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Posted: Thu Oct 21, 2010 10:32 pm
He felt the corner of his mouth twitch as he tried to suppress his anger. Whenever his late wife was mentioned, it seemed like his emotions raged out of control. He hated it, felt like he was losing control. That's why he never talked about her, why he was grateful when no one ever mentioned her. Even after all those years, it still hurt too much. When she asked what made him think the slave would fight for more, he frowned. His parents had been killed before Violetta had been born, shortly before he'd met her mother. "No, they won't," he told her. Shaking his head, he glanced off to the side before looking back to her. "Do you ever wonder why you have no grandparents? Because they did exactly what you want me to do. And do you know what happened? The slaves took control. They killed my parents and my older brother. They would have killed me too if one of the maids hadn't helped get me away." He shook his head again before running a hand through his graying brown hair. This was one argument he knew was going to be a lose-lose. He couldn't bring himself to give the slaves more rights but that would upset Violetta. Sighing deeply, he told her, "If I had any way of guaranteeing our safety and security, I would give them more rights. But I know that there are some slaves here who would take advantage of those rights to try to gain more and more and I will not risk that." Turning away from her, he walked back behind his desk and took his seat, the papers and books blocking his view of her, effectively ending the discussion.
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2010 6:13 pm
Tell me, what is a human worth without a heart?There had to be a good reason behind why he was acting this way. She blinked when he mentioned her grandparents. What did they have to do with any of this? Her eyes narrowed with confusion before she bit her lip. He did have a good reason, but the slaves would rebel sooner or later and then it would be worse.. much worse. Opening her mouth to say something, he then continued, making her shut her mouth once more.
This conversation had gotten them nowhere but she had finally found out what had happened to her grandparents.. it explained why he never spoke of them as well. Lowering her head, she closed her eyes as he turned away from him. Violetta didn't bother to say anything else.. there was no point in it. Backing out of the room, she then slowly closed the door behind her and it softly creaked. Brandon wouldn't kill her.. and some of the other slaves were the same at least that's what she thought. The slave driver was probably the worst person she had ever met.
Shaking her head, she brushed her bangs away from her face, revealing both of her eyes as she then made her way up the stairs. He would probably still be sleeping but she really had nothing else to do, so she would check up on him. Opening the door quietly, she stepped inside and closed it softly before walking over to the bed and sitting down on the edge of the bed, trying to be as silent as possible. He looked somewhat peaceful at the moment.. Looking down at the ground, she rested her head in her hands. It seemed like she would never get anywhere in this world. For mine seems to have been destroyed.
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2010 11:04 pm
Brandon slept deeply, so deeply that he did not even awaken when Violetta sat down beside him. Normally, he would have awakened and probably jumped up from fright. He'd had very bad experiences that involved being woken up on or in a bed by his master or mistress. In fact, though he did not wake up, his mind was still aware of the shift beneath him. Or his subconscious was. Within his mind, a picture formed. He blinked, looking around the darkness that surrounded him. He wasn't wearing the torn shirt and black pants he'd last been wearing. Now, he wore a red shirt made of fine silk and silk trousers that looked more expensive than anything he'd ever worn. Suddenly, he was falling. With a grunt, he landed on a king size bed with a white, down comforter draped over it. Frowning in confusion, he looked down at the bed, then around. As he watched, a whole room faded into view. A window against the wall to his right. A carved wooden wardrobe straight ahead, beside the door that led, he somehow knew, to the bathroom. On his left was a door that led out to the hallway beside a fancy wooden vanity with a gold-rimmed mirror. "Brandon." He turned his head when he heard a feminine voice say his name but he saw no one. He was just about to climb off the bed when he felt hands lay on his shoulders. Jerking his head around, he found himself staring into the face of one of his old mistress's. He immediately broke out into a nervous sweat as he realized which mistress this was. Despite his fear, and nausea, at what he knew was to come, he didn't pull away as he felt her gently kneading his shoulders, then her kissing the side of his neck. He closed his eyes, trying to block out the feel of her touches. It wasn't as if he had any choice. After all, he was just a slave. Following her movements as she forced him to lay down on his back, he shuddered as he felt the cool air of the room rush over his skin as she opened the front of his shirt, her fingertips roaming over his chest. "Come now, Brandon. It isn't all that bad." His eyes snapped open as the voice changed. The face before him had changed and suddenly he found himself staring into Violetta's eyes. In the waking world, he did not stir. The only sign of his nightmare was a quiet whimper and the slightest trembling of his hands.
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Posted: Fri Oct 22, 2010 11:28 pm
Tell me, what is a human worth without a heart?She was glad that he was getting some rest though.. after everything that had happened to him, he needed it. Sighing, she looked up at the ceiling as Ebony licked her kittens clean. She was definitely a caring mother but as far as she knew, they kittens had never known their father or had seen very little of him. It reminded her situation with her parents except it was the opposite. Her father had always cared for her and her sister. They never had anything to complain about.. and they could have all they they wanted but Violetta had always preferred to stay outside in the sun while her sister loved to shop.
