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Kirie BlackDiamond Vice Captain
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 Posted: Fri Jun 04, 2010 8:40 am
 ~ Rebecca Catalina Havoc ~
With all the group.
She nodded to what her husband said " Yeah, its true, you just need to say the right thing, and we can melt so easy " giggled, and holding her husband hand smiling, hearing to what Hughes and Roy were saying, when Roy asked to her, she sighed deeply " I dont think she will be happy without you, when she left, she did, in a pretty depressing state " said softly " but, I think that Im starting to understand what happened " said again, while thinking " She lost her identity again, she was starting to be just your shadow." said softly and let in go of Jean, she touched Roy in his arm " I will tell you something..." took a lot of air " I always saw Riza as a though woman, but our meetings to go shopping, to go walk around, eat or drink something, used to tell me that she was trying to keep in concact with herself, I always envied her, because of that, I didnt realized how hard was for her, keep that, not until I saw her crying so sad once " sighed " I wanted to know....then I met Jean...and found out, how she was feeling " said softly " Roy, when I met Jean I realized that I had my half, in who I was able to lay my fears, I was able to be me..Rebecca...just me, not a soldier, just a woman, Jean turned in my rest to a hard day of work, my batteries to keep going " smiled to Jean and denyed " but he does, because just hearing his voice saying my name, and whispering me "I love you" is enough to make me feel filled and new " sighed again " but what happen, when you keep all that for yourself...you will reach the point of pain, that you can handle it, because you are numb enough to dont feel any, because is too much...she did kept everything for herself, forcing herself to be strong, to be unbreakable...forcing herself to transform in a wall of iron, impossible to enter through, enclosing her weaker emotions, to keep you safe, but, the truth behind all that, is that she loved you since the very start, and she knew that for your safety, and her safety, she had to sacrifice the happyness she wanted, but I can guess that she decided to leave, just when she felt she couldnt stand it anymore " said softly " the wall cracked for so much pressure...and finally, her emotions came to view, she, that was though as hell, always strong, was screaming for a rest..." closed her eyes and took more air " with her father, she was always...."the teacher Hawkeye's daughter"...with you..."1st Lt Hawkeye", "Lt"....."your Loyal right hand"...all kinds of names, less the one she wanted "Riza Hawkeye" " said finally." she needs you, but as herself...so I dont think she is really enjoying her vacations, she might be almost climbing the walls, thinking that you are without her protection" smiled " but she need love, need to feel releaved and calm, she might be tired of be strong...she need you to be strong for her now" ((-.- not that good as the first one ;-; ))
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Posted: Fri Jun 04, 2010 7:03 pm
( Oh my Riza...Im sorry but the first thing I thought was..."my, that woman wrote so much...too bad im gunna skim and scan for my name.." But then I read it through...^ ^)
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Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 12:30 pm
"I'm just going to sleep wake me when we get to the station." Roy closed his eyes and leaned against the cold glass of the window. He doubt he would be able to actually sleep but perhaps if he kept his eyes closed long enough he might pass the time faster. Roy ajusted him self to rest more comfortly against the window. (( I want to skep ahead to arieing at the train station, sorry its a short post.))
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Posted: Wed Jun 09, 2010 12:25 pm
the rest of the night was silent, each meditating and thinking about many things, others sleeping, deep inside, everyone was nervous, how were going to work out things?.
For Grumman, maybe was a nostalgic trip, because he were on his way to the last place his daughter saw, Elizabeth Hawkeye (random name, that I decided should be good), was already ill, when she was pregnant of Riza, and the reason why Berthold and she moved away from city, is because she asked it.
//Flash Back//
"Dad, is not that I dont want any medical assistance..." said the young woman smiling "I will rest there, and have peaceful days with Berth..." said caressing her belly, with a tender smile, took the old man hands " Come on, you will be grandpa!!!! " said trying to cheer him up "You will love our house!!!, its amazing" said happy, almost jumping for the joy.
//End//
Most of the memories were happy, well, at least, until was getting impossible for her to walk, hardly had the energy to give birth to the beautiful baby girl, but Elizabeth never stopped smiling...never.
The first lights of the day were in amazing colors, the sun began to rise again, in the mountains, the huge green fields, where the grass looked soft like velvet, the clouds were projecting their shadows giving different shades of green, far away could be seen herds of cows or sheeps, leafy trees, every few miles, and further, the mountains with white peaks, the cold fresh air, came through the train windows, slowly, behind a hill, could be seen, a town, the same town, the same quiet place, that Grumman, Roy and Rebecca saw once in their past.
The train whistle announced that the station was near, finally, there, the machine began to slow down gradually, to finally stop in front of the platform, could be heard only the wind in the trees, and the few people steps, that were at that time descending or taking the train.
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Kirie BlackDiamond Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jun 09, 2010 5:11 pm
Roy slept through most of the trip it took at least an hour for him to finally rest but eventually he nodded off. As he lay with his cheek pressed against the window his eyes darted back and forth under his eye lids as he dreamed, in his dream the sounds of porcelain breaking on a hard wood floor and the gasps of a young girl fallowed by crying....
((The events of the dream are in blue))
His teacher was out at the market going to buy food for dinner his daughter made it a point not to be friendly to him so Roy sat alone in the study reading when his concentration was broken by the sounds coming from down the hall. He set the book down quickly and hurried off to check on the girl down the hall, even if she didn't like him and had yet to show him any respect she could be hurt and she was still his teachers daughter... The young boy peaked his head in through her door once he reached her room "Miss. Hawkeye are you alright?"
