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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 6:45 pm
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 6:57 pm
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 8:34 pm
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 8:55 pm
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 9:18 pm
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 9:32 pm
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 9:41 pm
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 9:47 pm
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 9:48 pm
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 9:58 pm
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•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´☾Jackson Ray City ☽•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´ ✖ Don't take life so seriously, it isn't permanent.✖ ✖ Roses are Red, Voilets are Blue..✖ ══════════════════════════════════
Jackson blinked, starring at Decker as he left. She knew that face, that emotion. Not the word for it but she had seen it on her own face before. Biting her lip she got off of the bed. Glancing at Kairi "I don't know what's wrong with him but im going to figure it out. You guys go ahead and pick a movie."She said, sending them a smile, a fake one, before heading out of the door. She didn't understand why what she said would bother him. Maybe he just felt offended, she wasn't the type to take people doing stuff like that to her seriously because she never felt she could be liked than more than a friend. She saw him sitting in his car and pulled open the passengers seat, sitting down and looking at him, crossing her arms after closing the door. "Alright, tell me what I did wrong or we'll end up sleeping in this car."She said, looking straight at him. "And don't say I didn't do anything because that's bullshit and I know it."It was true. It had obviously bothered him, she could see it. She didn't care that he was looking through their files, she just hoped her past information wasn't in it, and that if it was that he hadn't looked at it. That she would be pissed about, she didn't like people knowing things about her she wasn't comfortable with. She sighed "Don't hesitate to tell me, I know I said something wrong and I just want to know what it was, or why it bothered you."She murmured, not as harsh as before, she didn't want to come off mean when she was trying to fix something.
══════════════════════════════════ ✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖ ✖ And so am I..✖
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 10:46 pm
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Posted: Fri Jan 22, 2010 3:26 am
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•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´☾Jackson Ray City ☽•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´ ✖ Don't take life so seriously, it isn't permanent.✖ ✖ Roses are Red, Voilets are Blue..✖ ══════════════════════════════════
Starring out the window and listening to him Jackson found her face slowly falling into a blank expression. She didn't exactly want to be given up on, but couldn't say she wanted him to keep flirting with her right? she opened her mouth to argue but closed it, pursing her lips. Well s**t. She didn't know what to say in this kind of situation. "I didn't reject you on purpose. "She finally got at least that out, and it was true. "I don't take anything but friendship well okay. I've grown up rejected and broken up by different people, mother, father, the rest of my entire family and I will admit I really liked Seth, who i've known for 4 years and then fell in love with Ritter today when first meeting him."She said. She had never told anyone that. She blushed, looking at him and shaking her head, seeing him curling up in the seat, like he was afraid to get hit or yelled at it made a lump rise in her throat. She didn't want to be the kind of person that scared people. "I'm not Emily damnit."She hissed but calmed herself down and placed a gentle hand on his shoulder, wanting to tell him that she wasn't gonna hurt him. It was part of her problem and it made her feel like she could cry for him thinking she would beat him to a pulp"Decker, your really cool okay, and I like you it's just my own problem that makes me hit people and blow up like that. I'm not used to flirting or someone actually liking me."She admitted, letting her hand fall from his arm, he was right. People got scared of her when she came off like that. "I don't wanna beat you up, or yell at you, but I can't help it when it's something im not used to or feeling like people are lying to me. I just thought you were messing with me, I wasn't rejecting you, so you don't have to give up on me cause I don't want to beat you up."She scratched at her cheek and patted his back before looking out of the window, ready to get out. but it was dark. She hadn't realized since she had been thinking so hard on what the hell was wrong with Decker on her way out but she immediately turned a light on in the car, just a small one and pulled her knee's up to her chest. "I-I can't go outside."She murmured quietly, glancing up at him through her bangs, when she thought about it, being in the dark was the most horrifying thing you could do to her when she was schizophrenic, she could practically feel herself killing her mother all over again.
══════════════════════════════════ ✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖ ✖ And so am I..✖
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Posted: Fri Jan 22, 2010 12:06 pm
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Posted: Fri Jan 22, 2010 2:25 pm
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•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´☾Jackson Ray City ☽•·.·´¯`·.·• •·.·´¯`·.·•´ ✖ Don't take life so seriously, it isn't permanent.✖ ✖ Roses are Red, Voilets are Blue..✖ ══════════════════════════════════
Jackson bit her lips "Well not exactly, im not sure what im trying to say."She chuckled, scratching at her cheek with her finger "I'm not very good at explaining things."She admitted and looked at him before nodding. She felt a pang of something she hadn't felt before, so she wasn't sure how to explain it. "Decker, even though I don't think anything would happen between us, I don't care what you are, or what you were."She said "I don't care who people are, if they don't do any harm to me I have no problem with them."She said and sighed, running a hand through her bangs. "I don't know why I would scare you. I'm really not that threatening, im a girl for petes sake."She chuckled, she really was sensitive so if you hit back she would be down within' a few punches if she really didn't want to hurt you. She glanced toward the window, biting her lip again, harder enough to draw blood but she licked at it to keep it from dripping down her chin. She looked at Decker, keeping exactly where she was, looking outside in pure fear before looking back at him. "I don't want you to carry me but would you mind holding my hand? I just need to know im not alone."She said, glancing back and forth between him, the flashlight, and the dark where she could swear she could see her mother, lying in bed, she looked toward her feet, feeling like that would be a better place to look.
══════════════════════════════════ ✖ I'm Schizophrenic.. ✖ ✖ And so am I..✖
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