Of course Violetta liked a few dresses.. but her sister was the beautiful one of the two though she had never mentioned it to her. They got along just fine. Told each other secrets and so on up until she go married. Violetta barely saw her now a days and from what she knew she was already pregnant with her second child which was probably why she didn't come to visit. Lowering her head, she heard a low whimper. Glancing over at Brandon, she noticed his hands were shaking slightly. Something wasn't right... "Brandon?" she called out softly but that obviously wouldn't be enough to wake him up.
Reaching over, she gently placed her hand on his. Maybe it would comfort him. She wasn't sure if he was having a nightmare or simply nervous in his dream.. but either way, she wanted to make sure he was alright though he did need his rest. Sighing, she slowly let go and closed her eyes as she looked away from him once more. Waking him up now would mean he didn't get enough rest and he needed that if he wanted to get better. For mine seems to have been destroyed.
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5Bulletproof-Marshmellows
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Posted: Sat Oct 23, 2010 3:09 pm
Brandon, however, did not quiet down. Instead, his trembling spread up his arms until he almost looked like he was shivering. His whimpering had become louder as well, and he started turning his head from one side to the other back. His dreams had progressed and, even in his sleep, he felt sick to his stomach. His face had even taken on the slightly pale tinge that people sometimes got when they were on the verge of being sick. From beneath his closed lids, tears formed before rolling slowly down his cheeks. Whatever he was dreaming about, it was obvious he was getting no rest anyway. Rather, he was being tormented by memories and fears, as per usual. It was rare that he would sleep without being disturbed by something. ((Oh gosh. So short. ))
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 12:12 pm
Tell me, what is a human worth without a heart?Violetta couldn't help but worry now as he started to tremble even more. A nightmare perhaps? Biting her lip, she wiped away the tears that were on his cheeks now and shook his shoulder gently. "Brandon, wake up." her voice was a bit louder though. It seemed like he could never get a good night's sleep. She didn't even want to think of all the things that could have possibly happened to him.
"It's just a dream." she added, almost hovering over him now, waiting for him to wake up. Shaking his shoulders slightly, her face was covered with concern.. she was worried about him. She never thought she would be able to care for someone, even like a friend, and yet here she was. A chill ran down her spine as she looked down at him. What if she would never be able to give him the life he deserved?
He most likely wanted to see his family again but she had no knowledge of them. She didn't even know his last name. She barely knew anything at him.. Violetta closed her eyes for a moment before she was pulled out of her thoughts. For mine seems to have been destroyed. ((It's okay, mine isn't that long either. I feel sorry for him >.< ))
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 2:12 pm
((There's only so much a person can do when their character is asleep)) Brandon didn't, at first, seem as if he would wake up but, after a minute, his eyes snapped open. His eyes were unfocused and it was impossible to tell what he was seeing. His eyes darted over to Violetta before he jolted up, crying out and only to be forced back down by the pain. Lowering himself back to the bed, he closed his eyes and took in several deep but shaky breaths. When he opened his eyes again, they were focused and clear. He knew what had happened, and what hadn't happened. It had all been a dream, a nightmare. Granted, it wasn't as damaging as some of the other nightmares he'd had, because it wasn't a memory, but it was still bad. His fears ate away at him despite how much he tried to force them down. He couldn't escape them even more than he could escape his memories. Looking back over at Violetta, he wondered what she was thinking. Did she think he was some poor, unfortunate soul, tortured by his past? Did she think him someone that needed to be locked up as a madman? In all honesty, he was, to some degree, a bit of both, in his opinion anyway. He quickly looked away again, suddenly unable to hold her gaze. Despite the fact that he was just her slave, and that he would most likely have several more masters before his time came, he did not want her to think badly of him.
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 2:33 pm
Tell me, what is a human worth without a heart?She pulled away once his eyes opened but her eyes widened when he jolted up. "It's okay, it was a dream." she told him, placing her hand gently on his shoulder to make sure he stayed down. He would only reopen the wounds if he kept doing that. Violetta moved her hand away and got up. Did he want to be alone? She never knew with him... she honestly didn't. The fact that he didn't speak made it all the more harder. Realizing that he was looking at her again, she didn't know what to say. It seemed like she had scared him at first.. but now he was a bit more calmer.
When he looked away, she slowly got up. "I'm sorry if I startled you." she told him and she walked over to the window that was to the right side of the bed. Resting her head against the glass, she gently tapped her fingers against it. Swallowing, she closed her eyes and shivered. Violetta didn't have anything against Brandon but she knew he could. She didn't know what to do anymore. He was.. complicated.. to read and usually she didn't have a problem with that.
