The wolf advanced on her. Sela screamed and scrambled around in her daddy's arms. She could feel a hand on her head, stroking her hair. Crying, she buried herself into his arms, shaking her head repeatedly. "I don't wanna do that anymore daddy! Don't make me do it anymore," she cried, curling up as close as she could to him, trying to hide herself from the world.
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Posted: Thu Nov 27, 2014 4:42 pm
✗ Sela, ✗ Shared link: ✗ Is in human form ✗ Link to journal: none currently ✗ Snooze/ Driving✗ Inspiration for newest work: Long Time Coming✗ Today's deadline: Edit Manuscript ═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═
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═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ Tyrese frowned down at Sela, hugging her to his chest, "Daddy won't make you do it again, I promise." He got up and moved to his bed, picking up his cell phone and dialing Lillian. "Lets talk to mommy and tell her to meet us for lunch." He handed her the phone, leaning back on his pillow as he rubbed her back. It was better they didn't try that for a while, they had to start somewhere different. He was starting to think Sela needed Lillian's influence in this too, of course their daughter needed both of them. 『 Estate #: 1504 Lumiere ┋ Funds: $467.75』 『 Temper┋Stress┋Happiness lvls:✎✎✎✎✎┋✎✎✎✎✎┋✎✎✎✎✎』"My words are useless if they don't deconstruct the limitations that keep the creativity in you from flourishing." -TY HavensOut Of Chamomile:
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Posted: Thu Nov 27, 2014 5:22 pm
Sela's Outfit: Daddy's shirt `❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´`❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´`❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´ Sela sniffled and buried her face further into her daddy's chest. His hand on her back was comforting but she was still terrified beyond belief about what she saw. Rubbing her tear stained face, she grabbed the phone and held it to her ear. Mommy. She wanted her mommy right now. Being with her mommy is what she wanted. She was scared and she knew her mommy would make her feel better. She heard the phone being picked up, "Mommy..."
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Posted: Thu Nov 27, 2014 10:14 pm
✗ Sela, ✗ Shared link: ✗ Is in human form ✗ Link to journal: none currently ✗ Snooze/ Driving✗ Inspiration for newest work: Long Time Coming✗ Today's deadline: Edit Manuscript ═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═
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═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ Tyrese was still deep in thought when Lillian picked up the phone and his attention was divided. He let Sela talk first, listening quietly and hoping their daughter would say something to better help him understand what happened. Was it a second wolf that came...? It was obvious they didn't have the full picture here. There was two of something, that much was certain. Something that made her wolf's eyes go from yellow to red... and the fur from white to black. How could that happen unless there were two separate wolves? And why would one turn, essentially, on itself? Sela and her wolf, or wolves, were one in the same. It was possible she could lose control over it, or them, but that was never the same as one side turning on the other. He was so lost right now, he couldn't explain this to himself in any sensible way. 『 Estate #: 1504 Lumiere ┋ Funds: $467.75』 『 Temper┋Stress┋Happiness lvls:✎✎✎✎✎┋✎✎✎✎✎┋✎✎✎✎✎』"My words are useless if they don't deconstruct the limitations that keep the creativity in you from flourishing." -TY HavensOut Of Chamomile:
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Posted: Thu Nov 27, 2014 10:40 pm
Sela's Outfit: Daddy's shirt `❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´`❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´`❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´ "Daddy was having me meditate and I was able to pet that white wolf I told you about. But...But..." her voice began to crack as she remembered what happened. Sela sniffled as she rubbed her eyes so her new tears wouldn't fall. "But she changed again," she continued as she swallowed the urge to cry. "And then I saw a face. It was...scary. It-It looked like a monster...A demon." Sela buried her face back into her daddy's chest, still holding the phone to her ear as she sniffled again.
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Posted: Fri Nov 28, 2014 1:50 am
✗ Sela, ✗ Shared link: ✗ Is in human form ✗ Link to journal: none currently ✗ Snooze/ Driving✗ Inspiration for newest work: Long Time Coming✗ Today's deadline: Edit Manuscript ═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═
AntisocialXxxTempermentalXxxBachelorXxxRomance Author
═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ ║═ Tyrese looked down at Sela, trying to guess what she and the woman on the phone had going through their minds. He folded his legs Indian style, squeezing the bluenette reassuringly tighter when she would sniff and splutter through her words. He wasn't sure he was connecting all the right dots, but he knew instantaneously that "demon" was a significant key word in her dialogue. The face of a demon, and her wolf had changed. Should Lil know about this? Did she, like a shifter had an animal side, have a demon side with a semi-persona of its own? He didn't even want to think it was like the...thing Lysander had. No, that was the worst possible scenario. So then, what was this? As Lil urged their daughter to describe it more, he nodded encouragingly and continued to rub her back slowly. 『 Estate #: 1504 Lumiere ┋ Funds: $467.75』 『 Temper┋Stress┋Happiness lvls:✎✎✎✎✎┋✎✎✎✎✎┋✎✎✎✎✎』"My words are useless if they don't deconstruct the limitations that keep the creativity in you from flourishing." -TY HavensOut Of Chamomile: yeah overall it was great. Hbu?
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Posted: Fri Nov 28, 2014 2:45 am
Sela's Outfit: Daddy's shirt `❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´`❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´`❀.¸¸.❀´¯`❀.¸¸.❀´ Describe it? How was she supposed to describe it? Why did she have to?! It was so scary! Looking up at her daddy as he sat up, she chewed on her cheek before finally relenting. "I only saw its face...Like it was part of the clouds. Its face was long, and it had four horns that curved towards its face, and it has a big creepy grin like the Cheshire cat from Alice in Wonderland, and its teeth were sharp and sparked like when you hit rocks together..." her voice began to waiver when she went silent, sniffling and nodding slowly before handing the phone up to her daddy.
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