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Posted: Wed Jun 09, 2010 5:24 pm
( Soon to be Mrs. Roy ^ ^ WOO HOO 200 posts!!!)
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Kirie BlackDiamond Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jun 09, 2010 5:57 pm
The girl was on the floor crying, while covering her face with her hands, in front of a porcelain box broken into pieces, a small dancers dolls halved, the girl, didnt stopped crying, the closet where her father kept the box was open, the key on the floor, when she heard Roy´s voice, she said " daddy will be mad at me...and will hate me " said the little girl between gasps, sniffing and fast breaths " I broke up my mommy´s special music box " said, crying stronger " I j-just....wanted to hear the...the music again...I...." and coughed a little and continued sobbing.
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Posted: Wed Jun 09, 2010 6:36 pm
( Lol That's exactly how I used to cry...^ ^)
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 6:23 am
Roy's heart sank at the sight of her, even though she acted like a brat all the time he couldn't help but feel sorry for her, he had also lost his birth mother to illness and knew how bad it must have felt for her to have one of the items she remembered her mother by in broken and and laying all over the cold floor. Roy clutched the piece of chalk in his pocket, "Riza your father loves you he would never hate you....Anyway I can fix it if you'll trust me." Roy walked over to her and knelt down beside the young girl, "I know you would trust your father's alchemy far more than mine but if you give me the chance I'll make it just like new and that way you wont have to tell your father."
Roy took out the chalk and drew a transmutation circle on the floor then looked up to her. "If I have all the pieces I can put them together again, but its up to you if you want me two or not."
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 6:37 am
"You are not going to tell daddy that I broke it?" asked, still in tears, but a little bit calm, when he said that her father loved her, she dryed up, some tears "But dad dont like me to touch the box...he says that is better in there, but how will be pretty if no one can hear its music?...I like its music...I, I miss my mommy...I want my mommy" said the girl looking at the broken doll, and her eyes filled with tears, when he draw the circle, she nodded, still sad, and looked around the floor, and found the pieces left, and show them to him " I think thats is...."
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Kirie BlackDiamond Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 7:13 am
Roy did a double check looking around under her bed and after not finding anything walked back over to her and placed all the pieces onto the circle. "Its ok I understand, I lost both my parents, they passed away about 4 years ago both of them had died of an illness that was killing a lot of people at the time, my mother passed first and not long after that my father passed away too. So....I understand how you must feel, don't worry I'll fix it like new." After he placed the last shard into the pile he concentrated closing his eyes for a moment then put his hands on the circle, his face lit up illuminated by the flash of blue light emitted by the alchemical energy then dissipated revealing the music box in perfect condition. Roy picked it up and inspected it for a moment then twisted the key and opened the lid, as the song played to figurers a man and a woman turned around as to imitate two people dancing. "The lady figure has blond hair like you. Well it works I don't think anyone will notice it ever broke" Roy set the music box back down beside her and smiled, he felt good that he was able to use alchemy to help her. "Alchemy is at its finest when its used to help someone."
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 8:05 am
The girl opened more her eyes, looked at Roy " I didnt knew that....Im sorry" said softly when he talked about his parents, she remained quiet, watching what he was doing, then looking the beautiful glow " O-Oh !!! " exclaimed, she saw how the box, was ready, like new, looked up, to him, while he was inspecting it, without believe yet, when he twisted the key, and the song started, she felt her eyes, were going to fill up with tears again, but this time happy, when she cold touch the box again, and opened it, hearing at that song, felt sad, one of the most precious memories of the woman she missed, looked back to the boy and suddenly, she stood up, and and hugged him, strong, weeping, but somehow trying to prove ... that she also understood him very well "thank you.." whispered " thank you..."
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Kirie BlackDiamond Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jun 11, 2010 5:31 am
Roy smiled in his sleep as they pulled up to the station and the whistle sounded causing him to jump in his seat startled by the sound. It was nearly six o'clock in the morning, Roy sat up from his seat and stretched his back outside steam rose up from the train and mixed in with the early morning fog Roy took up his cane and navigated the few steps to the door. "Hurry up!" Roy ordered in a groggy tone, the first words of the day to pass out from his lips and he was already giving orders. He didn't intend to wait around or slow down for the others he knew they would easily catch up and he had not made it very far from their train cart before they started to do just that.
Once he stepped off the train he felt the cool morning air, crisp permeated with the sent of coal from the train engine along with the sent of damp wheat from the near by fields. Her home town was small and the economy relied mostly on farming, as his boots cut the fog that vailed the coblestone under his boots, the mist swirled and twisted around him forming small turning eddies in the air current with each step.
"Has the taxi arrived for us yet?" Roy asked then stopped and waited for one of his group to reply.
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Posted: Fri Jun 11, 2010 8:30 am
~ Rebecca Catalina Havoc ~
With all the group.
"The taxi es here" smiled, just as she remembered, always is there a taxi, ready, not many people come to town, so is there always someone waiting " Look honey....this is the place where I growed up" said proud, while she was walking to the nearest taxi " here sir " said to Roy, and opened the door, then looked to Grumman " I think you should tell the driver the adress, I dont remember pretty well her house..." smiled, while streching, before go in the car " Ohhh so long time without come here!!!, Im sure in town, we will feel the delicious smell of freshly baked breads " her stomach growled from hunger, she giggled.
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Kirie BlackDiamond Vice Captain
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