Moving over to the other end of the bed, she sat down on the edge. "I could find your family if you want.. and I'm sure I could convince my father to let you go. I just.. need to at least know what your last name is.. or anything you remember about them." he obviously wasn't happy here with her and she doubted he would be happy with another person controlling him left and right, so what was the point of him staying? Lowering her gaze to the floor, she kept her back to him. For mine seems to have been destroyed.
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 2:55 pm
Brandon looked back to Violetta before looking down at her hand on his shoulder, then back to her. If only it was just a dream. Unfortunately, it seemed his fears had melded with one of his memories. That sometimes happened but not often. Usually it was one or the other. He shuddered as he remembered what the dream had been about. Violetta would never use him like that. She was good and kind and she cared about other people. She wouldn't use him like some of the others had. He had to believe that. When she pulled her hand away and got up, he continued to silently watch when. When she apologized about possibly startling him, he carefully shook his head. His injuries were on his back but it seemed any movement could agitate them so he kept his movements slow and steady. As she walked around to the window, his eyes followed her, his ears picking up the quiet sound of her fingers against the window. When she shivered -yes, he noticed- he frowned. It wasn't cold in the room -he would know, considering he still wasn't wearing a shirt. He did find it slightly inappropriate but he didn't dare move to put it on, not that it would do much good with its back torn open. As she moved to the other side of the bed and sat down, he turned his head completely towards her. At her words, he listened but frowned, not entirely sure what to make of it. She could find his family and might have been able to convince her father to let him go. He opened his mouth as if to speak but then shut it again. Even if he did speak, he didn't know what to say. The possibility of seeing his parents again was something he had never dared to hope for. And yet, he could see that she needed him. She was obviously upset at the thought of him leaving. So, reaching out, he carefully took hold of her hand, small and soft within the hold of his larger, much rougher hand. So long as she needed him, he wasn't going anywhere.
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 3:15 pm
Tell me, what is a human worth without a heart?Closing her eyes, her eyes watered though she didn't know why. Opening them would only cause tears to roll down her cheeks, so she left them closed. Crying had never been something she liked to do for attention or otherwise. Biting her lower lip, she slowly let out a soft long breath of air that she had been holding in her lungs. She waited for his response and yet it didn't come.. not at first at least.
Feeling his hand against her own, she opened her eyes, thankfully the tears didn't roll down her cheeks. Swallowing, she moved her head to look over her shoulder. Looking at the sheets for a few moments, she then looked over at him to find that he was watching her. For a moment she hesitated before her fingers moved to gently wrap around his hand. His hand was so much bigger than her own and let she found comfort in the gesture. A small, soft smile appeared on her lips before she finally realized he still didn't have a shirt.
Averting her gaze from his own, she then spoke, "I should probably get you a shirt." she said as she wiped away a tear that was threatening to roll down her cheek. Slowly she got up and turned her head away from him and pulled her hand away from his reluctantly. "I'll be right back." Violetta told him before she walked over to the door, walked out, and closed it behind her. Servants were constantly walking through this hall since the bedrooms were here. Stopping a butler, she asked him to bring up a shirt for Brandon, guessing that he was a size large due to how tall he was and his shoulders.
Walking back into the room, she gently closed the door behind her and picked up the ripped shirt as one of the kittens was trying to get up onto the bed next to Brandon, causing her to smile. For mine seems to have been destroyed.
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 3:31 pm
When Violetta turned to look at him after he'd taken her hand, Brandon frowned when he saw the tears in her eyes. He would have brushed them away but he couldn't reach without sitting up and he couldn't do that because of his back. Well, at least his old scars hadn't opened up again. He was glad for that. Reopened scars always healed more slowly and worse than fresh injuries. That was something he'd learned many times. When her fingers wrapped, or tried to wrap, around his hand, he smiled weakly but warmly. He was still very tired, a combination of his body trying to heal the wounds on his back and his exhaustion prior to that, as well as his lack of a decent night's sleep or even a nap. It seemed to him like his body and mind were constantly at war with each other, and his mind usually won the battles. The day that his mind won the war, as he was sure it would do, he'd kill himself. He was not going to be locked up in an asylum. When she looked away, he frowned in confusion before realizing and looking down at his bare chest. The scar that ran horizontally across his stomach was obvious, dark against his pale skin. Normally, he was very pale but the years spent working in the sun had turned most of his skin a nice tan color that most women found attractive. As she got up, he looked back to her, regretting when she pulled her hands from his but not trying to stop her. At her words that she would be back, he simply nodded, watching her walk to the door and out. While he waited, he glanced around the room before feeling a tug on the sheet beneath him. Carefully peering over the edge of the bed, he smiled as he saw one of the kittens trying to climb up onto the bed. When the door opened and closed, he looked up again to see that his mistress had returned. Seeing her smile, he smiled as well before turning his attention back to the kitten. Being cautious not to hurt himself, he reached over and took hold of the tiny cat, lifting it up and placing it on the bed beside him.
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 3:52 pm
Tell me, what is a human worth without a heart?The little ball of fluff started to purr loudly as he weaved himself under Brandon's hand wanting the attention to be on him. She was about to walk over to the two when she heard a knock on the door. Opening it, it was the butler.. who had returned rather quickly. "Thanks." she said softly before taking the clean dark blue shirt and closing the door. Rubbing her neck, she guessed he would need help putting it on.. or he could wait until later to put it on.. it was up to him really.
"I wasn't quite sure what size you had.." she told him before walking up to the bed as she unfolded the shirt. "So I asked for a large." holding the shirt up, she realized it was another button up shirt. "Hopefully it will fit.. if not, I can always ask for another one." shrugging, she sat down on the edge of the bed again. "Do you want some help putting it on.. or do you want to wait?" she asked him before biting her lip, a small blush creeping up to her cheeks. She could only hope he wouldn't notice it.
Violetta waited for his answer as she glanced over at the kitten that seemed rather happy. Ebony was still in the basket, licking the rest of them clean. She was sure she was going to take the young ones hunting soon. What was she going to do with six cats in her room? They would probably find different homes on the property. The barn even.. though they would always be welcome during the winter. For mine seems to have been destroyed.
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 4:07 pm
Smiling down at the kitten, Brandon stroked the tiny creature's back, grinning as the purring became louder. He had most of his attention on the kitten, still aware of Violetta in the room, but looked up when he heard a knock at the door. He watched as the door was opened to reveal a man, probably a butler or something. After she had thanked the man and taken the shirt from him, the door was closed again. She then proceeded to rub her neck. He assumed that was a nervous habit. When she admitted that she didn't know what size he was, he smiled, amused for reasons he couldn't understand. She told him she got a large and opened it up. He was sure that was about his size. He'd never really paid attention to what size he was, simply wearing whatever clothes he was given whether they be too small, too large or just right. When she told him she'd ask for another if it didn't fit, he forced himself not to frown. It was commonsense to ask for another if it didn't fit but he didn't want to be a bother to anyone. She sat down and when she asked if he wanted help putting it on or if he wanted to wait, he raised an eyebrow. Did she honestly expect him to answer? But his attention was quickly diverted when he noticed the blush on her cheeks. He tilted his head, curious about what she could possibly find embarrassing. It had never occurred to him that she would find his lack of a shirt embarrassing. Even though he didn't think she would taken advantage of him, it had never crossed his mind that she may never have seen a shirtless man before. ((g2g T.T ))
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 4:55 pm
Tell me, what is a human worth without a heart?Well, the size seemed about right. Biting her lip, she looked away when she realized that he probably had noticed her blush. Swallowing, she waited for his answer but of course, it never came. She had at least been expecting him to nod or shake his head but he didn't do anything except watch her. That wasn't the most comforting feeling, and yet nothing about it seemed to disturb him.
The kitten crawled across the sheets, batting his little paws at a nonexistent mouse. He was the best distraction she could think of, so she watched him instead, as she nervously bit her lower lip, hoping that the blush had subsided. It wasn't just the fact that he was shirtless.. it was that he was shirtless and in her bed. She could only imagine what the butler might have thought but she could only hope that he would keep those thoughts to himself.
Glancing over at Brandon again, she handed the shirt over to him that way he at least had something. Sure the bandages did come around to the front but it wasn't like they covered him completely. Fiddling with a strand of her hair to keep herself busy, she then looked back down at the wandering kitten who seemed to be having the time of his life. For mine seems to have been destroyed.
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5Bulletproof-Marshmellows
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Posted: Sun Oct 24, 2010 11:12 pm
Brandon continued to watch Violetta until she looked down at the kitten. He too turned his attention to the little cat. He smiled as the creature batted at some invisible bit of prey. Already he knew the kitten would grow into a fine hunter. But he still had a long way to go. Looking back to Violetta, he blinked when she handed him the shirt. He looked at it before looking back up at her. It seemed to him that she was trying to tell him something and he wasn't nearly that dull. So, carefully, he pulled his arm into one of the sleeves. Now, he had to get it under him somehow. He frowned. There was no way he could get the shirt on without sitting up or at least pushing himself up and just the thought of doing either made his back hurt. Looking back to Violetta, he saw her watching the kitten again. He must have been very embarrassing if she was so blatantly ignoring him, for the moment anyway. He wasn't even sure why she was embarrassed. Most of his torso was covered by bandages. But, then, maybe it was the thought of him being shirtless that embarrassed her. Well it wasn't like he could do anything about it without her help. So, he sighed deeply before trying to push himself up. But the moment he did so, he had to stop and relax again. There was no way he could do it on his own.
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